Cyndi Rawks!!

2009-07-19T04:13:00.000-07:00

YO. I'M BACK. I'M NOT EDITING THE PREVIOUS POST BECAUSE IT'LL BE LONG IF I EDIT IT (:
SORRY FOR THE CAPS. BUT I LIKE IT. BLEEEHS.

more SSII SPAZZ!!!

Miracle
OMG. OKAY.
SIHANCHULHAE. ROOOOCCKKKK.
HANNIE U ARE SO HOT.
LIKE HOTNESS. OMMMGGGGG.
AND HEEEECCCHULLL U STOOD BESIDE HIM AND NOT SIWON.
OMG -HUGS- -HUGS- -HUGS-
OMG TEUK'S SKIN
OMGOMGOMG
AHAHAHAH. THANKOYOU EUNHYUK X SHINDONG
OMGOMGOMG :DDDDD LEEETEUK AHHHH, U'RE SO FAIR :P

hi evryone.
i want to kiss teuk now.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWW.
HIS VOICE IN SORRY SORRY OMG I WILL DIE.

OUR LOVE
omgomgomgomg
HYUKKIE U ARE SO HOT
AND U SANG
AND UR MASCARA IS SO THIIICCKKK. BUT U LOOK SO HOT WITH UR NEW HAIRSTYLE. OUR DRAGON!!!! :DDDDD
and i saw YEWOOK. LOVELY YEWOOOOOKKK! OMGOMG
I SAW KANGTEUK I SAW KANGTEUK!!!! AND KANGHYUK!!! OMG KANGHYUK KISSED. OMGOMG.
I LOVE SJ SO MUCH. SO MUCH. IT'S SO BROTHERLY AND LEETEUK WHY ARE YOU SO ABSOLUTELY DASHING I WANT TO GRAB YOU AND KIDNAP YOU LMAOOOO.
OMG RYEOWOOK IS SO HANDSOME. OMGOMG. I SEE RYEOMIN ALSO. OMG SUNGMIN WHY DID YOU DO THAT. LMAOLMAO. RYEOMIN IS SO CUTE. RYEOWOOK'S SMILE IS SO CUTE. AAAHHH~
OMG LEEEEETTEEEUKKK. KANGTEUK KISSED TOO. THEY KISSED TOO. YOU KNOW I LOVE KANGTEUK. OMG I CAN'T TYPE COHERENTLY NOW. UR LITTLE SHY SMILE SENT MY HEART FLUTTERING LIKE CRAZY OKAY.
SO THAT'S HOW YOU KISS SOMEONE YOU LOVE HUH. COVERING HIS EYES AND A LITTLE PECK. OMG WHY ARE YOU SO CUUUUTTEEEE DDDD:
OOOMMMMMGGGG. KANGTEUK KISSED AGAIN. OMYGOSH.
SO THAT'S HOW KANGIN KISS SOMEONE HE LOVE. A QUICK CUTE PECK. LOOK AT TEUK'S FACE!!! IT WAS SO SHY. SO CUUUTTEEE. OMG. OMGOMG EUNTEUK KISS ALSO. DARLING KANGIN ASKED HYUKKIE TO KISS HIS BELOVED HYUNG, LIKE A MOTHER-SON THING. CUTE TEUK LEANED HIS HEAD TO THE SIDE AND EUNHYUK PECKED HIM. OMG LEETEEEUKKK. HOW MUCH I ADORE YOUR SWEETNESS. HOW MUCH I ADORE SJ LOVE. YOU KNOW, I'M SO FREAKING PROUD TO BE AN ELF. AN AVID ONE. ;DDDD OMG YESUNG IS SO NAUGHTY. HE LEFT WOOKIE AND RAN TOWARDS SIWON WHERE THERE'S YEWON AND HE KICKED PRECIOUS KYU AWAY!!! AHHH~ KYU FALLLLLLL~! OMGOMG . AND RYEOWOOK!! HE ASKED HYUKKIE TO KISS HIM AND HYUK DID AND HE DID THE CUTEST ACTION EVER. OMGOMG. RYEOWOOK AHHH~
omgomg. like HuiShi said, i think it's gonna be my fave performance. omgomg.

WOOKIE'S INSOMNIA
OMGOMGOMG.
YOU SEXY BEAST.
U'RE SUPPOSED TO BE INNOCENT OKAY.
I HATE THAT DANCER OKAY. HOW CAN SHE DO THAT TO YOU.
GLAD U DIDN'T REALLY CARESS HER LEG.
LMAO. SHE'S UGLYYY. BLEHHH
BUT OMG IT'S SO FREAKING AWESOME
VOCALS WERE AWESOME AS USUAL. AND OMG OKAY UR DANCE.
OMG IT WAS SO HOOOT!!! -HUGS-

PAJAMA PARTY
aweeessommmee. AWESOME. but it was short. i only saw a glimpse of teuk DD: -CRIES- nevermind. i'll wait patiently for better ones :p

KANGIN'S SOLO
omg man. damn cuuuuttteee. squishy babyyyyyy (:(:(: AHAHAHAHA. seriously he's so cute. I hate the back dancers though. they have nothing to show and they stripped. stupid okay . D: BUT TEUK'S HOT WHEN HE CAME OUT
OMG I LOVE HIS FIREWORKS HAIR
SOOOOOONICCCEEEEE. omg lah he's so tanned now. hahaha. i'm not really bothered abt my tanned skin now. LMAO.
coz we MATCHED. :P

SORRY SORRY
IT WAS SHORT. I COULDN'T REALLY SEE ANYONE. BUT I ONLY SEE CHOI SIWON. SEXY SIWON WORE A JACKET ONLY.
OMGOMGOMG.
I HEARD HE STRIPPED AT THE END TOO.
OMYGOOOOOOOOSHHHHHHHH~ -DIES-

-WILL BE BACK LATER-

2009-07-18T10:05:00.000-07:00

SUPER SHOW II

thought i've gone MIA and thus i dun bother abt SJ and THEIR SECOND ASIA TOUR ANYMORE?!!!
HAHAHAHA. i'm still grasping all the newest updates so BLLEEEEHH.

NOW.
SPAZZ.
WEEHEEEE.

SUPER SHOW I'M SO LOVING YOU.
AND. STOP KILLING ME.
I NEED TO SPAZZ WITH SOMEONE RIGHT NOW BUT IT'S FREAKING LATE AND EVRYBODY HAS DIED SO I'M ALL ALONE BUT WHATEVER BECAUSE I'M HIGHING BY MYSELF.
BY THE WAY BECAUSE I DUN HAVE TIME TO POST BUT,
CONGRATULATIONS COZ
SUPER JUNIOR BEAT DBSK AND GRABBED THE BEST MALE SINGERS IN AIRRANG (SPELLING?) SURVEY!!!
omg omg omg.

TWINS
omgomgomgomg no no no no. THEY ARE KILLING ME.
omg. omg
FREAK IT OKAY. SIWON U ARE SO MUSCULAR OMG T_T OMG AND HANKYUNG HANKYUNG HANNIIIEEEEE. I SCREAMED I SCREAMED . UR HAIR UR HAIR UR HAIR. DO ANYONE HAVE THE FAINTEST IDEA HOW HYPED UP I AM AND I'M TYPING AWAY LIKE A CRAZY WOMAN.
okok no caps. no caps.
and omgomg HEEEECCCCHULLLL. I HATE YOU. (i know i said no caps but whatever) WHY DID U HAVE TO EXPOSE UR MILKY ARMS. I WANT TO BITE THEM!! YOU KNOW I DO OMG!!
AND THE MOST IMPT THING TO ME.
LEETEUK
LEETEUK. TEUK TEUK TEUK. MY DINO. MY ANGEL OMGOMG.
HIS HAIR. HIS HAIR. CAN I CRY NOW!!!! DUN KILL ME TEUK. UR GAZE UR GAZE!!! I'M GOING CRAZY. I WILL DIE ONE DAY. I WILL.
OMG AND EUNHYUK STOP UR CRAZY DANCE MOVES I TELL YOU U'RE GETTING ME HYPED UP AND IT'S LIKE MIDNIGHT NOW AND IF I START SCREAMING MY MUM WILL GO BERSERK. OMG I MISS KIBUM I REALLY DO. IT'S NO GOOD HEARING JUST HIS VOICE. I WANT TO SEE HIM OMG KIBBBUMMMM DDDD:

LEETEUK'S HONEY
I HATE YOU LEETEUK.
I HATE YOU
OKAY.
I HATE YOU
GET THAT RIGHT.
NOOOOOOOOOOO DDDD:
WHY DID YOU DO THAT. YOU DANCED WITH THAT FREAKING DAMN SEXY GIRL AND THEN YOU KISSED HER.
OMG OMG OMG
DO U REALLY NEED TO DO THAT?!!! YOU ALONE CAN ALREADY BLOW EVERYONE OFF!!! WHY DO YOU NEED THAT GIRL DDDD:
AND THE THING IS I DON'T HATE YOU OMG I'M JUST FREAKING MAD OKAY
U'RE SO DAMN SEXY ON STAGE BUT IT'S MAKING ME HAVE CONFUSED FEELINGS BECAUSE I DUNNO IF I'M SUPPOSED TO GO GOO-GA OVER UR SEXINESS OR MAD BECAUSE OF THE GIRL AND THAT KISS!!!
ARRRRGGGHHH. I SWEAR I'M DAMN IRRITATED. BUT STILL YOOOOU! OMG U'RE SO PRECIOUS.
YOU SEE, YOUR SEXY DANCE MOVES. UR SMEXY VOICE. DDD: STOP IT TEUK. STOP IT DDD: HONEY IS SO YOUR SONG, NO DOUBT. IT'S FOR YOU. THANK YOU JYP FOR CREATING IT BUT STILL LEETEUK FITS MORE OMG I CAN'T TYPE COHERENTLY NOW DDD:

GEE
OMGEEE.
SERIOUSLY
THIS IS EPIC.
HOW MUCH I ADORE YOU DARLING HEESICA ~~~
U SHLD HAVE APPEARED IN BOYS GENERATION BUT IT'S EVEN BETTER THIS ONE, MY LITTLE PABO HEESICA ~~
U'VE MADE "PABO" A TAGLINE FOR ALL UR PETALS AND UNDEADS OKAY.
WHY ARE YOU SO PRETTY DDDD :
AND THERE'S TEUK CHUL. I SWEAR
AND THERE'S TEUKHAE TOO. I SWEAR.
DONGHAE KICKED TEUK'S BUTT LMAOLMAOLMAO. FISHY AHHH~!
AND TEUK TEUK TEUK TEUK.
U'RE SO PRETTY,
BEAUTIFUL.
EVEN WITH UR ULTRA AUNTIE EARRINGS AND HAIRDO? I DUNNO I COULDN'T SEE CLEARLY. DANG IT. BUT STILL U WERE MERSMERIZING OKAY. EVEN AS A GIRL BECAUSE YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. OMGGEEEESH.
SJ GEE IS SO MUCH BETTER. OMG LOVE LOVE LOVE.

SORRY SORRY. VER 2
this is so important to us ELFs, especially those that couldn't personally be there at the concert. It's so unexplainable when I feel the overwhelming rush of warmth when I listened to it. I'm sorry this is more of the emotional part rather than spazzing because there's no fan cam DDD: but i'll wait patiently for it :D
IT'S AMAZING. SERIOUSLY. SORRY SORRY JJANG. SJ JJANG.
I TELL YOU.
IT'S SO AMAZING WHEN I JUST SETTLED DOWN TO LISTEN TO THE FIRST CHORD AND I COULD ALREADY FEEL THE ADRENALINE RUSHING.
SUPER JUNIOR. U'RE INDEED SUPER OMG. ILYILYILYILY. like you don't know already ;_;
BUT STILL. JJANG. JJANG!!! IT'S DIFFERENT FROM ALL THE VERSIONS THAT HAD BEEN DONE. IT'S 1000000000 TIMES BETTER THAN SNSD'S VERSION. OMG.
and the "sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry" (idk how many times) at the near end was AWESOME. I've always heard that playing in my head but little did I know u'll sing it. (i mean the repeated word playing in my head a countless times.) omg okay. this is crazy. really. the new fans won't understand. the superficial fans dun understand. DUH.
PABO LAH. :DDDDDD

CARNIVAL
KANGIN YAHHHHH.
SO TALENTED.
SO TALENTED.
-HUGGS-
OMG CARNIVAL IS SO CUTE, SO CUTE SO CUTE!!! ANTICIPATED THIS LIKE FREAKING LONG AGO AND FINALLY.
FINALLY I GET TO HEAR IT
CARNIVAL AHHH ~
KYU'S VOICEE...! -DIES-
AND KANGIN U AND DONG DONG ARE SO CUTE WITH ALL THE GASING AND BURPINGS AND STUFF. OMG . AND THE PUNCH AND PIGGY BACKING AT THE END!!!
WHY ARE ALL OF YOU SO SQUISHY AND PINCHABLE AND SO ADORABLE .
LOVELY BOYS. I KNEW IT'LL BE LOVELY.
KANGIN YAHH... THANK YOU FOR THE SONG. ILY.
always my big lovely raccoon. ;DDDDD and Dong Dong... i'm gonna SQUISH YOU!!!

i need to sleep now. will be back to edit.
it'll span over a few days. the concert is a tour. lol. of course it'll be long (: this month would be enjoyable. and the next month too (:

2009-07-12T03:52:00.000-07:00

hyuk dong and kangin :D:D:D:D

IT'S SUMMER TIME!!!
LMAO.
omg hyuk, how much I love your gummy smile~~~
do it like this this this this~ :

credits to: teukchul@livejournal

HAHAH. omg he's such a dancing diva ~ like HuiShi said, he TWIRLED in. omg damn hot :/
and he's got that... dancing style and body. LMAO.
he eased his way in~ and just went crazy with The Trio. heeeeh (:
and he stuck out his tougue . omygosh :/

and our Dong Dong~~~ -dances-
SO CUTEEE OMG. he's expression is so donguri dong~ heeeh . hey little wang, better like him kay!
he's so cute lah. with that "HEY IT'S SUMMERTIME" look. lmaolmao~
omg just now i was still fuming over the boomteuk thing and then yipppeeee. they cheered me up ^^

aish~ kangin ah! THE PHONE THE PHONE THE PHONE!! i want your phone~~ lmao.
summer-ish, not violent Kangin :D:D:D . he's adorable. ahahahah

i suddenly feel like dancing with them. heeeh . what's that again? kyong ga ja~ ahahaha. i hope i got it right.
kyong ga ja~

ahahah.
and LMAO .
Teuk with the,
"HEY YO WASSUP MAN. NICE TO MEET YOU"

omg i totally died. STOP KILLING ME AH LEETEUK~
LEETEUKLEETEUKLEETEUKLEETEUKLEETEUKLEETEUKLEETEUK
LEETEUKLEETEUKLEETEUKLEETEUKLEETEUKLEETEUKLEETEUK
LEETEUKLEETEUKLEETEUKLEETEUKLEETEUKLEETEUKLEETEUK

ahahaha~ i can totally just say his name so many times without even feeling tired okay. It's so beautiful.
"the way she said his name... so adoringly. so full of love"
lmao lmao.
That's how I say it.
BLLEEEEHHS.

i'm getting freakingly hyped up.
Teuk teuk teuk teuk.
FULL OF LOVE.
LMAAAOOO~~~

KYUNG GA JA!!!

2009-07-09T23:00:00.000-07:00

It's 12am in Seoul now (:

Happy Birthday Heechul !

no mushy messages for him (;
but just :
I hope you'll smile and be happy everyday (: Always be healthy and we'll always be proud of you ^^ .

HANKYUNG WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER .
HANCHUL HWAITING !

tmr i'll come back with a Hanchul spazz post (: to be dedicated to Heechul~ and Hankyung~

HEECHUL AH, I LOVE YOU~!

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yep yep~ i'm back like I said, HANCCCHULLL YIPPEEE :D

TRIBUTE---- HANCHUL :D
*quotes here are not 100% word by word accurate. But the meaning is similar ^^

credits: anELF frm sw

Heechul---"HANKYUNG AH! TAKE ME WITH YOU!"
Hankyung---"Let's go! Get into the luggage!"
Heechul---"Aish, i'm being so cute just for Hankyung... if it isn't for him...."

ISN'T THE ABOVE QUOTE SWEET? If you think it's too overboard for two guys, hahaha look again :

(it's the night before Hankyung leaves for China)
Hankyung---"Will you miss me?"
Heechul---"Are you talking to me?"
Hankyung---"ya..."
Heechul---"Are you ill or something?"
Hankyung---*laughs stupidly*
Heechul---"Come , let me give you a kiss"
*HEECHUL LEANED IN AND PECKED HANKYUNG*

AWESOME^^ I KNOW.
Still more:

Heechul---"Hankyung and I are like the perfect combo! See, even in songs, our lines are always one after another. And I really like his charisma. It's very manly and cool."

Hankyung--"HEECHUL AH. *starts saying the ramyun incident and blaming him* but it's nevermind, saranghae♥"
Hankyung--"Heechul, stop teaching me cuss words!"
Heechul---" WHEN DID I EVER TAUGHT YOU CUSS WORDS?!!"
Hankyung---"Sorry, saranghae♥"

Heechul--"I only drink with Hankyung."
Hankyung---"I used to only drink beer. But now i drink rice wine (I think) because of Heechul."

Fan--"We are very worried about Heechul's injured leg."
Hankyung---"You're worried? I'm even more worried than you. Hahahah~ Yesterday I called him. He said he's okay. Please don't worry."

I REALLY DON'T MIND IF THEY ARE REALLY GAY. (:
hahaha. but don't worry luh.
THEY ARE STRAIGHT~!

However, they both love each other deeply. Their brotherhood, friendship. It's all proven and it's profound. Only Heechul understands what Hankyung is thinking just by one look, one emotion. And vice-versa. I hope during this special day, Heechul's birthday, Hankyung will do something special for this special friend.
I don't want the sweet times they had together to ever end.
HanChul brings them, and brings me so much joy.

Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEECHUL, ILY!

Heechul--" Hankyung is better than the korean living next door!"

2009-07-08T07:32:00.000-07:00

HANCHUL IS SO LOVED.
HAHAHA.

LEETEUK I WANT TO SEE YOU SMILING OKAY ! (:
you closed the box quickly, taking a quick glance outside. Were you thanking Alice? Haha (:
but u were quite expressionless when u saw what was inside. I hope you do notice the wings ~ (:
it was exquisite you know! (:
sigh. why isit so easy for you to make me smile~
at the same time break me apart. It's so unexplainable. All the attractions...
And when I saw all the templates there on Alice's floor, i really freaking want to hide in a corner and cry. Mine was so lousy, so unattractive. So sucky ;_;
how isit able to get ur attention idk. and even if it's w/o ur attention I hope I could've done better because evrybody elses were tons more artistic, tons more beautiful.
i don't know what were I thinking when I decide to put that template into the box.
D:
I SHOULD HAVE THINK MORE RATIONALLY. I'm always so clumsy, so careless.
but it was something for you. I should have thought that what I did was unpresentable and discard it and do a new one instead of putting it into that box.
i really feel so...swallowed up.
The love is overlapped with an unexplainable layer of guilt D: I feel terrible. really.
urgh. I don't think I'll be able to let the same... bliss? Overpower me again. Because the hope is totally smashed. I feel horrible. really.
I don't know what I should do now.
I just want to die.

omg I really can't blog now.
will be back later with real spazz. i started this post, hoping I'll spazz and fangirl with a lot more cheerfulness but it seems like I can't.

2009-07-03T07:25:00.001-07:00

did this on classroom board the day before Jung Soo's day. lmao.
the position for me to write wasn't very comfortable and I had trouble writing :/ thus the handwriting =.= OTL.

SJ=Super Junior
JS=Jung Soo
rofl. doodled that during in-between periods and... well, math. -hides- =X
anyway that was 1 page of my math notebook. ahahaha. at the back so it's nevermind (:

LMAO. this is an old doodle. was spazzing by myself secretly thus the handwriting :/ but I was really high coz it's after the SM concert and Teuk's invisible abs...-dies-

finally...
Congrats Siwon for getting the BEST COVER MODEL! :D:D
-dances-
seriously the cover is is breath-takingly hot xD
though I'm terrified of that big big muscular arm ;_; -shudders-
but well it's expected he'll win ^~^ since ELF are behind him all the way (:
Sigh. It's absurd how someone could be so handsome, and so gentleman at the same time. (rich too =X lmao)
SJ's Sorry Sorry PWNS Gee (:
SJ's 3jib got the first place for album , for the first half of the year. weeheeee.
i was so afraid the nine robots are gonna take over D: but anyway Gee got second lalala~
I'm afraid Tell Me Your Wish would make them sweep the fan boys feet away again~ D: Look at the dance! -cries- Look at Wonder Girls' dance! -beams-
and the MV cameraman keep focusing on their looooong legs. Just to...idk. bring out the sexy feeling? but the... isit party room or something in the beginning? Totally spoil the mature effect. D: it's like forever girly for them =.= why can't they try manly for once? Haha, maybe the fan boys won't fawn over them as much muhahahaha. rofl.

anyway, i declare officially that,
in full credits to pingting,
STRAWBERRY MILK IS OFFICIALLY NAMED "EUNHYUK'S BLOOD"
and pingting is addicted to it :O :O :O

oh and Ariel Lin's fireflies is so loveedd! Donghae and Siwon was so beautifully innocent and pure. hahah. lmao. if only our "ten-dollar" guy could speak more mandarin. Instead of only Donghae speaking mandarin. Haha. But well, i dun feel the twisting of my heart when I saw the interlocking hands. Hmm... maybe it's because Ariel is already being paired up with so many different hot guys and nothing ever did happen between them so i guess it's safe for Siwon and Hae ? (: idk.
but... because of my shameless bias-ness D:
i have a sickening feeling that I won't let go so easily if the MV features Leeteuk instead. -shudders- :/

haha. and I found out abt the real love Alice had for Leeteuk. I misunderstood her ! D:
-slaps myself-
all the crying is for nothing. :/

weeheee. i'm such a loser :/

2009-06-30T23:00:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday , Leeteuk ♥!

26 years ago, (according to s'pore calendar) this heartbreakingly beautiful angel descended on Earth. From that day onwards, it's fated that things will change for korean-pop.
He'll lead the most powerful, most impactful the most awesome grp of boys ever to form the most divine vocal group Super Junior.
and for a girl like me, he changed my life too.
one thing for sure, he made me fall madly in love with him . too much for my own good. but it's too late. it's too deep :)

there was this period of time, where no one hears me. no one seem to understand me, and I seem to be coping everything alone. It was a struggle for me, because no one lent me a listening ear. I felt so empty. So alone.
but Leeteuk kept me going. Other than living for my parents, and some of my closest friends, Leeteuk made me live for Super Junior. It made me feel a firmer desire to live on this planet, to not give up. and because of that, i firmly believe that other than my parents and my closest friends, I couldn't live without Super Junior. It seem to absurd to type that, since they don't even know me. But why does it even matter? Leeteuk have done so much for me, (in an indirect way), that somehow or rather, I feel indebted to him.

the very first time I set eyes on this person,
"he's so beautiful." that's what I thought. He's a pretty boy, no doubt. Out of curiosity, I went to find out more. and without any explanation, with no apparant reason at all, I fall in love insanely with this guy.

he's...different. from the other boys. he's someone that i fawns over so crazily that sometimes, I couldn't see his mistakes at all. I...overlooked all that. Other times I embrace his flaws, because I love him the way he is. It's the same for the other members, I embrace their flaws too, but for him, I not only accept. I...adore them.
no matter how flirtatious he might be, no matter how much he's voice cracks when he's screaming, no matter how much he acknowledges other fans, I adore him so much that...it already became a mind-over-matter thing.
back when I was...ignorant? I claimed him. I hated every soul that wanted to claim him too.
My heart breaks terribly when he acknowledges certain fans, and make it seem like that fan mean so much to him.
but well, now, I love him too much to even do those little crazy things. I just want him to be happy. smiling genuinely everyday.
I don't claim him anymore. (even though I still jokingly claims that i'm Mrs Leeteuk lmao). Because the boys have their own life (: What's the point of claiming when it only causes unhappiness between fellow feathers? D:
even though I've never really entirely gotten over the acknowledgement incident, and my heart still...flips? but i've learnt to accept that. I keep reminding myself of the joy that he and SJ brings me. It just warms my heart so much that all these things became so inconsequential.

I must admit, I've imagined him as more than just an idol to me. Multiple times, may I add.
but more than just the one-sided dreaming of my own, the desire for him to be happy still overpower everything. Frankly, it'll be more than enough, for me to be one of the feather on his wings, for me to be an E.L.F watching over him and the boys. Because I want him to be happy. When he's happy, nothing else matter as much anymore.

he taught me so many things. I've learnt so many different kinds of love from him. and it's all so beautiful. So unconditional, so whole-hearted.
love between the same gender is one of the most impactful love that i've learnt and seen frm him.
same gender doesn't necessary mean gay or lesbian. It can display a strong sense of brotherhood, or sisterhood. And he showed me that such a strong bond between him and the other members, really exist in this world.
and because of him, I've stopped discriminating gays, and accepting them as one of us, as human beings. Not that he's gay, but he has kind of make me look at things at a different point of view. (: and also, whenever I want to do something nasty, I always remind myself that being an ELF, I can't be a monster. especially when Leeteuk is so angelic and gentle, how can I hurt other ppl deliberately? that's so hypocritical.
that's why, I feel that i'm indebted to him, because I've gained so much, but so far i've done nothing for him, other than watching over him with the other ELFs and buying their 3jib (:

I've never had an idol that I love so intensely. Sometimes I wonder if i'm being mean to my family. However, I realised that my family mean as much to me too (:
and that's the reason why I kept saying, I live for my family, super junior and some of my closest friends.
I've once said on my birthday that compared to Leeteuk, my birthday seem so insignificant. It's just the birth of ...a nobody. an ordinary girl.
Which makes today a day so blessed. :D
I'm so happy for his existence on this planet. For his descending on Earth (: Studying Uni in Seoul is what keeps me going sometimes, much to my naive mentality. And that all started because of this angel.
The angel that lost his wings... but don't worry. ELF are his wings that will enable this Mr Park to fly high. Jung Soo, or Leeteuk. Different, but so related. Either personalities, he's still that angel that I love and will always love ♥

Happy Birthday, Leeteuk/Park Jung Soo ♥. Saranghaeyo♥.

(i'm posting at 11pm since I'm posting according to seoul's time. and now it's 12am there now :D)

2009-06-29T08:10:00.000-07:00

IDK if i will change my mind, or will it last till this weekend,
but i'm like going to move my blog to livejournal. blogger is seriously
boring :/

okay. but still because as much as I love my total xuanniiexism blog, saying that it's boring is kinda hurtful :/
so i'm not gonna abandon this darling blog which I had since I was erm. p3 or p4? idk. check my archives.
anyways. blogger did became part of me these years since I created this thing, so yeah. I'm supposed to like, be grateful (: and I am.
but yeah I guess it's gonna stop that I'm keeping things inside me, everything confined in me, and it's still me. only. and i'm being so nasty by reading all of you ppl's life when I reveal none abt me, since this xuanniiexism blog is all abt SJ fandom. abt me being ELF.
in additon, livejournal could be privated. since I can choose who to read my posts and stuff like that.
and yeah.
this total xuanniexism blog (sorry i'm being repetitive LMAO), is like gonna be use solely for fangirling.
I KNOW YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE ARE NEVER COMING HERE AGAIN.
-CRIES LIKE CRAZY-
COZ U PEOPLE DON'T LIKE READING ME BLOGGING ABT SUJU.
I. KNEW. IT.
-CRIES FOREVER-

but who cares anyway. as long there's a place for me to let it all out and fangirl, then it's FINE.
thus,
xuanniiexism blog=fangirling
livejournal=life.

k. maybe I will change my mind since i'm planning on setting up everything this weekend.
let's see if i'll last till weekend.
u never know (:
first day of sch was... neutral.
but my body is already aching :/
at least there's only 1 day of PE (: wahahahaha. I LOVE LIT SO MUCH ;_;
k, don't mind me.
LOVE YOU ALL (:
k, no one reads my blog anyway DDD:

PS. I'M GOING TO DIE DURING THIS FOUR WEEKS OF NAPFA TRAINING.
yes, i failed NAPFA. D:
can't u see i'm a no life person D: i dun exercise. omg, i hate the sun so much ):
but why am i tanned =.= ;;

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btw, why do I keep seeing pirated versions of me =.=
firstly some ppl copy the way I post my entries or the way I talk. I wonder why :O
secondly, my bangs...lmao.
i need to get a new haircut. there's a lot of clones. ROFL.

2009-06-27T23:45:00.000-07:00

TAIWAN GOLDEN MELODY AWARDS.
ILUSM.

Thank you for inviting SUPER JUNIOR ~~~.
I SAW THEM LIVE ON TV.
gosh i'm going crazy.

and finally LEETEUK IS GENUINELY HAPPY.
omygosh. He was super hyper~
he smiled throughout the red carpet, the performance and the prize giving.
SJ did the "OOOOH" thing when they announced the winner. omg how cute can they get?
and when they asked who was the weirdest, evryone pointed to heechul at the same time~ when asked who gets tired easily, evryone pointed to Leeteuk at the same time
LOL. It's so UNIFIED. So SUPER JUNIOR. and Leeteuk was doing the "aw, mi-an-neh look" then Donghae was like, " ying wei li te zui lao"
I TOTALLY SCREAMED.
and when Leeteuk said, "er, dui dui" I SCREAMED TOO.
omg. and heechul was so shy LOL.
and after they gave the award to those 3 ladies, leeteuk hugged the lady and the whole crowd scream. LAWL. and after that he and Hankyung was being so dorky by continuing to hug their own members and Donghae was giving Leeteuk that look and so Leeteuk hugged him also.
omygosh they were so adorkable :D
I screamed a lot tonight . LOL.
and EUNHYUK DID THE WAVY PELVIC THRUST which made pingting scream like crazy and I was jumping like mad too. Omg and he did the bow again.
and i saw HANCHUL !! (OH YEAH, AND KANGTEUK WAS PRESENT the whole time when they were giving out the awards)
and I ABSOLUTELY LOVE the taiwanese ELFs! It was a whole sapphire blue sea!!
so proud of them (:
and hahaa, my heart totally swelled with pride when ELFs' screams were the loudest. Even people like MayDay, their fans weren't even half as loud. LOL.
and during Sorry Sorry, when Sungmin danced a little, I was so freaking worried. He got me so fret, that I was like, "oh no. omygod. Sungmin u can't dance~!!" then after his part he was being a good boy by walking up to his original place during It's You and stood there not dancing. Thank you so much (:
my heart was bursting with axiety when I saw him dancing... LOL then he went back to stand at the top so it calmed me down lol.
Eunhyuk did the bow again (:
lotsa Eunhae :D weeheee~
Ryeowook with his specs was total lovedd!
ah gosh I typed a lot in the GMA thread~ but well, I sorta forget some since the feeling dead down already.
anyway it was awesome.
I'm so proud of Super Junior~ THE INTERNATIONAL SUPER STAR. Like the host said.
I love them so much :D :D :D
the smile frm Leeteuk really cheered me.
gosh I screamed a hella lot tonight . ahahahaha.
cable TV ILY.

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i almost forgot!
Leeteuk was being dorky nosey by poking his head in to look what the person is reading
then after that evryone joined in and that person was feeling super embarassed. LAWL.
ahahah, get used to it person! They are SJ :D:D:D. LOL.
then KangTeuk was nodding with that intelligent look like they actually understood what the person is saying. LMAO.
I totally jumped and screamed.
my heart was swelling the whole time. now they are stepping on the international stage.
oh gosh. The superstars dear to my heart (:

2009-06-27T23:27:00.000-07:00

okay. here comes the spazzing post.
yesterday was tired after spamming msn convos LOL. so i thought i'll post today.
well, yesterday i was TOTALLY CHEERED and was on FULL SPAZZING MODE like i said in the MB thread :D:D:D
omygosh and yesterday something happened that got me super hyped up and cheered up and it's like suddenly the world became so absolutely beautiful and...you know, like when you suddenly see light?! oh gosh.
because...
LEETEUK SMILED. AND HE WINKED.

SERIOUSLY. i've been waiting for this moment for all my life (okay not really. these few weeks would be more apt)
and seriously. he SMILED. like, FINALLY. FINALLY. when i saw that smiled. I just cried. I mean I couldn't let the tears fall right there because my mum would go berserk, but well, I screamed and spammed Pingting's convo (Woo Wuennee wasn't ONLINE D:!) and HuiShi's convo. Inside I was crying so hard. My heart was totally swelling. :D:D:D
however I couldn't deny that there was this little part of my brain, telling me that maybe he's just feigning happiness. Maybe he's still feeling so empty inside. But well, rather than to face that, I just continued thinking he's really happy.
I'm not sure though if he's seriously cheered up, but at least he smiled.
and during Sorry Sorry, HE WINKED.
I have to admit, I died at that one. Totally. I replayed that wink umpteen times and I died at evryone. No matter how many times I see him do that wink, I just keep dying =.=
gosh.
my heart was fluttering like CRAZY.
okay enough of Leeteuk before I go berserk and start to spam my blog post with his name :o

Hankyung's starting expression during Sorry sorry was more than HOT. It was absolutely DAZZLING. With them all in black, he's like a totally atrociously handsome mafia guy. LOL.
And Eunhyuk...he's hair DDD: why do they all get better hair than singaporean guys? I mean seriously look at Eunhyuk's hair! omygosh I juz fall in love once I set eyes on it.
Heechul's hair was LMAO. But that ponytail (i believe it's to imitate hongki, again) is so cute !
Kangin looked abit tired though, but his hair totally just covered it. It was space-like. But not the ugly gray colour. Kind of blond i think? But yeah, it suits him :DD
and the ending, I though Heechul spoke chinese, yelling, "QING NI FU YUAN" to Sungmin.
but in the end I realised he said, "Genie for your ELF" =.= because of the SNSD song lurh.
but well, his laugh in the end "HA HA HA" was so LOL and it just melt away my displease when he said the genie for your elf thing. weeehee !

BOYS GENERATION.
BEAT THAT SNSD! wahahaha. It's definitely much better than the crap that SNSD give. Jokwon was totally ROFL. He's so freaking GAY. And it's so ADORABLE. lol. (bytheway i'm NOT fangirling over him. if u're wondering =.=)
and Sungmin, that little darling that insist to go on stage with his injury D: (curse MB props!) Though he didn't dance much, he's vocals already boost evrything! That feminine voice was total lovedd!
I totally LOL-ed at Shindong during the beginning. Nice haircut (: LOL. He looks so cute with that small little eyes of his. haha. but it's a little weird since his voice is so manly. weehee.
and extra THUMBS UP for YESUNG! he did that little shake butt move~! Being Yesung, it was totally superb (: At first I was worrying if he would blend into the whole "feminine mode" and he didn't disappoint me (: Vocals was strong like usual, with his little naughty butt shake. weehee!
Eunhyuk's rap was so biased. WAHAHA. and of course i enjoyed it a lot=x
"yeah, Super Junior SHINee 2pm 2am" wahaha. see the order. LOL. and I want his fedora ! It looks so cute on him (:!
and SNSD totally spoil it by walking out at the end =.=

oh yeah, and i forgot to add, Sungmin was being a good boy by not dancing during sorry sorry! He was standing on his own at the side stage, doing his little "dan dan dan" move + the signature thumbs down move. Hahaha. and the ELF down there staring up at him was so adorable. Poor Wookie didn't have a partner D: but well, their vocals are partnering each other so it was still superb (:

and in the end all of them spreaded out and the ELFs was getting crazy. haha, SJ is forever so nice to give them close ups.
and finally darling Heechul got camera close-ups and he was doing some girl dance. again =.= still love him though! :D
Siwon with that lips pouting was loved! ahaha. (in the beginning of sorry sorry he's voice cracked. omygosh it was so adorable)
not to mention Eunhyuk's shades! and Donghae's hair~~~
to summarise, the congratulatory stage was really AWESOME.
though SJ didn't win in the end, and Gee won =.= (that cursed nine robots that took away the EPIC 13th award for SJ) but right in all of ELFs hearts, SJ is forever the best and biggest winner of all. But I still wished that they won to cheer dear Jung Soo up D:

anyway after the perf, news came again to make me unhappy. Onew was traumatized when the stage light ALMOST dropped on him D: If it's not for hero Kyuhyun and Siwon he would be seriously injured! oh gosh. and Onew was sent to the hospital coz he fainted ):
poor Onew. Get well soon!
Mubank really shld tighten their safety measures. During rehearsals, Kyuhyun almost hurt himself. Sungmin got hurt by the props, and now Onew was traumatized. I still remembered Taeyeon getting hurt because of the stage lights too.(as much as i hate her, still i sympathizeD:)
MuBank really shld reflect =.= stop hurting artistes!
by the ways JongHyun kept reminding me of Jin Tat =.= ew, i know. but idk why~ D:

Get well soon Sungmin, Kibum and Onew! (:
to end it off,
LONG LIVE 3JIB. LONG LIVE SORRY SORRY. LONG LIVE IT'S YOU.

and Leeteuk, be happy (: I don't want your smile to ever end, I want you to continue smiling for eternity.
Saranghaeyo (:

2009-06-26T03:03:00.000-07:00

WHY IS LEETEUK SO EMO DDDD:
i wish he could realise people love him much more than he'll ever realise.

DDDD:
when he's unhappy, he makes me unhappy too D:
and it's even worse when I don't know what is wrong with him. Will these things ever stop bothering me? Will I ever stop being so obsessive? I really don't know ):
What I really want now is for Leeteuk to get back on his feet again and face the world with a smile.
No long hair, no dimple is absolutely okay. What we want is just a happy Leeteuk. A GENUINELY happy none. Not an emoteuk that's pretending to be happy. ):
Whenever I see him on shows or ever bora KTR, I feel so uneasy. Why is he pretending to be happy when he's not? What is bothering him? DD: i wish I knew what's going on in his mind. I want to be there to tell him everything is fine. Everyone loves him. And he got the best leader award! Why isn't he cheered up?! This is getting so depressing.
Leeteuk...can you smile again. Please be happy T_T

and it gets even more depressing when the I saw the news of Kibum not being able to perform on Super Show 2 the day b4 yesterday.
-dies-
Now all the other sickening people outside will say all sorts of mean and nasty stuff about Kibum being detached from Super Junior and evrything. D:
It's not his fault he's injured okay. Do you people want to force him to perform when he can't?
What matters most is his injured leg. Get well soon, BB!
but well, i have to admit when I first saw the news, i was in total shock and I still am now. I got so mad at SM because at first they was SO SURE. I mean, accidents do happen. They shldn't specially have that representative to talk to us and REASSURE us that Kibum will perform. It just crushed our hopes okay.
and yea yea, u're telling me because ELFs are questioning whether Kibum will perform so there's a need for SM to reassure us. But still, evrything will be revealed on SS2 right? Even though I'm questioning too, I really hope evrything will be revealed and we'll be filled with overwhelming happiness when we see Kibum on stage!
but now because of the reassurance, our hopes are all pinned up when BAM! Kibum got injured and he can't perform.
that's just total heartbreak isn't it?
gosh i dunwan to talk abt it anymore before it gets anymore depressing.

you know, some people just don't know how to talk at the right time.
when u're feeling your lowest, when all you hope is for someone to pat on ur shoulder and give you words of encouragement or at least emphatize with you, someone just attacked you with words so painful and sharp. D:
it's so nasty and mean and ignorant! =.=
and the worse thing is, that person thinks she have a full reason to be that way.
I know she has reason to attack me, since I really shldn't have said that I didn't trust SM and trying to tell me to change my reply before I got warned.
BUT STILL.
I am feeling my lowest. And after I edited my reply, she continued to go on and on abt it's not even SM fault and blahs.
Please. What I need is empathy or sympathy or just words to cheer me. Not for you to run over me with those big words of urs.
I can't think rationally at that time and it's no use to talk to me rationally.
all these you can tell me AFTER I can think rationally.
sigh. these people just don't know when to talk.
I was feeling so bad at that time. I was feeling so cloudy that I just log out of that freaking MSN =.=

2009-06-24T00:08:00.000-07:00

Suju Leeteuk, selected as "The Best Idol Group Leader"

omygosh, i'm so proud of you teukie, I really am.
u're recognised by evryone now dear teukie! always being the mother, the big brother, the one who puts evryone before himself.
you've been feeling moody these couple of weeks. I hope when you see that, u'll be happy(: I want you to be happy, i really do.

Netizens said that "the 13 members have been led wisely" and that's why they gave Leeteuk a high score.

look at that.
omygosh -cries-

not only us ELF know u lead the other boys well, now u're recognised even in the cyber world.
see how much evryone loves you? :DDDD

Kim Heechul who is the same age as Leeteuk admired his leadership, different from everyone else: "he always puts the members before himself" and "even if he gets angry at his dongsaengs in the end he gives them a tight hug and say he is sorry".

I really don't know how to express my joy which i'm feeling deep down. It's so...overwhelming. I'm so so happy, so elated that I really don't know how to express it. U've done well, so well. Thank you so much for being the leader. You're Lee-teuk. The one who's special. You're different from the other leaders. You care for ur dosaengs like a mom, a cuddly big brother. Not someone that uses authority. I love you so much leeteuk, i really do.
Thank you so much for the netizens that voted for him.
He really deserve it. Really do (:
saranghaeyo teukie. be happy.

2009-06-21T00:00:00.000-07:00

Happy Father's Day~!
weeehee~ I made breakfast for my dad :D and a...~~fail~~ card. My art seems to be sucky these days ._.

and on the same date today, it's also...RYEOWOOK'S BIRTHDAY~!!

Happy Birthday Ryeowookie~!!!!

if u dare to kope this image and edit the [c]xuanniiex to make it ur own, i swear i will kill you.

Dearest eternal maknae,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D
Super Junior is not complete without you. Your powerful yet gentle vocals sure did boost Super Junior's popularity. Thank you so much for being in Super Junior, and taking care of the other members by feeding them regularly lol. Even though u're the maknae, (I mean, seriously, Kyuhyun look older than him right!) u're always the one taking care of the other members by feeding them, peeling fruits for them. Awww, u're so sweet. I'm really thankful, because Teukie don't eat ;_; when no one forces him to. It's bad enough that he dun sleep ;_; but being such a sweet little maknae, you cook for him, took care of him. Hahaha, no wonder Teukie loves you so much. Continue ur feminine ways okay! Snuggle up to Teukie and act cute. (: It'd alright. No one will kill you heeehee.
Also, I want to see more of YeWook ! weeheee. Okay maybe Ye-turtle-wook. LOL. Hahaha.
I hope you will continue to smile cheerfully everyday(:
Be healthy, and saranghaeyo, oppa!
Yesung loves you too. weeehhee.

Love,
Yi Xuan (:

2009-06-16T04:15:00.000-07:00

okkkayy.
So now i'm here with another dedication post like I promised. :D
And i've decided to do one dedication post each day, until my list finished.
List can be viewed in my previous post, the dedication post for HuiShi :D .
today it's SYLVIA SEEEAAH ;D

Yi Xuan x Sylvia Seah

(a large part dedicated to whole of clique too)

Primary two. That's the first time we really met, even though I've seen you and your sister a few times in primary one. But anyway, primary two is the year we're in the same class, and yeah, we met. However, we weren't really close. We don't talk much to each other, just neutral classmates. For me, I've always known you as the A student, the one that's always in top 3. But yeah, we were just classmates.

Primary four. We were in the same class again, after separating in primary three, since I dropped to 2nd class in primary three. But anyway, we met again in primary four. This time I brought along Ryna. And then, Ryna became my best friend, and slowly, she began to know you and SiYing, which made me know you and Si Ying too. You slowly drifted away from Li Houng, and yes, together, you, Siying, Ryna and me became a clique. We were unseparable. By that, I mean the four of us. Group work, projects, PE grps etc, we were always a team. Even if under certain unfavourable circumstances, like it's only allowed 3 in a group, we will feel super guilty and uncomfortable, and will be sorry to the person that has to leave. Because yes, we were a team, and we still are. In our little team, it's known that you and Si Ying were a pair, me and Ryna were another pair. We were happy like that. Because we're very close, as a clique. And up till now, I've only remembered us having a fight once. Just once. And I'm very proud of that. (it's in our long-ago-dead froggies blog) (:
oooh and yes, we created a name for our clique, and it was well known in class. The Froggies Club :D. And we even created a blog. hahaha, which is terribly dead now. hehe.

Primary five. Well, it was really weird. I've always thought of us as different, considering that we don't always fight over trivial things like other cliques and friends. However, I didn't know we were thaaatt different. What I mean is, suddenly, Ryna and Siying were a pair. And you and I were another pair. And the really puzzling thing is, for most people, they will want to go back to their original pair, or even constantly accusing the other party of drifting to another person. However, even though at the start we did accuse a little, but after that, we were completely fine with that. We were really comfortable and happy just like that. I believe, that's because our clique, is tied together by an even stronger bond than others. And I'm really, very thankful for that. Also, primary five was the BEST YEAR EVER. because of 5R, because of Ms Bhuvanesh, because of the ever-so-strong class bond. It was the happiest and sweetest year i ever had. And for the first time ever, we were put in the same group dear! :D:D It was such an enjoyable year.

Primary six. It's like the worst year I ever had, i mean, counting out primary three since primary three's class was like total strangers. Lol, whatever. But still, primary six sucks to the freaking inner core. I didn't enjoy myself at all. Mugging for the whole year! Urgh. However, no matter what happens, you were always there. And I mean, ALWAYS. Whenever I fail my Math, no one empathize and care like you do. And you were always there to teach me, very very patiently. I know I'm a very bad learner, and I'm not cut out for Math. However, you still continued to teach me, painstakingly. I'm sorry. T_T.
You were always so amazing, and you still are. You are someone that don't craves for leadership positions, and even shunned them when they are offered to you. However, you were still very popular in school. Okay, maybe not popular like every single person knows you, but popular enough that no one hates you, or even dislikes you in school. Everyone loves you, because you were so nice, so civillised. You shine in your own ways. Not only were you a straight A student, -like this needed any mentioning-, since you were always going up the stage during prize giving day, and being favoured by so many teachers. But that's not the main point. You shine because you're and all rounder, being superb in NAPFA, in Arts, in languages. Compared to you, I'm really nothing. However, not like those bitches you see on TV , you never dumped me for any reason at all. Since, I'm so dump-able (if there's such a word), for so many reasons. I've never been a terrific friend, since I'm always the one who's relying on you, rather you relying on me. I'm terribly sorry for that T_T. I still remember our P6 Malacca trip, because the bus ride was horribly long, I fall asleep, right on your shoulder. It must be really painful then, but because you didn't want to disturb me, you let me lie right there. Once again, sorry T_T
I still remember, when you told me you are going to go to whatever school I'm going to. That really, touched me. I'm such a nobody, since my results is total ;_; . However, because of our friendship, you want to follow me ): Thank you so much. But NO YOU MUST NEVER FOLLOW ME, STUPID. ): U'll never achieve anything, my dear ): I love you so much but still, nanyang is for you :D Remember that okay.
You know, I've witnessed so many incidents where best friends get jealous of one another, just because the other party did so great. But no, believe me, no, never once was I jealous of you, or angry cause you've achieved much more than me. I've never doubted your ability, since I've always and still will, be very very proud of you whenever you achieve something great, whenever you did well. I always sincerely feel happy for you, clap and beam at you because I'm proud of you. I guess I never got jealous, because our relationship is a strong one. No dismayed is to be shown, because our friendship is so strong.
I believe that you will still shine and glow in your own ways everywhere you go, and you'll do good in nanyang. You are amazing, and you'll always be the amazing girl that I thought you always are.
Thank you for all the sweet memories you've given me, and even though we aren't in the same school, let our friendship go on and on. Let's grow up, let's grow old together, shall we? You're the the most fabulous friend that anyone can have. Always so forgiving, always being the one that took a step back. Continue to be that awesome, because I know you are.
I love you so much :D

okay done~
I meant every word i said okay! (:

2009-06-15T08:40:00.000-07:00

this place is so dead :/ I feel so sad.
urgh.

i shall go around tagging ppl :D

and I promised HuiShi I will do a dedication post. Kind of a "reply" to her dedication post she did for me :D

DEDICATIONS

Huishi

HuiShi+little boy+Eunhyukkie = Happy Family.
LOL! dun bash me eunhyuk fans ):

ANYWAYS
This is a dedication post !

ahhaa(:
Do you remember the first time we met? It was at the specs stand (: Is that old or new. LOL. Anyway, you were like in front of me and WenXin told me you were a suju fan. I remembered I was like hyped up and I went crazy so I tapped on your shoulder.
"Hi, you are a super junior fan?"
"Haha, yes." you were smiling so cutely then!
and yes, tada, we were friends.

After that, you told me your msn. And guess what, being the extremely blur me, I added a wrong email. lol. But after that I added the correct one, so we started chatting.
You told me how sad you were, when your mum doesn't understand you.
You told me how much you love Eunhyuk, how much you love Super Junior.
You told me how much you wished you can freely point out handsome guys on the TV without getting weird looks from your parents.
I still remember :D

Thank you, for loving Super Junior so much.
Thank you, for enduring my endless stupid rantings when I'm bored.
Thank you for hearing my cries of agony when something happened to Leeteuk.
Thank you for EMPATHIZING with me when I told you how heartbroken I was,when no one did. People symphatize. But no one did empathize at that time.

We aren't best friends, we aren't the best of fan-girl friends. (as in we dun spazz a lot together) , and maybe we aren't that close.
however, I chose to reply ur dedication just because,
you're my Love You More buddy, forever :D
There's a lot of different kinds of friends for different times and needs. Our relationship is kind of special. As we are tied together not by how you and Kristel are tied together, but by a special bond.
Once again, Love You More (:
Carry on the SJ love :D

okay I suddenly feel like I should dedicate posts to a lot of people, since I'm in one way or another, indebted to them. LOL.
I'll do Sylvia's, Ryna's, Siying's, Serene's, Sing Wei's, Nelly's, Clare's, QiaoMei's, Wuennee's, LB's and Yi Qing(and clique)'s tmrw.
Why these people?
Because these are people that I feel I should love them a lot. (:
But that doesn't mean I dun love other people ):
But if I do dedications for so many ppl, then I might as well drop dead.
-_-
These ppl are either my dear froggies, my darlings, close friends, SUPER E.L.Fs and ppl that I feel VERY VERY indebted to.

gah.
Finally I learnt how to appreciate ppl's kindness on me. LAWL.

2009-06-14T02:26:00.000-07:00

CLICK HERE

bloody hella.
i'm desperate coz i'm freaking bored .
no one ever comes here anymore.

maybe I shld juz delete this damn thing.

WHY IS THE CYBER WORLD GETTING SO LESS INTERESTING THESE DAYS?!!!

it's so uber boring I tell you.

2009-06-12T01:12:00.000-07:00

Hello~
I have a fricking weird dream yesterday~ LOL. stupid dream ._.
anyway.
These two weeks aren't productive, as in I am glued to the comp all day long. But I still managed to start on my hmwrk.~~. Omg and the Math thing on edulearn shucks ._. it's like fricking 15pages ):
anyywayyy~
I NEED SUBS FOR YMM T_T
Teukie is so mischevious LOL. He craves for love from his fans. I mean, why can't he look around him and see someone out there...waiting for him... and who is willing to shower him with unconditional love~ sigh.
He leave band-aids on, emo on his cyworld, just to get love. Teukie... are u lonely? ):
U're 26 and it's understandable if u want a girlfriend ... ): But u are an idol and it's prohibited. Are u sad? ):
sigh. Maybe going to the military in a few years time might be a break for u... to brush off the burden of being an idol...

Donghae yah. Dun cry anymore!! Think about the memories u had with ur daddy sweetly... Like a beautiful footage playing. Don't think it in a painful way... in a way that you felt that you have lost a lot of things. Your daddy loves you and I'm sure he dunwan you to cry ): I know you won't get to see this. But I believe somehow this will get to you, to calm you and warm your heart. Be safe and happy because E.L.Fs will always be there, by you (:

sigh.
a lot of things happened. I just hope the boys will remain smiling.

Hankyung was totally breathtakingly HOT on YMM. Like so hot until I couldn't take it and stare at him the whole time. Okay I mean Leeteuk is just right there but my eyes will just unknowingly search for Hankyung~ pfft. distracting.
and then right after that, I watched Stage Of You only to be once again enraged because of Huang Yi ._.
though not so much since it's only a damn show. But still, why Huang Yi?! I would have much prefer the one he hugs is Heechul. LOL. or even the "producer" in the show.
lalala~

Heechul, "I cut my hair because I don't want people to say I'm beautiful. I want them to say I'm handsome and cool. "

ROFL.
you are chullie, you are. But it's an undeniable fact that you're still unbelievably beautiful...more pretty than most girls, even with ur haircut. LOL.
though I hope people keep in mind to stop telling him he's beautiful. Even if he is. LOL.
since he doesn't like it.
but still Heechul, unless u have a face lift, you're still pretty. LOL.

I love the photoshop book :D
hurray.
Leeteuk looks like an angel :D Coz he is.
LOL.

2009-06-10T09:53:00.000-07:00

I'm so annoyed.
I can't believe that everything is so superficial.
*growls*
I mean, it's supposed to be an obsession. A love. An interest.
Not a freaking TREND ._.
Poor boys ):
They are gonna be forgotten by them after a few months.
It hurts even to think about it.
*Hugs suju tightly*

urgh.
disgustingly superficial.

I'm not targeting this at anyone. Coz I'm seriously wondering, why is K-pop suddenly a freaking trend.
DIE .
DIE.
JUZ GO AND DIE.
At least the official fans are doing justice to K-pop :D
I hope they move on soon. -_-
Or am I just plain selfish.
lalala~ but u can't deny it's superficial :D

2009-06-09T07:54:00.000-07:00

I GOT MY ALBUM TODAY!
slow. I know.
BUT WHO FRICKING CARES LAH. I'm thankful that I even get to chance to have it :D
all thanks to..
WUENNEE!
and Carolyn :D
and my mum and dad for paying for it. But thanks to Wuennee, i got half price ! :D
and the poster rockeeeedd. It's like freaking nice. :D
wahahahahaa.
I went out with Wuennee today. And we did the stuff for teukchul ~ Wuennee's is damn nice. I have no talents (: Yeah, i know i'm fail. ): Sorry NAFA~
anyways I got that photoshop book so I can read thru the hols~~ At first i wanted to borrow that Windows Vista one too, but it was heavy so I just put it back ): But i'll be backk!
gah. I dun feel like elaborating o_o!
I watched Hannah Montana yesterday with Yun Yrn ._. She said she wanted to watch Hannah~ I wanted to watch Night At The Musuem but she said she watch alr~~
anyway it was quite nice lah. but I still dun have any special liking on miley cyrus.
And I seriously need to go back to drowning in books. As in, reading. My language is like fail ):
Oh and I saw Qian Hui and clique at Iluma's CC. Then she bought that Leeteuk card for me! hahahaha. Wuennee was like, "I don't know what to say..." LOL. urgh. I shld stop asking for sponsors ): My mum ranted at me too. LOL.
Heechul is too pretty~
I dun mind being a guy and be as pretty as Heechul (: I'll be the princess and Leeteuk is the prince (: TeukChul ah~ The Heenim that make Jung Soo smile... Or I can be as pretty as Leeteuk and Kangin shall be my teddy bear knight. KangTeuk ahh~ The Kangin that makes Leeteuk smile... I dun think you get me. LOL.
and the shop in Iluma keeps playing Nobody. LOL.
and Wuennee is telling me she loves free-flow drinks in MSN now. LOL. Hahaaha. but Iluma's free-flow quite cheeater. Coke outside is 50cents. Iluma's free-flow is abt x5 . But it's not like we'll refill 5 times right -_-
anyway...
i'm going to promote my fic journal ._.

CLICK HERE

pls give me comments. It's dying there._. I don't need praises since I know they suck. So dun rack ur brains for praises. Just write what you think (:

2009-06-06T00:21:00.000-07:00

Hello earthlings.
okay so now my tagboard is filled with messages that are meant to ask me to cheer up.
Well I thought abt it a lot, and after EunMi enlightened me, I really saw the light.
I shldn't claim. Actually no one shld xD we shld share, like Jade said :D The boys are for everyone. Maybe I love them a freaking hell lot. Or maybe I actually love them more than anyone else, but the boys have their own lives :D . I may cry and groan if Teukie marries, I may emo abit when Teukie hugs some other girl. But after that, i need to smile again :D The heart may feel twisted, but my heart is broaden. :D
And this is frm deep down,
I really appreciate all the stuff you all type in my tagboard, my msn. It's really heartening to know that there are ppl who bothers abt what I think. What I feel. There are ppl who care for me :D Especially my Love You More buddy :D Constantly comforting me... :D Because all these tags and messages really makes me feel comforted. I shldn't be sad all the time. I shld cheer up. :D
and thus I'm okay now (: well not entirely. As in, i still feel the sickening pull in my heart whenever I think abt what I saw. (the hug) . But at least I constantly remind myself to share. Oh and hey ppl out there, i dun hate Alice. omg -_- She's superb kay. Juz that I feel a little uncomfortable with her a few days ago. But now because EunMi enlighten me, i'm okay with her! And yeah. Ms Kyubes/Nee/Mrs Lee Sungmin is happy also hahaha.
i've dropped the Mrs Leeteuk in my msn coz jung soo's fans are adding me to msn and I dunwan them to feel pissed off. But that doesn't mean I'll drop the name entirely okay! I'M STILL MRS LEETEUK. haha. But i won't CLAIM him anymore.
okay so now...
Mubank!
Neorago didn't win. But it's okay^^ let their dosaengs win a little. Next week! The SJ love will be back! And SHINee's comeback was awesome. I still can't get over the fact that THEY WON'T HUFF AND PUFF WHILE DANCING AND SINGING WITH SUCH POWERFUL VOICE -_- Really. Their voice didn't break at all. It was like, natural. And they have such powerful vocals, gosh.
anyway
NEORAGO WAS EVEN MORE AWESOME (omg sorry i'm freaking biased xD )
lalala~ Leeteuk smirked again~~~
and Hankyung is hot.
and hahahha. I totally love the dorkiness of SJ. It's so addictive. Hyukkie dropped his mike. ROFL. it was so freaking cuteee. It's like 'THUD" so damn loud. (okay not really) then Hyuk was like continue to dance while the face is looking dwn. And a flurry of activities happened-Hankyung rushed to pick it up and return it to hyuk (awww) and Leeteuk turned and stared at Hyuk (almost glared LOL ) hahaha. but well the perf still continued. hahaha.
and I love how when Jonghyung baby was crying so helplessly (aw) then Yesung and Donghae was like embracing him. Love between hyungs and dosaengs! And little Taemin was SMILING . So adorable! He's like walking ard SMILING, when Onew and the others are CRYING. lol .
ah anyway Leeteuk was REALLY happy for SHINee and he was smiling so cutely -slip into a minute of spazzing mode and gaze at leeteuk fondly- and clapping for them! And then Hyuk came and BLEW the little shining dusts at them -_- dorks. LOL.

ohhh.
I've added some stuff in my "Stalk Me" column. Like dedications, and stuff.
anndd... visit my fanfics lj! But the thing is, my layout=fail. And my fanfics... i can't guarantee u'll like them all coz they aren't exceptionally impressive.
ANYONE CAN GUIDE ME TO FIX MY SUCKY LAYOUT. It's abt the organisation and indexing and stuff. I asked Elissa and i dun think she replied yet. i'll go check later. but still, anyone?!!!
Generous help is appreciated :D

Yesterday's 6R gathering was FABULOUS(:
ILY all so much!

I never loved anyone that much

2009-06-03T01:08:00.000-07:00

I thought everything was juz fandom.
I thought it was juz a stupid little obsession.
I thought "Mrs Leeteuk" was just what I thought to be a little fun.
but no.
I think I'm crazy.
Even though I knew it would be impossible.
But why...
why do I feel that pain inflicted on me when i read and saw how u and Alice interacted... why can I totally feel my heart shattering when I saw that hug, that interlocking hands...
Why do I cry, when I saw that you know who Alice is, she loves you, and maybe... you love her too. I know Alice won't think of you as a boyfriend or anything more, just that you hold a special place in her heart...that's all.
But I couldn't help but break down...
It wasn't my fault at all. I am just too young...to far to get you to acknowledge me.
But why must I suffer when you don't even know my existence?
You will never know me, let alone marry me.
But why suddenly...evrything is so serious. Suddenly I wished I had been born earlier. I wish I was at korea...
You will never be more than an idol to me...
but why do I keep picturing you to be something more when I know it's impossible?
Right. I know i have been lying to myself all these while.
Yes I love you. I love you so much, too much for everyone's good.
Whenever I tell myself, if i have the chance to choose everything all over again, I would never find out abt Super Junior. However, I always regret immediately. I regret having to even think that way. I even treat my own suffering as nothing compared to my love for Super Junior...
But I love you too much, too much until it hurts so much to see you hug Alice...
I don't know what to do...
If one day, I don't know how, but somehow u came here and take me away,
I will follow you . I promise.
You're still single, i know. Nothing will happen right now.
But I'm so afraid, when one day you became someone else's husband... when it's just because I am not old enough for u...
I am very very scared if one day u and Alice happen to be together...what will i do?

2009-06-02T22:44:00.000-07:00

i feel completely sucky.
yesterday's council camp was AWESOME . but i dun have the mood 2 blog abt it now.
coz.

FT ISLAND'S CONCERT TICKET IS LIKE FRICKING HUNDRED BUCKS.
there's no way. absolutely no way my mum would allow me to go ):
worse still, i doubt she'll allow me to go to the airport at all ):
-emo-
nay juz kidding but still!!!
I WANT TO GO.
I feel so DEVASTATED now ):
i hope i have a rich boyfriend or something and somehow he'll buy me the ticket. rawr.
i tell u,
if the concert was Super Junior's,
and I wasn't able to go,
I think... I WILL COMMIT SUCIDE ):
but i know sooner or later something like that will happen. what shall i do... maybe I shall make a pact with my mum or something. but the ticket is like a bomb ): i will somehow become the bimbo of the hse. The spoilt brat ):
gaaaaahhhh. WHAT SHALL I DO ): T_T can u all DONATE MONEY ): ):
nevermind.
BUT I STILL WANT TO SEE HONGKI T_T T_T
-cries-
SHITTER.
BUTTER.
I HOPE I HAVE MY OWN MONEY ):
what shall i dooooooooooooooo ):
-jumps floor and die-

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CAN'T U JUZ FRICKING ANSWER A SINGLE QUESTION FROM ME.
-_-
i can't believe u are a bloody mod-_-
i tried talking to u so many bloody times.
and I choose the time when u're "Available"
but u freaking dun REPLY.
and u changed ur status to "Away"
What the damn hell is wrong with u.
Juz because u know i like Leeteuk and u are treating me this way. -_-
gosh. U have no right to like him if u continue behaving like that.
biased piece of shit.
If Gaia talks to you I doubt u won't reply.
suck up boot-licker ._.
I'M SO PISSED.

2009-05-31T19:59:00.001-07:00

i'm so pissed.
STOP TELLING THE WHOLE WORLD U LIKE THEM!!!
U FREAKING DO NOT OKAY.
DO NOT. -_-
omg, so superficial kay. u only like them coz they are hot. u dun know any freaking thing abt them! -_________-
PSSSTTTT.
juz shut up and go do other stuff.

the abv is for...
if u think it's you, then too bad (:
but i dun think that person reads my blog so probably it's not you -_-

anyway.
Yun Yrn and I have officially agreed to share Leeteuk!
though i said in one of my previous post, i dun like sharing my husband. But she's the one that introduced me Super Junior and let me have something to live for.
And thus, i dun really mind since she's always buying me suju stuff and I feel guilty coz she's always spending money on leeteuk stuff and ended up giving them to me.
but she did say she's proud of me since i'm like, living for Super junior now (:

oh and TRINI BOUGHT ME THE LEETEUK CARDS! WAHAHAHA
I love you!
omg i'm such a loser who keep asking ppl to sponsor me. ):
okay as to express my gratitude, i shall treat her better and respect her more as a senior (:
oh ,and stop saying she's cute. LOL

and actually the main point of this post is...
Happy 1 year annivesary my dearest E.L.F, Woo Wuen Nee!
not 1 year annivesary with me. But with SUPER JUNIOR (:
She's accompanied and walk with Super Junior for ONE YEAR already. All that pain, all that joy, all the hardships, all that glory she has experienced with Super Junior...
I'm so happy for you SISTER! (:
I absolutely love the time we fan-girl and spazz crazily together. It's so awesome. And you're always so nice, giving me up-to-date infos on Suju when I've no time to fan-girl.
You gave me half price for the album, which makes you such an incredible person (:
Oh, and you bought the Leeteuk card thus I will know that it's kept safely by a nice person instead of risking the possibility of it being abused by an anti who bought it.
Thank you for all the Super junior times you have walk by... I'm so proud of you!

(:
Eunhyuk was being obnoxious on inki.
he took that freaking jacket off!
omg, i amost couldn't breathe.
And leeteuk SMIRKED. lol. One day these boys are gonna kill me LOL.

2009-05-30T03:54:00.000-07:00

even Wonder Girls, 2pm, J-Killer, U Kiss, Last For One, have all came to Singapore for the K-pop night last year~
What abt our boys? ):
looks like SM is really... -_-
No Super Junior, not even tvxq and snsd. ._.
SHINee... coz they juz debuted so pardonable...
but why no suju ):

i can't wait for the next K pop night. I know it's like quite impossible for my mum to allow me to go airport and like, take a pathetic one second glance and hopefully a photo of the artistes...
much less allow me to go the indoor stadium to see them perform..
but you never know :D

yesterday was Meet-The-Parents cum FRIDAY FEVER!
haha, it was totally AWESOME. i mean the friday fever part.
the meet-the-parents was... i dunno. coz Mr Tan didn't allow me to go in with my parents LOL.
but anyway after that, i met up with Stella, Amanda, SiYing to go to the Council Meeting at living room. (probably the last one this year since the semester two councillors are taking over)
so anyway we met Sophia at the entrance of living room and Qian Yi were there also and she was super hyper. coz she like saw me, then she was like, "HI YIXUAN!" then I was like, " HI QIANYI!" then we hugged. haha, we've not chatted for so long! But yea, so she was all, " I LOVE IT'S YOU! I WATCHED THE MV THIS MORNING! SO NICE!" hahahah (:
i hearts Qian Yi! an aweeessommmeee PSL !
then stella, sophia, siying and amanda was like staring at me. but after a moment, they didn't care lol.
then Cleo and the other sec3 sec4 councillors came out and asked us to go in so we went in...
anyway
i was really enlightened a lot by Cleo. She really made me come to understand a lot of things and I really was inspired by her.
Everyone can be a leader. I guess i believe that after all.
and LOL when Allison and Caryl was making coffee then Cleo had that comical look HAHA, so she was like, " okay sorry, they are making coffee" then give that weird look again. LOL.
then after that Allison walked up to her and give the coffee to Cleo then Cleo had that look again. it was super funny . lol.
and the "DON'T TOUCH ME" incident is so... i dunno. Shocking.

anyway after that we went to hang around for around and then it's...
FRIDAY FEVER!
hahaha, it was SUPERB WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO~.
everyone was really enthusiastic and yes, ST NICKS HAVE REALLY INCREDIBLE TALENTS.
hahaha. It was so fun coz everyone was screaming away o_o!
especially when "ST NICKS BLUES" came out to perform + the dance performances.
Though my poor hand was like, aching all over since Auntie SuanChu didn't give us the tripod! ): And it really hart to vid the "chinese yoyo" performance coz that girl keep moving around and my hands were shaking all over. Then i ended up zooming in and out. lol~
anyway in the end, St Nicks Blues won (: and Wuennee is super happy. and Yang Zhen is like yelling. LOL.

wooosh.
i'm so awed by myself.
I blogged abt my life o_o LOL.
haha maybe it's bcoz yesterday was somewhat significant. (:
OH YEAH.
and the gays thing.
Ms Yun was arguing with me over MSN abt the right and no rights of gays.
Naturally, she was on the "disapprove" side. ): But well, she gave me lotsa advices.
haha. I guess men and women really have their own roles to play in the society. but why do ppl discriminate gays? what's wrong with gays? they didn't CHOOSE to be gay!
oh yea yea, u're all going to be like, "coz GAYS ARE DISGUSTING"
why.
tell me why -_-
I pray that the gays and lesbians in this world will have their pride back soon. And hope ppl in this world can stop discriminating them and start accepting the fact that they are juz different. stop hurting their ego ppl!
they are juz different! but that doesn't mean they suck!
Look at Michael Buckley! He's so awesome.

anyway
I hope mubank can be back soon.
Oh and today's Music Core was awesome :D:D
NEORAGO! :D

2009-05-28T00:23:00.000-07:00

hellos.

everything in his room must be white.... For me, if there's red, then good. But if there isn't, it's still okay... But for him everything must be white... there's no reason to that. He just feels that it must be white.

HAHAHA
Leeteuk's white syndrome!!!
heeee. (:
and Heechul is like, "oh, i used to share a room with GaeTeuk, omg, i mean Leeteuk. Sorry Leeteuk hyung!" *clasps mouth and smile sheepishly* "Sorry sorry, coz we call each other these names when we share a room..." *giggles and lowers head*
HAHAHA.
awww. Heechul is so cute.
anyway I used to have pink syndrome back when i was young till all the way to p5. But anyway i started to learn to accept my stuff to be in other colours other than pink, coz well, it looks gay to have evrything pink. LOL.
but i still love pink to bits kay (:
my room is like a totally pinky place except for this one wall which is in dark purple coz it's to bring out the contrast. (:
maybe i shld start loving white... HAHAH.
and why does evryone says fan-girl are stupid -_________- what we do is juz to go over-ly obsessed with a certain star, likes what he likes, hate what he hates, do what he do, listens/watch and support evrything he does and...yeah, u get the drift.
and these are stupid? o_o!!
omg. i know u all are going to crap abt us having no mind of our own and stuff like that coz we literally COPY everything our idols do.
pft.
What's wrong with having no mind of our own? LOL.
at least we dedicate our heart and soul into fan-girling instead of doing stupid stuff like... i dunno. Math? LOL. =x
hahaha.
okay infocomm is starting and...
I LOVE HANCHUL (:
My OTP ranking
1) HanChul
2) EunHae
3) KangTeuk
(top 3 only kay. :D )

though above all and all...
YITEUK/XUANTEUK still rules this stinking world :D

PS. Trini is buying me that Teuk card. hurray!
PSS. Trini says she's sharing Ryeowook with Ralene.
PSSS. Poor Ralene. Poor Trini.
PSSSS. (LOL =x i promise this is the last one. ) I dun like sharing my hubby =x LOL

2009-05-25T21:42:00.000-07:00

I changed my skin (:
errr i know the header pic is kind of... LOL.
But yea, coz E-LEARNING had driven me crazy so i'm not in the mood to to nice nice graphics. But well, I was browsing thru darkdegree's skins coz i wanna take a break ):
E-Learning is
DISGUSTING. ):
Firstly, the thing loads so slowly.
And it can't even work in FIREFOX. -_-
Then, the stupid math hmwrk says i can't submit and now i got 0%. pfft. heck care. -_- not like it's graded.
then the PE CLC portal i can't login -_-
Then watthehell PE component the assignment is like, @#$$%!):
and the English one also. AND I STILL HAVE MATH HMWRK TO DO ):
AND I HAVE CCA LATER.
MR TEOH JUZ WON'T LET US TAKE A BREAK.
I'm gonna die.
I go sch, 1hr.
then cca 2hrs.
back frm sch, 1h.
So is like i'm wasting fricking 4 hrs -_- and by 4hrs i can finish my E-learning kay.
Then come home i still need to face the stupid Math hmwrk. -_- omg i'm so exhausted. ):
So what now... ): I bet holiday it'll be even worse ):

Anyways i grabbed the ribbon think frm sjworld. LOL. but i changed the colour kay. hahaha =x
What now..
hmm feeling kind of random lately -_-
I used the mike and talk to HuiShi o_o
I go around watching lame tv programmes o_o
what's with me ):

-hope the ex-korean president could rest in peace. hope his family could get back on their feet soon-

2009-05-24T19:01:00.000-07:00

omy, my beautiful Heesica :D no wonder Hankyung love you to bits :D
PABO~! hahahaha
I WANT KOREA COSMOPOLITAN JUNE ISSUE T_T
DESPERATELY.
Even though i have all the pics and the whole interview already but I WANT TO HAVE THE REAL THING. GAH.
-cries-
-cries-

anyway,

Leeteuk: Few days ago, during the filming of 'It's you' MV, Eunhyuk was eating by himself. I felt sorry for him, so I was going to go over to eat with him, then Heechul said, "Hey, intimate mate, let's eat together!" and took his stuff to eat with Eunhyuk.

Heechul oppa, u sure did change alot :D "Intimate mate!" hahaha omg Heechul, heechul, heechul ~~
"MILKY WHITE SKIN KIM HEECHUL!~"
The beautiful, retarded, dorky, pretty, annoying, Heenim (:
The heenim that loves his HeeBum. hahaha
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(Heechul's style! LOL)

Youtube LIVE!

2009-05-22T21:25:00.000-07:00

hahahah. I'm watching Youtube Live full perf now! haha in case u dunno what that is, it's an event held last year at sans fransisco, and it invite all the "stars" on youtube to perform, or showcase the contents or their videos once again, or juz being hosts that crack ppl up! It is a freaking big event I tell you, and coz it could be watch live on youtube that day itself, ppl frm all over the world are watching. And pls, it's not only ppl in the US that are invited. Coz stars in youtube include the legendary comedian, NIGAHIGA, and other asians like HappySlip, Kevjumba, ALL ARE INVITED!! WAHAHAHA.
And of course non-asians are invited, so yeah, WhatTheBuck show, Michael Buckley (his husband was invited too. He's a gay, so ya.) , Smosh, Fred and all those people who got millions of subscribers and viewers for their videos!!! This is the first time YT held such a big event and it's bcoz it has made such a big impact for the netizens, and simple commoners like Nigahiga and Sean became BIG STARS and even filmed a comedy(:
And can u belive it, two of LAST FOR ONE members attended the big event too!! Coz there's this PLANET B-BOY thing, and OF COURSE Korea has to be part of it, since they have the B-boy championship (suju won it b4xD) and evrything. So they are like, "Coming straight from korea, the members of LAST FOR ONE!!!" they were invited since they were the champion of the B-boy Championship last year (: And yeah, ppl from France and USA itself were invited too (: Coz they have B-boy "culture" in their country. It's a phenomenon i tell u!! Go watch it! (:
oh yea and pls ppl, suscribe to Queen Rania on youtube!! Her videos are making an impact on each and everyone of us. :D She won the youtube visionary awards.

One of my new youtube friends said to me," You'll change the world, one video at a time." Hm, I can't alone, but we can, together.

Her majesty is so rocking cool (:
and omg i love Fred!! He's so cute! Even tho his voice is fake, but his actions.. omg, like a baby. LOL. so adorable :D The person with the most suscribers on youtube! :D
and omg when he's juz Lucas and not Fred, he looks so hot. haha.
oh and u all do know i like Marie Digby right, haha. She's one of those ppl out there who got to become a STAR thru youtube!!!

oh well..
if only Nighiga had the chance to perform ):

anyway SUPER JUNIOR WON MUBANK YESTERDAY AFTER JUST THE FIRST PERFORMANCE OF IT'S YOU HAHAHAA. i'm so proud of them and omygod Leeteuk and Eunhyuk was like CRYING. ): awww u boys...(i promise to control my emotions)
But yay, Kangin put off that metallic alien look and Leeteuk dyed his hair orange.
Mubank was so great coz they kind of stop that stupid lights around and so all the members are visible! Hankyung's voice was louuuud! LOL.
haha, and u know what? I found out that i'm like consuming drugs.
coz
the thought of not being able to spazz or fan-girl, or even forgetting abt SJ SCARES ME. omg, it juz frightens me so, so much that i couldn't concentrate on anything. Like a drug-addict who goes so helpless when they finished their ectasy.
What's wrong with me?!! Anyway yesterday i wasn't able to fan-girl coz i need to finish up some movies, and while watching the movie my mind juz keep DRIFTING away coz i'm so so SCARED. I keep telling myself there's nothing to be scared abt so dun be crazy, but no, it's so frightening coz I didn't have time for Super Junior ):
What's wrong with me ): But anyway after that i rushed to listen to SJ songs and in the beginning my heart was suddenly pumping so fast, it's like a drug addict finally consuming it after feeling rotten coz they finished their drugs. Then like a drug addict, i felt better aft listening to the whole song bcoz they calm me down.
I guess I couldn't live without Super Junior anymore.
The Yi Xuan who thought she could live on even without anyone in her life is down the drain.
gah.
I'm crazy, i know ):

2009-05-20T23:40:00.000-07:00

my mum loves me more than ur mum loves you(:

and that is enough.

LOL. that's random but i juz heard that screaming inside my head all day long. pffft. i know u peepo out there dunno what am i talking abt so nevermind.

oh yea!!

The first inference is usually accurate and easy.
The second one is normally...
CRAPPING.

hahahah. omg i love u Mrs Lily Tan!!! better than Ms Choy like 100000000000000000 times lah. actually when u came back I was like so high inside and i was really wanting to YELL SOMETHING. ANYTHING. a stupid cheer, or juz some random shrieking to express my gratitude coz u are BACK. omg i hope u did fail Ms Choy ): She is a super lousy trainee teacher gah.
She teaches, yes. I understand her, yes. But her attitude is pssssssstttttttt.
Pissed the whole class off.

oh geez and ppl. stop getting so easily influenced!!! gahhh.
I love 9pm - 11pm evryday.
Super Junior is offically.
my.
ECTASY. (:

"You are just like... my own brand of heroine!!!"
"Her heart sings for me. They call it my singer"

oh hey u.
U shld have told me u were a lesbian.
I can understand lahhhh.
How am i suppose to know u both can't be separated? haha. okay so now i understand.
But she still hates me so it's no use going back.

"grab the nape and kiss" gosh Leeteuk, u sure know how to tear me apart. ):

~~sexy~~AGGRESSIVE! :P
(Heechul's style =x)

2009-05-17T03:25:00.000-07:00

hi peepo (:
Okay i'm sorry for making all of u spam me with smses or tags or msn and whatever method to make me feel better and asking if i'm okay (:
I'm okay. really.
Coz i dun care anymore :D
And some ppl can guess all u want who that person in my previous post is :D U can continue brainwashing ppl around u that i hate blah blah blah. Whatever. i dun care :D
Coz i dun hate anyone like, seriously :D
Except like SNSD, DBSK, SM HAIRSTYLIST and who else... those ppl u usually shldn't like o_o
Ppl that i expressed uncomfort and dismay with in sch, in class. I realised i dun hate them anymore coz i dun bother -_-
I live for family, Super Junior and selective friends.
oh well.

anyway
Inkigayo was okay i guess. BUT WHATTHEHECK TEUK'S HAIR WAS LIKE A FREEEAKKKIINNGGG RED INDIAN WITH THAT FREAKING EXTRA PONYTAIL.
And Sungmin hair was... bah nvm. WHAT'S UP WITH SM HAIRSTYLIST ):
Though the perf was awesome as always :D
Dance was perfect.
With eunhyuk showing some skin! wahahaha (:
and i'm still filled with pride that Shindong actually have a line.
OH OH OH. Kangin's hairstyle is like -_-!!! he got that alien metallic look. freak that hairstylist. i love his look in the MV lahhhh.
Hankyung was hot!! haha :D
Heechul ... AHHH SO PRETTY. And I LOVE HIS OH-SO-EDIBLE HAIR. SO YUMMY LOL.
ohoh only for u, oh oh only for u :D for me...it's you~~
No matter how much i tell you I love u thousand million times~
haha :D
If I were to be born again, it's still you...

ONLY 4 U

eunhyuk sprayed that (: i know it's hot! hahaha.

i reviewed some past KTR videos and i love Leeteuk's sexy adam's apple neck. LOOOOOOOL!
okay i seriously shld go do some hmwrk ):
i feel like spazzing but seriously!!! ):

" I'm tired of Sorry Sorry already lah!"
"Seriously lor, DBSK is more hot than Super junior"
"Why you hate SNSD? Is it evrybody hate then u muz hate meh"
"OMG I HATE SOHEE LAH I DUN LIKE WONDER GIRLS."
"Eh SHINee i hate them lah! They cannot DANCE. I hate their hairstyles"

What is ur problem?
All these comments are so pointless and obviously u are blind.
U said u loveeeee Super juniorrrrr.
RIGHT.
Think again -_-

안녕히 가세요!

2009-05-15T02:38:00.000-07:00

...okay so i found out frm wuennee's tag that Mubank dun have It's You -____________-
so what are they gonna do today? I have no idea so I shan't watch the live one. I'll watch on YT afterwards then.
I'm lazy to reply tags on blogs so i'll juz reply here.

Wuennee: LOOOOOOOOL. Coz when i have some fricking test to study and homework to do, i have no time to fan-girl even tho i desperately wanted to, but there u are informing me of newest updates. hahaha. :D:D So i love you!

HuiShi: hahahaha, yes the spray thingy is COOL (: and did u see what he sprayed?! "Only You" omygod lah so cool. oh, kyu sang "neorago" throughout meh! o_o i tot some parts geng and chul did sing. lol =x

i shall make an exception for Gisella since i know she dun read my blog -_-!! LOL.
okay.

U know, i feel so insecure lately. Alot of things are wavering and nothing seems to fell in place.
Even the littlest things that happens to me bother me alot bcoz they are originally not supposed to happen like that. I miss the old me so, so much. I dunno if it's me who had changed, or the environment. I find that i can't communicate with 1Truth anymore. Or just YOU. I feel so detached frm places I shld belong to. Instead, I feel attached to ppl that I didn't originally belong, and presently not beloinging.
well, but I know very clearly what and who caused all these confusions.
Why must YOU ruin my life?
Why must YOU hurt me so badly?
Time and again u pisses me off, and i tried so hard to give in, to help u.
But time and again u push me away.
Fine.
You don't want my help so i dun bother anymore.
I tried to treat you as someone that is cheerful and is accepted by everyone.
But I have my limits.
You groan and moan right in my face, ranting abt ppl that dumped you purposely.
But no, they didn't dump you.
It's bcoz u are a loser that only know how to please YOURSELF.
Your life is about YOU.
Don't try to fool others by telling ppl no one likes you, u are stressed and u can't control ur negative emotions.
In the first place ppl dun like you is bcoz u dun even apologise when u are stressed and u vent your anger.
You said you can't CONTROL -_-
Are u freakishly kidding me?
U HELPED ME. U HELPED ME WHEN I'M SICK. And now u're telling me u can't change?
I know YOU CAN.
And that's why once again I turned a blind eye to everything you did and continued being ur friend, even though I know in ur narrow mind, u think that evrybody HATES YOU.
But, no, u didn't notice how ppl are trying so hard to accept you.
You shoot ur freaking loser mouth at my face. U know, like mocking at me and stuff.
What exactly is ur PROBLEM?
What is all these shit abt being erratic?
And then, u ranted abt me.
What exactly did I do? -_-
Omygod, u know, I suddenly realised why ppl hate u so much.
Trying to accept you is a mistake right from the start.
Yes, you are right. Even you know urself that NO ONE CAN HELP YOU.
Coz u aren't even helping yourself.
You want to die right? Go ahead coz no one cares when u dun even love urself.
Pls lah.
You know jolly well u dunwan to die coz if u are so bent on dying, u wouldn't be helping me in the first place when I'm sick.
Why can't u juz see it when ppl are helping you.
Why can't u juz help yourself and stop ruining my life.
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there.
I finally typed it all out. I sat in sch waiting for dad to come and thought abt all these things. Is everything still worth it? In the process, i couldn't take it anymore. I juz broke down.
Why is she ruining my life when I dun even hate her?
-______________________________-
I hate 1Truth.
So much.

I love the seniors in 2Justice coz they are ppl i can talk to.
And Wuennee too :D
Gosh, Sylvia Seah, u have no idea how much i miss you.
If u are with me in sch i can confirm i will juz throw my arms around u and cry my heart out.
Wuennee is right. Seconday 1 sucks. -_-
Anyways, I want my third album! okay i shldn't be hurrying Wuennee since she gave me such a disct and she rocks to much. (:
anyway, ppl out there, dun worry :D Coz i have Super Junior! :D
PS. Rachel Quek, if u are reading my blog i juz wanna tell u all of the above are not abt u. I know u hate me to the core but I won't rant abt u coz i dun hate you (:
And btw the person mentioned abv, I dun hate you too. -_-

2009-05-14T00:27:00.000-07:00

hi peeps (:
I dun feel well. ):
Oh anyway
MV WAS OUT THE DAY B4 YESTERDAY! didn't have the chance to post coz i was really tired that day.
oh well. It's You is DUPER NICE :D
and Omygod Leeteuk!!! HE LOOKS SO FREAKING HOT IN THE MV.
AND GENG AND SIWON WAS LIKE. OMYGOD. SINGING INTO THE PHONES. HAHAHA. OMG SO HOT.
Heechul is emo emo emo emo : LOL
and Donghae and Eunhyuk. Omy! Hyuk was SUPER COOL. He was that spray paint person hahaha. :D:D Hae was hot as usual :D
and i'm sorry Wuennee! I find Min's hair hilarious =x okay not exactly hilarious, but... CUTE! haha. and his hair is PURPLE O_O violet, maroon. whatever. but it's so cool omg.
and once again, Wuennee pointed out that I spazz abt older peeps -_-
well maybe i really like older peeps. But LOOK. The "younger" peeps are like more mature. hahaha! the older ppl are like total DORKS. haha.
It's You is gonna be a HIT! haha, i can't wait to see it on MuBank :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRS KIM JAEJOONG!

AND YES HUISHI!!! IT'S TOMORROW OMG. HAHAHA. MUBANK GOT IT'S YOU! I CAN'T WAITTT!

ONCE again,

I L O V E W O O W U E N N E E.
are u like, TOUCHED ? !!! HAHAA.

PS. i love Lit! and CHEM! and HISTORY! (:

2009-05-08T20:58:00.000-07:00

hi earthlings (:
i hate hate hate hateeeee a lot of things.
I'm going crazy recently -_- my mood is totally sucky in a weird sort of way.

oh well.

I love fridays! :D
Suju won Mubank again! and that's prabably their last sorry sorry perf. Next week I think it'll be the repakaged perf :D
hahaha and i love the random things they yell during the perf. :D
"GO!" ............."SAY HO!".................."YEH!" and blah blah blah. Omg they are like so kyute :D
hyuk's solo was loved and the remix before the bridge was like "!!!" it's so "Super Junior". HAHA. they are the most random grp i've ever seen. omg i'm so in love with them. HAHAH

I love Drama too :D i'm going out later to meet Jamie for the drama thing.
Drama! It's so cool. and even if the perf made no sense to u, but it somehow will make perfect sense to ur mates. so is like, so open.
yesterday i went to let Wuennee see my fanfics. And even tho they are fake, but whenever I see Geng now, I will have that crazy crazy mindset that he's such a super loving boyfriend that Heechul will have. omg lah. And it's so crazy coz Wuennee pointed out I like the "older generation" hahaha. U know, like Teuk, Geng, Chul. But i like all the members also lah. Anyway I pointed out to her that somehow the "older generation" are more dorky than Kyu and the others. LOL.

I love Wuennee!
She taught me some korean. haha. I'm gonna to try and find her every friday. :D So she can lemme copy the korean stuff. hahaha. omg i'm so mean.

oh and this is to the "nobody" in my tagboard:
Hi person.
U want to swear that u know me well, go ahead :D bcoz u will be somehow struck by lightning, considering the fact that ppl who know me well knows that I hate every fibre and being of some nameless ppl who go ard tagging blogs. So, go ahead and swear -_-

anyway. There's this no life loser in my class who commented on my grp work with negative remarks. and she didn't even stick that post-it herself! She edited someone's!

The original post-it is : The tone is appropriate
Purpose is clear

and that loser go change it to: The tone is NOT appropriate
Purpose is NOT clear

omg lah, why are there ppl out there who juz wouldn't go get a life. U hate me, or ppl in my grp, go ahead and say it in our faces. u dun go edit someone elses post-it okay. It's no respect to that person and my grp can. -______-

Sophia, even if that person hate u or whatever it isn't ur fault. It's the grp effort so that person is trying to throw shit at ALL of us. Including the original commentator.

anyways.
보조개를 찾습니다..
haiz. Teuk teuk! Where are ur dimples? ):

look at his tiny dimples :D
but where did it go now? ):

Mixed,
Mrs Leeteuk Park Jung Soo (I'm sorry Edlyn, i can't help it! xD)

2009-05-05T00:03:00.000-07:00

PABO! (:
I hearts Heechul :D and Hee-sica! HAHAHA.
okay. dun u go search pabo on google coz all u get is a porn website. coz pabo isn't a english word, budoh -_____- anyway Wuennee know what it means and she is addicted to it! And sophia knows what it meant too considering the fact that she's my desk-partner and I keep doodling "Pabo" in my student diary. LOL. yes Wuennee, we got the same syndrome! HAHA.
and REPACKAGE ALBUM!!! :D!!
2 MORE DAYS.
IheartsWuennee coz she keeps me up-to-date when i dun have time to fan-girl. haha. :D
I hope repackage album have colours. and Huishi, i know u are waiting too :D good lah, u found 2nd album.
AND HAHAHA. Serene! how come u like some french guy! When he's eyebrows goes all the waaayyyy uppppp~ LOL. He's... hawt i guess. But i dun understand lahhh. u are supposed to like guys like Ryeowook! LOL.

I WANT TO SHOVE UR HEAD FROM WALL TO WALL LIKE WHAT NIGAHIGA SAID. ZZZZZ
PABO.
PABO.
PABO.
PABO!!!

and no, Sophia, this person isn't the same person i called "pabo" in my diary.
ANYWAYS.
Hee-sica, Hyuk-shanghai and possibly bubblegum-Minnie is totally, totally, PREEEATTAYYYE! i love love love girl-parody! :D:D
And Hee-sica still go rant abt how he really was reluctant to dress up as a girl. but he enjoyed it lahhh. he won okay. He's like sooo pretty. and i can see how Geng's eyes juz lit up when he came out. Got that, "ohmygod-my-girlfriend-is-so-freaking-chio" look. LOL. omg i love HANCHUL! Kangin was...fail. HAHA. tho Teuk, being such a NICE NICE LEADER-SHII smiled and clapped for him :D KangTeuk :D
And i was surprised how Eunhyuk was so pretty o_o and Sungmin... he's body is too ... able-built? LOL. tho he behaves like a girl :D
I WANT TO SEE TEUK'S GIRL-PARODY!!!
HE'S PRETTY
SO
SO
SO PRETTY!!!
He was freaking pretty when he wore that female pjs on Mystery 6 :D
okay. i shall mug for chem and history. And i'm soooo going to fail both ): zzz
PABO! :D:D:D
noonu, panjya panjya nooni boosheo, no, no, no, no, no!
PS. i'm not liking Gee, i'm juz quoting Heechul. LOL.
PSS. Sorry Sorry is hot in my class. omg i rock. LOL.

2009-04-30T20:53:00.000-07:00

save earth! save earth!
hahaha. SJ's energy song :D:D:D
okay i shall stop being randm (:
Yesterday was hse meeting. Oh, i forgot to tell you, i got into Red. LOL. Bah. I WANT BLUEEEE.
Feel so bad i got into DBSK hse ): oh Ziting is in blue lahh. She damn freaking lucky. no nid betray. And so the fellow betrayers are, HuiShi, Me, Apple and possibly Germaine :D gah ):
OH WELL.
U know what? I AM STARTING TO LOVE DREAMS. YEAH, LIKE WHAT U DO WHEN U ARE SLEEPING. THOSE DREEAMMMSS. haha
okay here's the dreams extract (:

DREAMS>

Germaine told me she dreamt of Leeteuk and me that night! (:
Germaine: U know right, i dreamt of Leeteuk coming to look for you last night!
Me: *jumps around hysterically* REALLY? OMG?! TELL ME!!!
Germaine: Leeteuk came to St Nicks and look for you!
Me: *giggles uncontrollably* really? then???
Germaine: He went to the general office to look for you. Then you came and he brought you to Korea. And u where lying on his shoulder.
Me: HAHAHA. OMG!!!! REALLY!!! OMG MAN. HAHAHAHA. eh, u kidding one right.
Germaine : NO. REALLY. REALLY!!!

*omg, i sound so bimbotic. lol

I dreamt of DYT the night before!
I was eating lunch with him. hahaha. with ppl frm NAFA. i dunno why also!
Me: *looks at DYT dreamily* 你知道吗，你好帅！！
DYT: *smiles*
Me: 真的。红星大奖大家都穿得一身黑，只有你穿得一身蓝，太帅了！
-forgets-
Me: 你在生活中，真的喜欢 zhangziyi 吗？
DYT: 在生活中，她还蛮难搞定的。我不太喜欢她。
Me: *elated*
-forgets-

haha!! SEE WHY I LOVE DREAMS? HAHAHA!
and table of glory is a stupid show. ): nobody ended up with anyone. -_________-
and Wuennee rocks! hahaha.

2009-04-24T03:58:00.000-07:00

SUPER JUNIOR WON MUSIC BANK!
finished watching it 3 mins ago :D and and and! THEY CHANGED THE SHAWTY SHAWTY PART TO "ACAPELLA" KIND OF HIGHER PITCH. SO RYEOWOOK VOICE WAS CLEAR AND HIGH!!!! and Leeteuk didn't cryyyy~ oh i'm so proud of u teukie! :D:D:D
all i can say is, I'm
HIGH
HIGH
HIGH!
finally they won :D 2nd time. i dun care. they gonna win 13th times!!! and THANK YOU FELLOW KOREAN E.L.FS! U DID UR JOB :D
in the process of announcing, "and it is... SUPER JUNIOR!!!!!!" I SCREAMED. AND SCREAMED. AND CLAPPED. AND JUMPED. AND SCREAMED. WAHAHAHAHA. Because finally they got their well-deserved reward. :D:D:D:D and teukie, he mentioned KIBUM!!!! Heechul was whispering in his ear and Leeteuk said something ,"Kibum -ah, ...." i couldn't hear the rest of it bcoz the korean E.L.F , taking the sapphire blue balloons were screaming their lungs out :D:D SonDambi wasn't EVEN IN THE CHART HAHAH. :DDD omg, i'm so
HAPPY. (:
finally the world is normal, bring the sacred SJ love back :D
SUPER JUNIOR, SARANGHAE!!!
부셔 부셔 부셔 숨이 막혀 막혀 막혀 내가 미쳐 미쳐 Baby! (LEETEUK'S LINE )

LOVE, LOVE, LOVE,
MRS LEETEUK PARK JUNG SOO

2009-04-21T00:00:00.000-07:00

I'M TURNING SO MEAN NOW :D
i keep on shoot my mouth off a lot of negative stuff at Rachel then say "kidding", juz not to get her angry =x LOOOOL.
aiyah.
But it's weird lah. i only do that to Stella and rachel very oftenly (: other ppl juz randomly lah. -_-;;
WHAT DOES THAT SHOOOOWWWW? :D
i can't say.
coz Rachel views my blog wahahhaah!
RACHEL, HI!! erm, stop being biased ): LOL. i still love u okay! (: juz dun be biased. then i can stop being pissed with u and stop being mean :D
and since i step into St Nicks, i can't help but juz be mean at ppl (as in like venting anger taking the form of insults) but ppl mistaken it for pride -_-;; as in like, thinks i'm juz being proud. I mean like, some ppl lah. but i asked Jamie if I really seemed proud, and she said no. I told LB also. but she's so supportive :D she juz told me to be myself.
Indeed.
It's so hard living up to ppl's expectations. it's not like St Nicks had turned me into such crap. It's not the SCHOOL. it's juz that i can't adapt to the different personalities of my classmates that i had never encounter b4. I'm too used to the hongwenstyle. I never actually adapt to the fact that I'm in a girls sch. No more gilbert and yongin to put up with my crappy mood without actually taking it as an offence. No more Sylvia that actually put up with EVERYTHING i did. -_- no more Ryna and Siying to be with me whenever i need. It seemed so sad. I started this "mean insults mood" thing coz i'm so stressed. The sch work+ environment. I know things would change after I adapt to the St Nicks environment. But sometimes i juz think, why ppl can't take these little jokes and play along, instead I NEED to add a "kidding" to show what I mean? Like Gilbert, he juz play along. Like Sylvia, she juz give me that weird weird voice to go along with me. The whole mood will seems lighter even when we are stressed. But then again, I'm in a girls sch. no more "easy going" personality that yongin and gilbert display. When will i start adapting? When will i stop being so sensitive to each and every little words and actions ppl around me do? Why does every single little weeny negative stuff pierce me thru like an arrow? What is with me?! my mum told me that whenever I'm stressed, i say crap. Oh well. maybe that's really what it is. Stress.
oh well. i shall change. i shall try. i shall try to return to my old self -_- Sorry ppl..
and, ST NICKS IS A ROCKING NICE SCHOOL OKAY. dun have that mindset that , " ew. dun come st nicks. later bcome like Yixuan..." DUN BE CRAZY OKAY. It's not St Nicks FAULT. it's my progress. How slow I am in adapting. :D
ST NICKS RULE LAH! :DDD

shattering heart

2009-04-17T08:52:00.000-07:00

gosh gosh~
Teukie is scaring me now!!
he missed his prev hairstyle terribly ): and the hair colour too. he miss how his skin shines last time, and he has.. little baby fats. and even tho it's hard to admit, but i really can see how he's like all bones now. even he says that himself! ): but i dun understand why when the album sales is great and he will turn even thinner. hmm ... what happened? and Kyuhyun seemed to be... annoyed? at some antis i guess. Hangeng was writing stuff abt following rules on CY. i dun understand really... sounds like suju is feeling quite... bad? this few weeks. leeteuk wasn't looking too well on Triple Crown. ): he was breathing the hardest. i wonder why! ): it juz shatter my heart -_- If i know them personally, i will use all my heart and soul and love them sincerely, to mend all the unhappiness they are goin thru. to cover all their scars. to be there for them. but i do not know them personally. I can only be here to blog, looking helplessly at how things are turning. i can only be a very very very devoted and faithful E.L.F. but how does that help at all? Leeteuk is still all bones, Hangeng is still so afraid while being careful, Kyuhyun is still pissed. And sungmin, unhappy. i really can't help but feel useless. -_- i haven't been up here for like a week. when i finally got the time to browse thru everything, all i got thrown at me was all the negative emotions the boys are goin thru. all i got reminded was that i am so super useless. is there no other ways to make them "get well"? evrybody is emo . and Leeteuk.. he is driving me mad. He needs love. some romantic true love. why doesn't he gets it?! or isit SM pushing them to hard? "I recently heard the album sales are pretty good... the better the sales, the thinner i will become.... I think i will become bones soon" BONES. BONES. BONES AND SKIN!!! it hurts to think abt what teukie is goin thru. Why must he take such great effort to even express gratitude while taking triple crown? *a big puff in the cheeks * *a bow that require so much energy* *a very very short speech* *stood there* *silent* *no emotion* *hands on hips with expression torned and painful* *crutch a little* Leeteeeeeuuuk! what is happening?!!! Love? Eat? Stress? i really have no idea and it is so ANNOYING. -__________-

look at ur smile! where did it go? ):

~~Cheers~~ Saddened terribly,

Mrs Leeteuk Park Jung Soo

2009-04-16T00:45:00.000-07:00

hi to the WORLD :D
i got my LEETEUK BADGE :D with the SPONSOR of RACHEL QUEK :D and a maid NG WEN XIN ;D lol. KIDDDDINNNNGGGG. ah anyway i got it lah. and then it's super cute :D
oh and Leeteuk's cyworld is pissing me offfffffff. is he like IN LOVE???!!! ): his messages, theme, profile pic! BAM. I FELL FLAT ON THE FLOORRRR. the world will CRUMBLE if he is in love ):
hmph!
okay.
INKIGAYO. IS. WOOOHOOOOOO~
TRIPLE CROWNNNNNN :D
SUJU U FREAKISHLY DID IT ;DDDD.
Sorry Sorry~ suju suju~ is the best :D
okay. infocomm is startting ;D loser is gone :D
Pubs and PA :D
woohooo.

2009-04-10T22:03:00.000-07:00

today is Inkigayo~ ! and this week suju had enough votes to be on TAKE7, which means they have a chance to win~~ and coz Inkigayo only allows every artiste to win 3times in a row, they had this thing called TRIPLE CROWN! Thus, it IS IMPORTANT for suju to win this weeeekk!
gaaaah.
I can't wait for Inkigayo to start :D
I hope Kara/Davichi, who is both on Take7, dun steal the crown away frm suju ):
anyway, I miss mubank yesterday coz i had family plans. ): so anyway Suju didn't win ): they got 3rd place. but it's hard to win every week on Mubank as it's based on digital sales. Son Dambi won though. and Davichi was 4th or 5th. i hope Suju can overtake Snsd by winning like 13 weeks :D gosh. that would be awesome.
but, they won M!Countdown. so stupid they cannt be there to perform ): What's with Mnet lah. why can't they juz resolve the issue -_-
gah.
__________________
Thank you Sweet Sorrow, u are a nice grp :D Thank you for making Sorry Sorry so heartwarming and awesome. Thank you for making the boys smile and clap when they heard their names. :D Thanks.
ps. my youtube sucks like dunno what shit. ): and for such a long time i still haven't get to watching QingChunWuTai laaah. ): i really need to find some freaking nice time to SIT DOWN and finish all my dramas . ):

~~Cheers~~ Full of the XUANNIIEXISM,
Mrs Leeteuk Park Jung Soo

2009-04-09T07:23:00.000-07:00

~~bcoz i can't do anything. bcoz i'm plain useless. i'm living on ectasy. a hopeless addict. gosh. why must things take such a bad turn?~~

"Mr Koh, why is this 0 mark? I thought you should at least give me a 1/2 mark..." *whines*

*frowns* "bcoz i'm a horrible person" *flat face*

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL. Mr Koh is HORRIBLE. lol. kidding. but this is epic lah. LOL.

oh ANYWAY,

my club tee is seriously oversized larhs. LOL. like super big LOL.

and yippeee. Rachel QUEK, is sponsoring me for my Leeteuk badgeeee :D CHEERS! tho i'm pretty sure there's no stock again. like forever lor. So i asked Wenxin to either choose Donghae or Hangeng if there's no teukie.

and i lost my Sungmin badge. OKAY I KNOW I DESERVE TO DIE. i'm sorry Louisa. but super junior is too popular ): i can't find it after i lost it. probably some inconsiderate freak pick it up and keep it ): oh well. but Trini sponsored me :D

and i juz found these :

pretty stupid. but in a way, cute. HEH.

Mrs Leeteuk- memory failing! says (4:53 PM):
I GO AND BATTTHHEEEE
Mrs Leeteuk- memory failing! says (4:53 PM):
:D
Mrs Leeteuk- memory failing! says (4:53 PM):
byebye stinky traffic jam.
Mrs Leeteuk- memory failing! says (4:53 PM):
haha
jamie; says (4:53 PM):
okay byebye chicky pokky:)
Mrs Leeteuk- memory failing! says (4:53 PM):
=.=
Mrs Leeteuk- memory failing! says (4:53 PM):
whatever
jamie; says (4:53 PM):
haha
jamie; says (4:53 PM):
bye
Mrs Leeteuk- memory failing! says (4:53 PM):
bye

lol. she called me chicky pocky coz that time i was attacked by mosquitos and my whole arm was spammed with mosquito bites -_- so look like chicken pox -_-

andd... LOL

serene says (8:59 PM):
you sorrysorry! at who :O
Mrs Leeteuk- 12thMARCH~!슈퍼주니어3집! says (9:00 PM):
IT'S THE NAME OF THE 3RD ALBUM~!
Mrs Leeteuk- 12thMARCH~!슈퍼주니어3집! says (9:00 PM):
-_-
serene says (9:00 PM):
oh.....LOL
serene says (9:00 PM):
sorry
serene says (9:00 PM):
what a name
serene says (9:00 PM):
LOL
Mrs Leeteuk- 12thMARCH~!슈퍼주니어3집! says (9:01 PM):
LOL.
Mrs Leeteuk- 12thMARCH~!슈퍼주니어3집! says (9:01 PM):
u know... i'm gonna kill u when i see u! :D
serene says (9:01 PM):
why :(
serene says (9:01 PM):
i dont want to see you
serene says (9:01 PM):
LOL. :X
Mrs Leeteuk- 12thMARCH~!슈퍼주니어3집! says (9:01 PM):
LAWL
Mrs Leeteuk- 12thMARCH~!슈퍼주니어3집! says (9:01 PM):
omg, u are so cute

LAWL. :D

what a name ehh... Serene u gonna die lorrrr. LOL

and lastly...

this one is not stupid lah. this one is nice.

It's the first birthday message i got on my birthday this year. right when the clock strucks twelve :D

LB- Voca Me says (11:59 PM):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WELCOME TO TEEN HOOD
LB- Voca Me says (12:00 AM):
weeeeheeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!
LB- Voca Me says (12:00 AM):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
LB- Voca Me says (12:00 AM):
ZHU NI SHENG RI KUAI LE
LB- Voca Me says (12:00 AM):
ZHU NI SHENG RI KUAI LE
LB- Voca Me says (12:00 AM):
ZHU NI SHENG RI KUAI LE
LB- Voca Me says (12:00 AM):
ZHU NI SHENGGGG ERIIIIII KUAIIII LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LB- Voca Me says (12:00 AM):
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Thank you LB :D

i'm so proud of myself. -_- not one mentioning abt Suju. it's not bcoz i dun like them alr okay. i am feeling super guilty okay. but it's bcoz Serene was pissed off with my posts :D LOL.

2009-04-05T02:28:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LB!!!! :)
U ROCK ROCK ROCK ROCK!
Happy Birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to LB,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~!

祝你生日快乐，
祝你生日快乐，
祝你生日快乐儿~
祝你生日快乐！

Happy Birthday to you,
祝你生日快乐,
Happy Birthday to LBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
祝你生日快乐！~~~

YOU ARE FOURTEEN ELBIE! :D older than me -_- .
anyways, YOU ROCKING NICE SENIOR!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

*it's not suju related, Serene :D
*it's not suju related, Serene :D
*it's not suju related, Serene :D
*it's not suju related, Serene :D

2009-04-03T19:07:00.001-07:00

click. and view!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNHYUK LEE HYUK JAE!
lol. this time my image is a bit screwed coz for Hyuk, it muz be FUNKY! HEHE.
oh well,
ur awesome rapping blew everyone away :D ur dance moves... solo partt... always so smexy. how u are always so noisy and talkative, wearing the "artiste cap with ur face" ... it's so cute.
U little talented JEWEL GUY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
*** I'M NOT GONNA SNATCH HYUK AWAY FRM U , EDLYN/HUISHI! i do a birthday message for every member! so dun mistaken ^^
also, thank you for taking care of our eternal leader-shii :D and reviewing with him the dance steps. I'm starting to really appreciate EunTeuk. Instead of being stubborn by insisting on only KangTeuk and EunHae. (:
look at this...

JungSoo’s Cyworld Column Update 2009.04.04
……………3……………
Cockroach Eunhyuk-ah..
Happy Birthday..^^ㅋ
Ah!
You are a little silver fish now..ㅋ

credits: ilovejr;only SJ13
awww. EunTeuk.. perfect dorkies. ^^
and look at this...
(this has no relevance to our Jewel guy's b'dae, but well, it's abt the crying thing...)

Jungsoo’s Cyworld Photo Entry 2009.03.30 00:20
..I am sorry for crying like an idiot…

..Thank you for waiting so long..

..I thought I became stronger..But you understand right?….

..From now on, it’s just the beginning, let’s work hard..Holding hands and running together…

/attached pic: http://i39.tinypic.com/vnl6ip.jpg

my dear angel... why did u apologise for something no one blames u ? (: Ah, only an angel will do that, like ilovejr said :D and I shld b blaming myself now for not understanding. and even emo over ur tears ): nvm Teukie, E.L.Fs and u will run together!!! (: this is juz the 3rd week. :D didn't win is okay. Next week u gonna own right!!! dun cry again! and ur tears are not idiotic. It's angelic ^_^
once again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JEWEL GUY!
cheers,
Mrs Leeteuk Park Jung Soo^_^

2009-04-03T06:05:00.000-07:00

Suju didn't win this week MuBank ):
Davichi won.
ahhhhh ):
Davichi koped 2 songs places. So is like,
1)Davichi 2)Suju 3)Davichi if i'm not wrong. If not is 2nd and 3rd place switch. LOL.
and so, Gee wasn't inside!
MUHAHAHAHA .(: o well, Teuk's hair was... flat today -_- but nvm. Still very hot ^^
and i spy KangTeuk(: anyways, their outfit changed again. heee. now is white and Navy :D damn hot. And Hae did a pelvic thrust :D Teuk added new moves to his part ^^
shall wait for next week!!! THEY GONNA WIN :D
and a solo artiste debuted on Mnet countdown few days ago :D It's AJ for short. Initials of Ace Junior. LOL. at first I thought it was a vocal grp. So i'm like, wth, SM cr8 another grp taking after the Divine's name?!!!! Then I found out he was a solo and he wasn't frm SM. heh. :D
Oh well. Who cares abt him . heh.
anyway i chopped off my fringe today (: and cut abit of my hair. Looks okay i think. Though the fringe looks weird after I bathe. heh. juz contented finally got my hair cut :D
okays. Shall patiently wait for next week ^^ Suju gonna own again! ^^
and...
SAVE ENERGY! SAVE EARTH! HAHAHAHA

LOL! KEY IS CUTE :D

2009-04-02T00:03:00.000-07:00

haaaaaaah.
"Siwon doesn't aprove of your hotlinking ways"
:D
LOL. haha. LaMissFairy is so funneh. oh, or is the designer Okaeri? hm nvm. Juz note that E.L.Fs rock! :D
my class is crazy over BOF. gah. i know i'm some stupid stubborn girl :D Who refuses to watch it. Even though Wuennee, Huishi, Soph, Qing, Ber, and I think Racheyboo watch it too. -_- o well. I'm stubborn. :D gah. coz there's SS501. I dun particularly hate them, but their not exactly the nicest peeps on Earth -_- coz, THE DANCE BATTLE!! I still can't forget the so-long-ago dance battle.
firstly,
Suju is SUPPOSED to win .
and SS501 juz had to win it. WHYYY. STUPID LAH. i mean, they dun even like, have the potential to beat suju can. LOL. okay, soph will kill me :D i'm juz being mean. :D
okay, what I mean is, the audience SCREAM LOUDER FOR SUJU LAHH. hmph. O well, i'm not gonna watch BOF :D
anyway I can't wait for the next subbed episode of WGM!!! heeh. I like Yooji. She's so cute :D
and CHONGZHENYI do NOT like suju juz bcoz of HuiShi ):
Zhenyi, dun shatter my heart ): U CAN'T HATE SUJU! lol~~~
And Wuenneeeeeeeeeeeeee is an aaawweeesssoommmeeee E.L.F
now, and forever :D

2009-03-29T00:24:00.000-07:00

OH MAN!!!

------------edit

heh, enough of suspense. heh. Well, that chart wasn't cr8ted by ME, duh . I took a quiz heh. It's to find out which Suju member is ur blah blah blah. Ask me for the url! :D in msn of course. heh. omg i'm so MEAN.

oh okay, lemme analyse my results :D i'm 100% CERTAIN that this is not true :D if Leeteuk was once my bf, like Edlyn had said, I WILL NOT LET HIM GO LAR. so much less have Kangin in his place. -__- though I love Kangin also, but of course I won't let him replace leeteuk right -_- so, this is NOT TRUE ^^ and secondly, HOW CAN I CRUSH ON HEECHUL!!!! no way man. It's a SIN to breakup couples. ^^ HANCHUL forever. Hangeng suppose to hav a crush on heechul ^^ and i'm very certain Heechul has a crush on himself. HEEHEE. oh anyway, I'm breaking up KangTeuk ^^ It's a SIN, i know. like i juz said. But I love Leeeeettteeeeuuuukkk^^ Kangin hav Yooji =x lol. and what else.. ah, Siwon my childhood friend. LOL. he's so much older than me can! How can I meet him when I'm a child?!! LOL. And Ryeowook as best friend.. heeh, it's so cute =) but... Sylvia pwns more than anything. heeeh.

Conclusion: 100% fake.

LOL.

2009-03-28T01:44:00.000-07:00

ANYONE?
CAN ANYONE KILL ME NOW?
the tears...

and then... omg, i can't describe what I am feeling now.
The heart is completely SHATTERED. can u feel the PAIN i'm feeling now? I know u can't.
But pls EMPHATIZE. when an Angel cry, how can u not feel that pang of pain? that directly juz "pop" right in the CENTER of ur heart? oh gosh...

my teukie, if u cry evrytime suju wins an award... u'll kill me T_T
why must u cry??? If only, if only...if only if i'm older. If only i get a chance to meet you. I want
to be by ur side to tell u to shush, evrything is alright. But since i can't, i dun care now. I dun care
if that "special" person u have been talking abt suddenly appears by ur side. As long as she is
willing to love u, take care of u, i dun care how emo i'm going to be. I dun even give a damn abt
how much suffering i'm gonna go through. I just want u to be happy, to be strong, with someone
by ur side when u need her... If she truly loves u, and see u as Park Jung Soo, not Leeteuk
in Super Junior, so be it...

----------------------------------------------------edit

Well, since I see so many spams of ppl asking me to stop emo-ing, i shall... well, just make u all happy -_- but I still DO NOT concede to the fact that "super junior is not your evrything". They are, at least that's what I think. Okay, i mean family+friends+suju=my evrything. Is that better? Serene, Qiao Mei, Wan Ting? Gosh, I think only Wuennee can understand the importance of leeteuk's tears to me. And HuiShi too . Oh well.
But something sort of brightened me up :D Coz after finding and finding for dunno how many light years, i FINALLY found the GIF for that SMIRK!!! LEETEUK'S SMIRK IN COMEBACK PERF ON MUBANK DURING "WHY I LIKE YOU" WHEN EVERYONE SCREAMED SO LOUD!!
hahaha

did u see that HAAAWWT SMIRK? heeehs. Finally man. -_-

Oh and...
NON-EXISTENT ABS OF LEETEUK PARK JUNG SOO. wahahah~
during U-remix :

SCREAM PEOPLE, SCREAMMM!
It's PONYTAIL+non existent ABS. LOL! that's absolute epic xD

and...

kekeke~
Oh well, i gues i'm not that emo now... lol. It's funny how I started emoing BECAUSE of Leeteuk,
and got cheered BECAUSE of him too. LOL

2009-03-27T04:08:00.000-07:00

SUPER JUNIOR WON FIRST PLACE IN MUSIC BANK.
AND.
TEUKIE,
CRIED. CRIED. AND CRIED.
i feel like CRYING tooo.
Wuennee teared. but if i cry my mum will panic. So i can't.
fine, i shall tear in my sleep. ):
oh but my angel, must u cry? u make me so touched and overwhelmed. Finally... finally YOUR moment has come. You won my dear, suju won, my dear ~
and Hangeng... Dong dong... shush. dun cry too. And heechul... ahhhh. ur tears!!!

2009-03-26T00:20:00.000-07:00

i feel so bad nowwww. ): heartbroken like so freakingly sad ):
STUPIIIDDDDDDDDDDD COPYCATS.
nvm. i'm not upset abt ~~them~~
i'm upset abt...haish. same old thing.
empty.
empty
empty
): suju ahhh~ u make me so crazy ):
i feel like -_- abt alot of things. abt things tat can be chnged. but they dun change. why? i dunno. bcoz super junior makes me crazyyyyyyyy.
i know u dun understand what am i talking abt.
but if u do, and feel offended, can spam my tagboard -_-'''
geeeez, anyways, math suckkkkk ): stupid calculator ):
ahhhhh, but it all adds up to :
yixuan's ultimate equation:
Yi Xuan + Super Junior = utter craziness. ):

---edit.
i'm looking at some totally retarded person who have this extra ego-ness :D
what a __.
even _________ agree lah . can. -_-
i hate ____.
so much.

2009-03-24T00:11:00.000-07:00

HI :D i'm at Infocomm now. LOL.
so,
WUENNEE'S ALBUM COME ALREADY. :D
version B was daaaammnnn nice :D
i can't wait to get mine. heehee.
but Wuennee bought both ver. A was.... emo :/ but teukie in B was.. black and white. LOL. so sad lurh. but still very hawt kay. :D
and CLAREEEE, GEE IS ADDICTIVE. but, NOT NICE :D
coz... SNSD suck =x SORRY EDLYN! :/
o well, this is juz a random post. =P

2009-03-21T21:52:00.000-07:00

credits to: Heechul
This, is what u call, A CLIQUE.
They love each other. :D Oh, and in such a case, that the four of them are together, according to Heechul, Kibum will talk the most xD. wahah. Oh and, u can clearly see, in this pic, all of them are couples with each other xD. But I love HanChul :D and Hankyung damn shuai can xD I DREAMT OF HIM YESTERDAY . REALLY. It was a very long dream and lasted me till morning. hahaha. But if i tell u what is it abt, u all sure roll ur eyes. So, i shan't.
Anyways, Teukie changed his profile pic again. HAHA. super funny, if u understand lah. But those who dun understand the pic, will juz find it very hot. HAHA. okay, enuff of crapping. I shall work on my geog now ^^
sometimes, some things are better not be to read by some ppl. lest i offend u xD
~~anti-snsd! now and forever!~~

2009-03-20T05:58:00.000-07:00

YES! YES! YES!
I'm goin to get my Sorry Sorry album :D
3jib 3jib, I LOVE YOU!
Thank you Wuennee! I LOVE YOU!! more than 3jib xD I love Wuennee more than 3jib :D yes, E.L.Fs are the most lovely people on Earth. YOU ARE LOVELY K ;D u RAWK MAN.
and i love my mummy too xD
okay, watched Music Bank a few hrs ago. All I can say is, internet connection, u died on me ): I was watching Sorry Sorry halfway and suddenly everything lagged ): But nvm E.L.Fs are fast to upload it on Youtube! :D AND... i'm loving the blue balloons. I'm loving Heechul's newest chestnut head. I'm loving HyukJae's new moves for the solo part-pelvic thrusts! I'm loving the Yesung's zoom-in :D and lastly... I HEARD THE SCREAMS AGAIN.
I HEARD E.L.Fs SCREAM THE LOUDEST FOR LEETEUK AGAIN!!! REALLY!!! other than the part when HyukJae did the pelvic thrusts or when Heechul came out with Chestnut head, but when Leeteuk came out! I SWEAR THEY SCREAM SO LOUD! But this time he didn't smirk ): but i saw alot of EunTeuk xD lalala~ Kangin yahhh~ are u jealous? heehee.
today is such a lovely day~ except for the part that Super Junior didn't win K-Charts): i thought they would top with Sorry Sorry. but no lah): Kara or someone else top it. and the thing is, Gee got into top3. -_- sigh.

2009-03-18T21:35:00.000-07:00

I dunno what got into me but i logged on to the comp to find myself crazily browsing thru HWS ppl blogs like, madly. The more i read/ view, the more i want to cry. Why why why. I'm supposed to be used to it alr. But why? why am i yearning for them more and more these days?
i want to have a class outing but evryone is busy. ):
nevermind.
i shall think of other things.
like, i feel like cutting my hair.
nevermind. we shall see.
oh and, i want Sorry Sorry album T_T
and i still want Sorry Sorry album
omygod, I WANT!!! AHHH *CRIES*
but the thing is, i can't buy. -_- any sponsors? Shall pay u back when i grow up O_O . kidding lah. geez. i dunno what am i typing -_-

---edit
long time since i post suju pics (:

u can't really see. LOL. but these are coloured pics (: frm 3jib duh. recently there's the black and white ones (: but i finally found coloured ones!

oh, i recently fell really in love with Donghae. I dunno why=x isit bcoz how he's forever so sweet to E.L.Fs? really, he's so sweet. (: and he's direct. Leeteuk is sweet too. but he's juz not direct enough xD. or isit beocz recently i find him very hot? it's not bcoz he change his image for 3jib k. i view past vids and really... i paid attention to him and he's very hot. HAHA.

okay so...

Wuennee love the coloured version of this pic (: and she bought the coloured version of the card k. rawr. LOL. and she bought the leeteuk one also T_T but anyway i rather she buy it (: than someone else whom i dunno. at least i know she won't trash it (:

:P it's supposed to be a GIF, but i dunno if it moves in blogger o_o if it doesn't, the jpeg version is cute enough xD

juz to prove that my heart still belongs to leeteuk...

it's black and white originally. i edited it to pinkish. (: to add some life to it. LOL. -_-

anyway, all i can say is, too bad ppl, u can't save these images ! (: =x OMG, I'M SO SELFISH. hee.

but i have a purpose for evrything. =P

2009-03-18T07:26:00.000-07:00

I have grown taller. (: juz discovered a few minutes ago. LOL. freaking happy now.
i want to be talllllll.
i want to run fastterrrrrrr.
~~i want to have long legs so i can wear skinny jeans nicely. lol. k i'm vain. very vain (:~~
----edit
leeteuk changed his cyworld layout (: black theme. for 3jib :D profile pic is B version cover pic. Lol. u are so cute, teukie (:

2009-03-16T19:58:00.000-07:00

HI :D
This blogskin is dedicated to Super Junior ^^
quoted from Heechul =D :
" LONG LIVE 3JIB! "
i can still remember the long wait... when all the E.L.Fs were anticipating for their comeback in 2009. Finally they announced it is gonna be released during March.
So we were waiting... with a little impatience.
With all the forums spammed with guesses of their new concept. And sharings of one's desires for their theme. Evryone was waiting. and not long after that, SM announced that it's gonna be released on March 12th. Again, the forums are spammed. :D everyone was shrieking abt the good news^^ and so we wait, with very very much enthusiasm and IMPATIENCE. haha. then, the TEASER. yet again, the forums are... yes, SPAMMED. haha. so we got a little idea how it is gonna be like. A little mature, yet sexy. And then after that, SM released the mp3 of Sorry Sorry! and this time, evryone was CRAZY. HAHAHA. we were listening and listening to that divine song. no one seems to find it lame after listening for so many times.
and finally...
the album is RELEASED. Omy, u can guess how the forums are spammed like 10x , 100x more. But it's a rejoicing kind of spam. the comeback perf was awesome. the new looks were fabulous. After a loooooong wait, our boys, Super Junior and of course SM, didn't disappoint us.
E.L.F s all over the world LOVE YOU, SUPER JUNIOR! ;D

2009-03-15T03:22:00.000-07:00

HI PEEPO.
THIS
IS
SO
RANDOM.
GAH.
I JUZ FEEL SO... POSTING MOOOD ...!
oh yah, there's this irritating guy in my NAFA class, and he keeps saying BillGates suckk. saying microsoft is a stupid tool that is outdated. saying he's a loser who wants other ppl to use his crappy microsoft...
and he keep on saying and saying the same thing in art class. it's so annoying. -_- i mean, does he know that microsoft users are all over the GLOBE? it's like the most common and easiest tool anyone can use lor. i mean, isn't that what we want now? easy and fast? zzz. anyway, i doubt he can do better stuff than Bill Gates lah. -_-
and there's this other annoying RI guy in my NAFA class. he keeps saying korean stars all had plastic surgery. and he kept on insulting Super Junior. zz. guys are so irritating. so happy i got into a girls school. :D
OMYGOD, WHY AM I POSTING IN SUCH A KIDDY TONE? LOOOOOOOL. OKAY TODAY I SERIOUSLY FEEL SO RANDOM AND CRAPPY. I DUNNO WHY. LOL.
-_-

2009-03-13T03:52:00.000-07:00

I JUZ FINISHED WATCHING SUPERJUNIOR'S 2009 FIRST COMEBACK PERFORMANCE ON MUSIC BANK 2MINS AGO.
IT.
WAS
AWESOME.
I WAS SCREAMING ALL THE WAY. I ENDURED HALF AN HOUR OF CRAP WHEN OTHER GRPS ARE PERFORMING. juz to wait for SuJu's turn!
and when it was suju's turn... IT WAS SPECIAL.
Music bank showed their teaser pics. official pics. teaser vid... THEN THEY JUZ BOOM AND THEY APPEARED ON MY COMPUTER SCREEN WITH WHY I LIKE YOU. THEN... SORRY SORRY!!! and I tell u, it's EVEN MORE addictive than GEE.
leeteuk... u swept me off my feet. when u came out, i was screaming at the top of my lungs. coz ur eyes... u were sending messages xD and ur hair... it was awesome.
Minnie, Wookie, Yesung, Kyu, Wonnie, Heechul.. even KANGIN! all ur hairstyles... it had already grown on me!!! when i saw all of u i was GASPING. SuperJuniorrr~~!!!
ur 2009 comeback. was AWESOME. it was even better than U ... with Anya and Eva.
and because i was calling Wuennee at the same time, i think she must have endured quite a fair amount of shrieking and screaming. sorry Wuennee!! u are awesome k! (: but anyway i called u not to make u drool ... dun mistaken!! i juz want u to know what evryone is doing!! fan-girl at the exact moment with a beloved E.L.F!! (: HAHHA. omg, i'm so HIGH NOW. and like U, the song ended with evrybody a little bending down, and with Heechul standing up~ ahh, princess... u are so previledged! and the chatroom was so SPAMMED. haha. but anyway, U ALL MUZ PATIENTLY WAIT UNTIL IT UPLOADS ONTO YOUTUBE K! (if u miss it) coz... SUPERJUNIOR ROCKKS!

2009-03-09T02:59:00.000-07:00

hi. stolen frm Wuennee :D !
Ten Things I Wish I Could Say To Ten Different People:
1) STUPID CHEENA AH PEK. I WISH U WERE DEAD. UR GOAL IN LIFE IS SO USELESS. STUPID FREAKING MOLESTER. -_-
2) I love you, my awesome oppa :D
3) 13 ANGELS, u all made up my life~
4) yay u rocckk. u rullee. u are such a fabulous E.L.F (: and i'm so glad i met u.
5) i miss u~ my rockers
6) i hope we can see each other again in JC~ i miss u so much...
7) u were so nice when we first met. in fact, u were clean and cute. but now... u turn into a total bitch. even she agreees also. ppl like u... u juz stick with loud and popular ppl. sickening!
8) heyhey. i thought u were so nicee. well, u still are. but sometimes i duno why, u juz pissed me off. why do u have to b so unloyal? and why did u lieee?
9) awww. i miss u ):
10) awww i miss u too ):

Nine Things About Me:
1) Fan-girling is my HOBBY.
2) K-pop is my life~
3) SUPERJUNIOR IS THE LOVE!
4) Leeteuk is my OBSESSION. and husband =x
5) pink is my fave colour
6) reading is my other joy
7) i hold grudges. though i dun express them, like ignoring and stuff
8) i HATE HATE HATE ABSOLUTELY HATE MATHEMATICS!
9) i want Sorry Sorry album ):

Eight Ways To Win My Heart: (is this for leeteuk? WAAHAHA.)
1) Humorous (: that catches my eyes most. i dunno why -.-
2) Can act cute. (k, i'm weird but still, this is for me right!)
3) Can express affections openly. (as in like repeatedly telling me he love me and stuff like that. LIKE KANGTEEUKK WAHAHA!)
4) erm, looks abit to the "pretty" side (i dun like manly guys. though Siwon is okay.)
5) Able to be able to take the risk that i may one day go too crazy abt the 13 angels and forget abt him xD
6) loving? like duh.
7) be able to tell me HE IS SORRY when we quarrel, even if the one at fault is me. which basically means, giving in to me.
8) able to stand the fact that other than him, i also love leeteuk. AS MUCH AS him. and thus, be able to take the risk that in any point in time, if SCARLY leeteuk fell for me, i may leave him. =X
( omg... -_- that guy muz b very unlucky. unless he is leeteuk, that is. )

Seven Things That Cross My Mind A Lot:
1) what leeteuk is doing now
2) what superjunior is doing now
3) what would happen when i die (zzz.i know i'm weird. but, whatever.)
4) what if i meet leeteuk one day
5) how can i improve my math
6) how can i stop failing my sec one tests
7) how can i also love ppl whom i dun like

Six Things I Do Before I Fall Asleep:
1) switch on my anti-mosquito light
2) switch off the light in my room
3) turn on the fan
4) put my spectacles on my dressing table
5) lie on the bed and tosss and turn and think abt stuff
6) pull my blanket higher

Five People That Mean A Lot To Me:
1) mummy & daddy (pakage deal xD )
2) leeteuk
3) SuperJunior
4) Froggies - SS, SY, RW
5) all the E.L.Fs i love. (Wuennee :D )

Four Things I’m Wearing Right Now:
1) Nemo shirt
2) Beige shorts
3) Spectacles
4) errr. undergarments -_-

Three Songs I’ve Been Listening To Way Too Often Lately:
1) SORRY SORRY!- Suju (both the teaser and full ver)
2) Michyeo- Lee Jung Hyun (i can't find the heechul ver. only the fancam and it's super noisy)
3) Heaven- F.T Island (okay, it's for YunYrn. -_- but the song is nice. lol. and HongKi ;x )

Two Things I Want To Do Before I Die :
1) Marry Leeteuk (or someone i really love)
2) Go korea and meet SuperJunior face to face

One Confession:
i feel pissed when ppl introduce other ppl SuperJunior. unless they are really nice. (no offence to ANYONE LAH. i dun hate u if u do that k. -_-)

2009-03-09T02:15:00.000-07:00

OMG. SORRY SORRY MP3 IS OUUUTTTT. *SREEAAMMMSSSS *
IT'S SO AWEEESSSOOOOMMMEEEE. THE BEST FROM SUJU SO FAR. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE ALBUM TO BE OUT!!! 3 MORE DAYS. 3 MORE DAYS!!!
ANYWAY. I CAN'T HEAR TEUKIE. ): BUT STILL, HANGENG'S VOICE WAS SO SMEXY, YESUNG'S AND KYU'S WERE SO POWEERRRFFFULLL. RYEOWOOK WAS EPIC! SO MANY PARTS! BUT I CAN'T HEAR BUMMIE AND HYUKKIE TOO~ AND DONGHAE~ OMMMGG. THIS IS SO FREAKING AWESOME. AND THE WAY SUNGMIN'S PART WENT UP... AHHH!!!
(i didn't post the teaser coz it's on alot ppl's blog. LAWL.)
and i want to be the firsstttt to post the ORIGINAL. [: LAWWWL.

2009-03-05T05:31:00.000-08:00

hi evryone. so. i guess i'm ... officially THIRTEEN.
HAHAS. but er, the significance of 5th March 2009 is soooo not significant compared to the divine date of 12th (twELFth) March 2009, where 3jib will be finally released after a looong hiatus. so, i shall not elaborate my feelings and stuff kay.
anyways,
THANKS:
[k, i'll try to arrange it in the order of who gave me/ wish me first. but sometimes it'll go wrong. so... sorry eh~]
LB and Ann , for the awesome birthday message spammed in my msn window right at 12midnight. and for the totally fab PINK card :D U BOTH ARE TRUE ROCKERS.
Serene , for being the second one to wish me happy birthday. or if u want, first to wish... in tagboard. LAWL =X thanks for the post u dedicated, and thanks in advance for the present, even though i told u not to buy ):
Gisella and Ryna, for the sms u sent me late at night (: and for the fantabulous present both of u gave me, though i said, "NO." and i was really touched by the fact that Gisella, u awesome rocker, march right up to my school gate and passed me my present. I love u darling. (:
Louisa, (red for cassies [:) for the MOST SUJU-ISH PRESENT(s) I HAD EVER RECEIVED. The card with the BIG "MRS LEETEUK" , the big big poster, the two cute Yesung and Minnie's badges, and choc mirror. sigh. u dunnid spend so much on me u know! I'm very contented with juz a card alr. (: but well, i'm still VERY touched. coz u know, no one really gave me anything that will aroused a big big scream from me throughout the whole class. okay ... maybe there is, but seldom (:
Wenxin , for the freakingly NICE keychains of SUJU AND FAHRENHEIT. uuu rrrooocckkk, i tell you. i shall spam JJ presents for u then (: anyway, i love u! heehee.
Jamie and Rachel, for the darling message (: and the EXTRAORDINARY CUTE FIGURINE. omg okays, that's like sooo cute. and sooo pink. and then's there's still a photo frame!!! u guys rock. but still, WHY DO U HAVE TO SPEND SO MUCH FOR A STUPID GIRL LIKE ME?! didn't i freaking told each and evryone of u i juz need a "happy birthday" and i'm happy alr. coz at least all of u remembers. but the presents... u all make me so touched. :D
Huishi, for the card with so mannyyy suju-based stuff. oh and thanks to ZhenYi too. and Huishi, i dun mind no presents. coz i dun need it. (: and i love the pics. u lovely lovely person, kiss the radio pics are so AWESOME! AND THANKS FOR THE DEDICATED POST. (:
Wuennee, for THE FANTABULOUS CARD (: i dunnid a present, k. E.L.F rawk, like SUJU (: U RAWK TOO~!!! MRS CHOI (: i love u too (: u are such a fabulous E.L.F. always shedding all my heartbroken moments for suju, bearing with all my craziness. and informs me for UPDATES. u are such a FAB E.L.F :D
Sylvia, MY DARLING!!! for u sent me the letter (: I LOVE U SO MUCH. even when u're so stressed in Nanyang, u never fails to remember. U are such a SUPERB BESTIE. i never regretted meeting u. u rock, and u always do. u know, i was really malancholic by the fact that i need to go home myself in such a weather.but when i reached home, i saw ur letter. and then, i was gleaming. ur letter took away all my unhappiness. Froggy Pal, friends forever ! (:
and all the other lovely people that either msn me, sms me, tag me, wish me a happy birthday. U all remembers and that's what matters. THANK YOU ALL OF U. I LOVE ALL OF YOU~~

2009-03-02T03:32:00.000-08:00

HI PEOPLE. I JUZ HAVE TO POST THIS.

SUPER JUNIOR'S 3RD ALBUM, 2009 COMEBACK, IS

GONNA BE FREAKING RELEASED ON 12TH MARCH

2009. DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY CONCEPT OF HOW

LONG I HAVE WAITED?!!! I'M SO EXCITED NOW. WHEN

I RECIEVED THE NEWS FRM MY DEAREST WUENNEE :D, I PREACTICALLY JUMPED FRM ROOM TO ROOM.

though it is freaking one week after my b'dae ):

BUT ANYWAYS, 12TH MARCH IS SHALL BE!!! OOMG.

I'M LIKE SO HIGH NOW~~

2009-03-01T00:12:00.000-08:00

why all they can do is hurt u.
hurt u more and more.
why all they can do if make u bleed.
bleeding non-stop.
why all they can do is change,
changing for the worse.
why all they can do is to make u happy this minute,
and disappoint u the next?
why do they make u feel like u belong this moment,
but push u away the next?
and why,
do they make u fall into their trap,
so easily?

2009-02-27T02:50:00.000-08:00

kaaaa~ I'M BACK^^

i love Fridays~ ahh, Mrs Gurung gonna return to Home Econs. T_T! she is soooo nice. yet she'll only b teaching us for 1term ): i wanna have her as a Home Econs teacher next year^^ Juz find that St Nicks alot of purple-fans. even my classroom is purple. and like, most of Truth peepo likes purple~

half of the classroom~ juz wanna emphasize on the purple "noticeboard" at the back. SEEE! SERENE, U SHLD HAVE COME TO STNICKS. u crazy budoh, shld have ask me if it was a SAP~~!!!! ahhh. and if u had come, we'll be in the same class! and we'll be sitting together ... SERENE AHHH~~~

vandalised that during...2nd week of sch? but bcoz of common test, i need to tear the paper away coz got words. boooo~ now i can't do anything with the table. ):

ah, anyways read Kangin message during ChinHanChinGu on Soompi. Made me smile. :D

*credits to Sayuu~!*

Soon, it will be Super Junior's 3rd album comeback.
Well after what seemed as 2 years, the album will finally come.
There were so much anxiety, tension and anticipation..
But the strength that we were able to go through our hiatus, which is not really like one was our fans..
The strength you guys have is really great.
Since then and ahead, you gave us a push and I thank you for that.
You guys are respectable , I thank you, thank you very much and I love you
Our fans that love Super Junior who waves blue balloons, E-L-F ; ELF
Wherever you are proud and say you are Super Junior's fan,
We will only do our best to give you good things.
This time we prepared this 3rd album for everyone, please look forward to it
Fans in Korea, Asia and all over the world, fans who love Super Junior, I really thank you, and I L♥VE YOU.

Kangin yahhh~though u are last on my list... i've started liking u more and more. u have become so sweet~. Our strength came frm u guys.... u guys gave us the strength to wait by giving us a good stage evrytime. E.L.F s all know the 3rd album will be a great one. we will continue to be patient^^ even Donghae has become like Minnie. posting "In awhile...wait a little." in his cyworld. u guys keep hyping us up~ the axiety may be suffocating. but we will still be patient and wait. coz we love suju♥ too (:
Hyukkie teaching/revising 3jib's dance steps during KTR with teukie~!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iOPdcTf0du4
looks like teukie got abit confused... but EunTeuk power is never too little.^^ and the dance steps looks awesome. and OHOHOH, KTR site has been given permission to show suju 3jib's dance steps ^^ no songs. juz the dance. ahhh~~~ i'm getting hyper! ^^ oh and, KeYue likes Henry=.=''' goin to 郁闷again. ONLY 13! RAAAHHH. :X
Kibummie haven't been active in dance practices~ i wonder... i wonder if his Uma is still sick. i dunwan him to be missing for the 3rd jib release!!! ): so frightening. or perhaps... he's got filming schedule? i dun like it when ppl keep taking Bummie as an example of someone which can "give up on his own pop grp and pursue his acting career." tho it's unfortunately true, but it makes me so sad.
hmm~ juz found out lotsa soompi-ers are frm Singapore. WAHAHA. the SJ love is spreading in this beautiful island~ SJ, WHEN WILL U COME?!!!
and goodnews! Some chinese director is going to negotitate with SMentertainment to let all 7members of SJ-M starr in a drama~ their virgin chinese drama. WOOOHOOO~! (but it's still juz a rumour...)
3jib, 3jib, 3jib. I CAN'T WAIT. and next week it's officially EARLY MARCH, BUDOH~~!!!
pls let it be released on 5th March. With that, i dun need any presents. Coz that's the best gift i'll ever receive~ Teukie ahh~~ what do u have for me??? A kiss? oooh... i knew it~ :DDD

2009-02-22T06:12:00.000-08:00

feels like... i've changed. not as diligent now. (not that i am last time) ... feeling that i'm very very slacky now. even though there is more pressure. I dunno~~~. i feel that i'm missing out on alot. losing to alot of ppl. i dun revise my work anymore. i dun listen in art anymore. evrything in my head is suju, suju and more suju. does that mean i shld stop? i dunno~~~ feel so knackered. But i can't stop... addicted... i'm... ~~regreting~~ *cries*
ah... so annoying. i go do work now. i'm glad my mum limit my fan-girl time. in a...weird way. kind of sad coz i love msn~ nvm. u won't get what i mean. dun mind me ;X this are juz crap.

2009-02-20T02:19:00.000-08:00

firstly, tag replies.

Trini:what's so bad abt FAHRENHEIT? =.= but they are quite low on my list. so, yeah. neutral lor.
Huishi:ewwww. u like SS501?!! ohmytian._. do u know that during a dance battle, suju lost to them?!!! and frm that onwards, i tell myself i muz never like them. NEVER. :/ kays, but if u like it's okay. haha. i'm not goin to manipulate u or anything. :D
YiQing:QINGQING! haha, sister! hiiiii :D

okay. so i've like, left my blog dead for ages. and when i'm here again to revive it, i'm gonna announce something so unfortunate. that i feel like crying. ): St Nicks tests are bombarding me with arrows of extreme fatigue. ): i really need to spend time studying for tests. and so... i have to limit my fan-girling to fridays. FRIDAYS ONLY. omytian. i feel like DYING. coz is like, the boys are REAAALLLY active these days. and if i didn't follow up on their daily stuff, i'll miss out on alot. and i reaally dun like it. especially during the season of their 3jib. i wish i was not that STUPID. ): coz if i dun study i'll screw my tests. i juz screwed my math and chinese and geog when i DID study. so what will happen if i dun study. can u imagine. ):
nvm. anyways, SUJU's 3jib are arousing quite alot of commotion recently! and it PLEASES me. so....
their slogan ELF cr8ted for the new album is...
13EYOND YOUR IMAGINATION.
omytian. isn't that like FREAKING COOL?!!! 13! it's THIRTEEN. 13~~~~! i can't wait. I CAN'T WAIT!!!
the boys are working hard to keep whatever information on the 3rd album a secret. so pls, pls pls, if u find any leaks on the web, juz keep it to urself. dun go ard spreading stuff. If not Heechul will blow his top again like he did when Don't Don's stuff are leaked out. ;x
and omg, Suju is giving away signed and used items! here:
http://i375.photobucket.com/albums/oo197/acm0607/990.jpg
can anyone identify the Leeteuk thing for me? it looks like a scarf though... i want it~ and Kibum uses facial soap! hahaha. vainbum :D and hyukjae shoes... will it be smelly? ;x he's famouse for smelly feet. WAHAHAH! and KANGIN'S SHIRT! LEETEUK WORE THE SAME ONE ON FEB1609 SUKIRA!!! omtian. KangTeuk :DDD but anyway i juz realised Heechul had the same shirt too. so they shop together! muhahha.
and hyukkie announced that they had finished the photoshoot for their third album. oooh! fantastic. i'm anticipating like MAD. They will be having their Chengdu, China SuperShow on March 7 . lol, it's like two days aft my b'dae :D i wantttt their stuff for b'daee! ): so badly. but they said the album is released on "early march" how early? and it's not like my mum allow me to buy. ): and i doubt if singapore will release it on the actual date...=.= but anyway once the 3rdjib is released.... they will top the music chart again!!! :D and Gee will be like, extinct! HAHAHA. :DD Dong Dong changed his hairstyle~! But apparently evryone still looks the same... they said they are goin for mature concepts this time... suits? haha. i will much prefer cleaner ones than the Don't Don hairstyles ._. but... juz anticipate!
Siwon's hairstyle is like so... shuai. like real gorgeous. (: oh and er, Hyukkie uses his SHOES to keep his money. ROFL. omg, it'll like, stink ;x

2009-02-16T02:52:00.000-08:00

ARRGGGGH.
GEE topped last week's korean chart. coz last week i didn't have time to check. and i checked today... n then i was SUPER DISAPPOINTED. i dun care if Strong Baby topped a few more weeks. or SS501's Because My Head Is Bad: KBS Drama "Boys Over Flowers" OST rise up like crazy . i juz can't stand GEE. even Yun Yrn says it's a irritating song ._.
n they are juz copying WonderGirls's Nobody. which was such a fantastic song that made evrybody likes it. and the technique is that they think of a nice tune and phrase n they juz keep repeating it again and again. like, "I want nobody, nobody but u! I want nobody nobody but u!" repeated right? and stupid GEE is the same. "Gee, Gee, Gee,Gee, baby baby baby~" =.='''
no offence to SNSD's lovers and Gee fans. but still. i can't stand Gee, and i can't stand SNSD. they were distracting other grps in the studio when other grps are rehearsing. bad attitude. then, Sunny appeared in COOKING? COOKING! MV and acted as the boys' gf. this is so annoying. n they have a song : "sunny, sunny, sunny, I LOVE YOU. i miss u~" i dunno if they meant to write this for her, but it seriously pissed me off. and Yoona keep appearing in suju MVs. like U, Rokkugo and Marry You. =.='''
nvm. SS501 song will rise up soon. pfft.
oh, and :

I ♥LOVE MY CLIQUE AND ONGYIXUAN ! (: " i wanna fall in love with you, it must be a beautiful lovely day"~ SUJU's Lovely Day!

LOL . that is Huishi's PM. :DD LOL. i love u too :DD
i can't wait for suju's 3rdjib. and i so desperately want their calendar and BITC season 2 photobook. nvm. i shall depend on soompi :D
P.S PA ppl play the song dedication so late one. why don't they play it during recess? coz no one stays back on monday if they dun have CCA. is like u pay for the song n u never get to hear it. but anyway i heard mine. but ppl i dedicated to, didn't lor! ): sorry Wuennee and Huishi and Gen. ;x

2009-02-13T23:22:00.000-08:00

omg! i'm chatting with Sophia, Manyun, Germaine, Xiaoqing, Jermaine now and they are sooo freaking funny.
so we sorta planned my life after marriage.
k. duh, my husband is leeteuk. then, Sophia will gimme a CAR. which is a super chio one. coz soph is CHIOBU. then, Manyun will gimme BUNS for evry morning. Germaine will gimme teddy bears for my kids to hug to sleep. coz she's a teddy! Xiaoqing will gimme a TOILET BOWL FULL OF GRASS. :D Jermaine will gimme ANGPOWS with alot monneyyy. and supply me with Mangoes evryday.
i will have THIRTEEN kids, each named after evry member.
My kiddies will hug leeteuk papa to sleep each night. and when teukie papa feels tired, they will hug the teddies.
husband teukie will send me to work each day in my WRITING STUDIO :D and i'll kiss him goodbye when he will report to SMentertainment for work.
i will go to his EVRY CONCERT and he will advertise for evry book i write :D we will live together blissfully with my 13 cuties. awwww... how i wish it's TRUE!

2009-02-13T05:37:00.000-08:00

hi my lovely peepos.
overwhelming tests have completely enveloped me =.= rushed of emotions ytd and broke down. mum got worried. but bcoz today is friday the THIRTEEN, and Valentine's day, i shall be happy :D which i really am. thirteeen may suck for others, today may be a BLACK FRIDAY, but whatever. it rocks. coz of SUPERJUNIOR. thirteen is so freaking awesome. wahahah.
and lovely peepos, thanks for the valentine's gifts! i hope u like what i gave u ppl. tho really simple, but it's the thought that counts right. :D i love u peepo so much that i want to give the whole sch but it's quite impossible so... LOL.
and WUENNEE, the BLUENESS is AWESOME. I LOVE U TOO! i was droning on and on abt how great u are to ur cousin until she was like, " OKAY STOOP TELLING ME ABT WUENNEE. I KNOW SHE IS GREAT." then runs away. wahaha. i'm such a PISSER. =X
AND! i miss SOOMPI SO MUCH. and duperlove. coz for continuously TWO DAYS, i didn't have the chance to visit. COZ OF TESTS. i miss my comp! :3
and thanks for ur concern peepo. no longer pissed lurh. hee (abt the previous post thing).

2009-02-11T07:27:00.001-08:00

SHE FREAKING WENT TO THE CONCERT.
SHE FREAKING WENT TO SEE MY LEETEUK PARK JUNG SOO LIFTING UP HIS SHIRT.
SHE FREAKING WENT TO SEE HANGENG WITHOUT A SHIRT.
SHE FREAKING SAW THE SICHUL KISS.
SHE FREAKING WENT TO SEE TAEMIN'S DANCE BATTLE.
SHE FREAKING WENT TO EXPERIENCE SUPERJUNIOR HOTNESS. LIFE LIFE LIFE!!!
SHE FREAKING WENT TO EXPERIENCE SHINEE'S CUTENESS. LIFE LIFE LIFE!!!
BUT WHY? WHY DOES SHE DESERVE THAT WHEN SHE DUN EVEN GIVE A DAMN ABT HER STUDIES. WHATEVER. I'M DISAPPOINTED IN LIFE.

2009-02-11T02:28:00.000-08:00

SUCK SUCK SUCK. I SUCKKK. today i was totally determined on having self control. hmwrk first. suju second. but wattheheck when i sat down on the table getting ready to begin my "quest", i juz feel REEEAAALLYYY uncomfortable. u know why?!!! (i realised abit later too) coz i was totally missing suju!!! i tried all ways to make that invisible uncomfortable "thing" go away. then finally i switch on the comp and went to suju forums. and straight away. like, RIGHT AWAY, the thing dissapeared! i'm comfortable, happy and feeling extremely (maybe abit too extreme) fine. ahhh. omg. i'm ADDICTED TO SUJU. addicted until i muz know what they are up to evry single day. addicted until i will feel guilty if i miss one day. which is ytd. Infocomm ended at 6. or was it 6.30? whatever. i went home n was completely drained and exhausted eat, packed back, bathe stare at homework. STARE ONLY. n plomp! i collapsed. =.= heng the hmwrk is tmr then handup. =.=
n then ytd was Siwon's birthday. i dun feel AS guilty coz he's actual, as in VERY ACTUAL birthday is in April. coz his mother reigistered late, so his official documents all stated 10Feb. :D and is the day he always celebrates. but anyway! i was really overwhelmed with fatigue ytd lor. so i shall post today.
note: i didn't make the pic. :X (rush post mah ]: )

yayy! HanWon :D hangeng damn heavy okay. but Siwon got muscles haha :D
kk, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIWON! since u and Hangeng are a couple, no message for hangeng, means none for u! (read previous post for explanation)
anyway, one is CHEENA BABE, one is HOTTIE HORSEY. they are so cute :3 heechul, JEAAALLOOUUSSS? hee :D

2009-02-09T02:36:00.000-08:00

drum rolls~~~ :D today is HANGENG OPPA'S BIRTHDAYYYY! :DDD

yay i know my ps skills sucks. but anyway my mind suddenly went blank n this is all i can manage. i have a bad bad bad flu >:(

anyway...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANGENG/HANKYUNG/HANGYUNG OPPA!!!

Deeeeaaarreessst No.3 on my list :D ,

omg. i totally forgt what i wanted to say -.- coz when i wanted to type something, I SUDDENLY, CAME TO THE PART WHEN I SAW HANGENG "TOPLESS" AT THE SM CONCERT AT BANGKOK. so Wuennee told me there's teukie's extreme hotness and then... HE LIFTED HIS SHIRT UP N I JUZ WENT BLANK N I WENT TO TOTALLY HYPER AND BCOZ I HAVE NO VOICE T SCREAM SO THUS THE EXCESSIVE AMOUNT OF CAPITAL LETTERS SPAMMED IN WUENNEE'S CONVO AND HERE. OMG HANGENG, I SERIOUSLY CAN'T TYPE ANYTHING NOW. shit shit shit shiitttt! heng i did a pic b4 hand, if not i'll kill myself. STTTUUPIIDD why does THAILAND GET ALL THE LUCCCKKK!!! SICHUL KISS WAS LIKE TOTALLY TOTALLY AWESOMMEEEEEE. N MY TEUKIEEEEE. HE STRIPPED FOR THEM. I FEEL SO HYPER HYPER HYPERRRR!!! I'M GONNA DO DO DIE DIE SHRIEK TMR WHEN I SEE WUENNEE. OMG WUENNEE, U'RE THE BESSSST. YES, THE BESST! NO ONE EVER FAN-GIRL WITH ME UNTIL SO CRAZILY. AND I'M SO DAMN HEARTENED TO KNOW U UNDERSTANNDD HOW I FEEL NOT LIKE OTHER PEOPLE WHO REFER TO ME AS CRAZY. EVEN IF I AM, IT'S FOR SUPERJUNIOR!!! OMG MY DAY WAS REALLY SPOILT BCOZ OF THE FLU. AND NOW, THEY CHEERED. ME. UP. SUPERJUNIOR!!!! I LOVE THOSE HOTTIES.

i hope i can calm myself dwn b4 siwon's b'dae. which is tmr. :D

2009-02-07T23:21:00.000-08:00

Soompi totally rocks. all the wacky E.L.Fs :D
AND OH MAN, HEECHUL THE KISSING BANDIT IS ON A SPREE AGAIN. now what, SIWON!!! epic moment!!! i can't wait for the vids to be uploaded. SiChul is nice. :D but he kissed Donghae too. >:( RAWR. EUNHAE FOREVER. I DUN CARE. stuppiiddd. n he TRIED kissing Hangeng but Shingdong juz wouldn't let him xD HanChul & HanDong. LOOOL. n bcoz the "crazy" performance, the guitarist got kissed, the drummer got kissed. so next evryone is anticipating i'll b the pure and innocent keyboardist, RYEOWOOKIE! OMG. PLS NO. ): YEWOOK FOREVER. YEWOOK FTW. stupid Heenim, stop breaking up lovely OTPs! n dun EVER U get to Leeteuk/Kangin. I'll feel like slaughtering u if u break up the KangTeuk couple, u crazy kissing freak. but i dun think it'll b long when all 13 members called kissed. ): but i juz can't BEAR to see Teukie got kissed. i can't bear. seriously. My teukie~
n KyuMin is back in action at SM concert at bangkok xD
haha, so much KyuMin love. :D Presscon there's KangTeuk love and Onew magnae trying to hold hands with Kangin. HEEEE. but kangin seems to be holding the mike and another hand is fully reserved for teukie. :D sorry Onew, KangTeuk forever! :D
cut from one of the replies in Soompi:

Guys . I'm just got back from the SM Con in Bangkok . Will come back with more details.But here's goes
1. Kibum really missed the concert.
2. Heenim Kissed Siwon on Crazy this times .
3. Siwon still limping , his ankle still hurt. So he didn't dance must but he did walk around smiling happily.
4. Heenim perform Rianism on Dance Battle
5. Kyuhyun also got abit sick , so he didn't dance much only came out when he has to sing his part ( i mean on the dance perf.)
6. Many KyuMin love.

Kibummie's umma is sick. ): so he need to stay in LA to take care of her. Kibummie is a good son. i hope he's mother gets better. n he missed the presscon, and Shanghai's supershow. everyone is so sad. i really hopes he can cope with evrything... n now Siwon is injured, Kyubaby is sick. n Bummie is loaded with stressed, Heechul had turned CRAZY. SM entertainment! it's time u let the boys off to rest for a bit! Sending them to china, then to Japan, then to Thailand. i really dunwan the boys all to fall ill. ):
owell, what can i do? ):

2009-02-07T04:20:00.000-08:00

hahaha.

I koped 2 photos that we(froggies) took when we went back to HongWen :D during CNY celebration from siying's blog :D

credits: obviously, Siying :D

i cropped my face away coz i look REEEALLLYY BAD. seriously. my face looks blotchy, my smile looked crooked, my specs look geeky, my eyes are squinting. =.= anyway, Ryna n Siying roooocks man! ;DD look at their wonderful smiles that I missed so much :D ah, the times the froggies are together~

and also... MY DEAAARRESSSTTT SYLVIA!

she looks short here, i know. but she isn't. SHE IS TALL. :D she's like, half a head shorter than Ruiqi I think. or 1 head shorter. n she looks plump here but she's not. seriously. AND SHE LOOOKS CUTE AND ADORABLE CAN. :D SO LOVABLE. I MISS U, SYLVIA!!!

And next... photos from ahmah's hse during chinese new year! ;DD

i koped from pingting jiejie's blog. :D CREDDDDIIITTSS! TO HER, OF COURSE :D

with Cousins! :DD u can't really see me. HAHA.

ahmah's dressing table with random stuff with me and pingting jiejie as the er, mirror ppl? whatever.

hahaha. k, n lastly...

1 TRUTH! clearer and bigger version at : http://onetruth-ohnine.blogspot.com

k, st nicks rules. :D

2009-02-05T23:29:00.000-08:00

k, so i've got time n i went to catch up on some recent superjunior/e.l.f news.
n it RREEEAAALLLYYY pissed me off okay. ppl keep harping n harping how E.L.F s are so freakingly CRAZY, and stupid and lame and immature. pls, the news of E.L.F bashing that dead girl is like EONS ago. n also, they say E.L.Fs are crazy right. HELLO?! FAN-GIRLS ARE ALL CRAZY DUDE. what abt the cassies? huuh? wonderfuls and all the others? dun tell me they are NOT CRAZY. dun b stupid k. n when E.L.Fs did something good, when evryone nodds their heads with approval and praise them with a smile, some ppl juz have to wreck havoc.
k, so they reported that lovelylovely leeteuk :D visited a girl who was diagnosed with brain cancer in the hospital. This touched the hearts of many ELF's and in response many of them decided to donate blood for this girl.
it's a nice gesture right? E.L.Fs are doing the right thing righttto? at least they have a heart to help this poor girl. budden this @#$%^& person go and comment:

geez, the amount of stupidity fangirls have…OK, soo leeteuk goes to see the girl, next thing, you’re all rushing to donate blood…you think that’s gonna save her?that’s gonna set you free from the guilt of having dirty hands by killing someone? and why y’all are donating blood to that one girl, there are plenty of Son jae hees out there you know?dear trolls,the action must come from you with good intentions for it to be considered a right thing, not because you idol did it, but because you wanted to give a helping hand…and don’t go around bragging about it and posting pics, you’re no mother theresa..

=.=''' omg. she is saying leeteuk is BRAGGING. he's NOT OKAY. the purpose of him posting pics and recounting abt it, i am very sure it's bcoz he juz wants the E.L.F to try n help that poor girl too. why can't juz ppl see that? why do they always have to HATE HATE and HATE? n the part abt E.L.F killing someone(the girl that dead eons ago) , E.L.F didnt' kill her.
look at another comment by this really lovely person:

SERIOUSLY (SORRY FOR CAPS…) BUT, DO PEOPLE REALLY NEED TO KEEP MENTIONING ABOUT THE GIRL THAT DIED!?!?!?!?!!?!?!??
THAT WAS YEARS AGO… AND THE FANS RESPONSIBLE FOR BASHING MIGHT NOT EVEN BE THE SAME FANS TODAY!
(that aside, according to Korean news YTN, the girls way of dieting was EXTREMELY unhealthy which led to other factors and mental problems aside from the bashing received by ELFS. Therefore, according to the doctors, the ELFS werent the sole reason for the girl’s suicide.)
On another note, why do you guys care what their motive is? I mean, in the end, the girl benefits and so do the ELFS.

SEEEEE. E.L.F DID NOT KILL HER. get ur facts STRAIGHT first.

the other thing is, Kangin and Taeyeon need to apologise for something that happens oh-so-oftenly in radio shows in singapore,UK, EVERYWHERE.
Taeyeon stated in the radio show that she is sick the other day, n she went to see a doctor to get an injection. but they wouldn't give her and the reason is, the nurses are EATING. n so Taeyeon made a passing comment, saying ,"But has the patient to be sick in the time when the nurse is free and has nothing to do like going to eat?"
n Kangin joked abt stuff like: “I think they lost their minds and only thought about themselves”go to eat for the rest of your lives" .
n u know what, the nurses make it into some major big big matter. they blow is SOOO big that they want an APOLOGY. omg, whose fault isit now? tho i dun like Taeyeon coz she's in SNSD, but i really have to agree ok. u are sick. u NEED an injection. can't the NURSES juz put down their rice bowls and come n inject on u? what if it's a matter of life and death?
n pls, commenting on something like that in radio shows is DAMN COMMON. why muz they apologise? i dun understand. =.=
someone even commented:

i dont see why the nurses are making such a big deali mean here in the UK it happens all the time and ppl dont really pay much attention…

n it happens in singapore Radio100.3, the "dun give a damn" like how they commented that Yoga's singing was nice but his 眼神一直在飘. k, NO ONE made a big deal out of it lor. i dunno why those nurses are like that. =.= nvm, i shall comment no more. coz the more i type, the more the keyboard is on "fire" LOOOOL.
k, byeee. :D
superjunior rocks!

2009-02-04T02:19:00.000-08:00

I'M SUPER GUILTY NOW EVEN THO IT'S NOT MY FAULT. k, so ytd was Kyuhyun baby's

birthday! and i was rushing home to post a post, as well as doing a pics collection for him. like i did for Kangin and Minnie. but then i found out i got damn lot of hmwrk. n thus i really have NO TIME for comp. i'm sooooo sorry kyubaby, it's not that i hate u so i didn't post a post okay! :D n I DID sort of "celebrate" or went hyper with Wuennee for ur birthday! but anyway i'm goin to post now. i dun care if it is belated. tho this post is also DAMN rush, but i MUST DO IT. no matter what. see how much i love u alreaddddyyyy?!

fyi, i didn't make this pic. told ya it's a rush post!!! srrry.

Happy Birthday KyuHyun Oppa!

Kyuhyun Oppa,

hope ur smiles will last for long, hope ur totally mermerizing voice could travel to evryone's ears n make them love you. Hope u are always healthy, and an accident like what happened last year will never happen again. May you be happy forever. And may love live within you.

Kyuhyun oppa, Wuennee and Minnie will love u forever. dun worry. LOL

Lovvveeeee,

me. :D

SARANGHAE!

2009-01-30T05:32:00.000-08:00

okay. linked evrybodaaye.
STAGE OF YOUTH!
STAGE OF YOUTH!
STAGE OF YOUTH!
STAGE OF YOUTH!
hahahahah! HANGENG looks so extremely COOL in the show. so shuai, so cool, so nice, so natural, so talented, n all the positive stuff. hahaha.
currently CCTV2 (which SADLY, i have NO acess to) have shown like 5episodes. but unfortunately, the series leaked out onto the net. so now u can go http://youku.com/ n type in: 青春舞台 n u can watch the whole series. ;DD but the loading is SUPER SLOW. ): pros and cons lah! Hangeng is soo talented! he can dance, sing, act, host ;DDD
now bcooz we are talking abt Hangeng, i shall post his new year message.
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note:originally his message is written in chinese. this is the translated version ;D
大家新年快乐/Happy Lunar New Year, everyone
Date: 2009-01-26
Happy Lunar New Year everyone, it has been long since I came here, I’m so sorry hehe
This period of time, our schedule was really tight, we didn’t have much time, thank goodness I was given a few days to spend the New Year and accompany my parents this year, I’m pretty happy hehe~~~!
I’ll pay respects to everyone first, hope that this year, everyone will be 牛牛牛牛牛牛 (ox x6*) hehe~~~~!
Also wishing all the crew of 《Stage of Youth》 a Happy Lunar New Year, I miss all those days working with everyone a lot, it was really enjoyable, hope that next time I’ll be able to work with everyone again. Hope that everyone will be more and more ‘牛/ox hehe~!!!
I love you all!
credits:superduperlove original source:Hangeng's home
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yay! i love hangeng also :D evryboday must support his first ever TV drama okay! Stage Of Youth! Finally China have their own idol star ;DD
n it's a little sad watching Boys In The City season2 . cuz when the Camera man asked Kangin & Leeteuk, " U both are the KangTeuk couple right?" then kangin was like, "KangTeuk...? oh yaya, i haven't heard it for a long time... hahaha. yes, KangTeuk!" abit sad la. cuz is like superjunior "together" days r reaaaallyyy very little! i hope they can spend more time tgt this year ! stop all the sub-grps stuff la! cuz it makes them really tired. n they can't b tgt ): it makes me sad...
KangTeuk, EunHae, YeWook, HanChul, HanWon, KiChul, KiHae, HanSiChul,KyuMin, EunTeuk, ShinMin, HanDong~ [edit] OHOHOH. n there's EunMin! haha, thanks Edlyn ;D [/edit]

2009-01-28T22:37:00.001-08:00

hi, it's...
QUIZ TIME
firstly, pingting jiejie's quiz.

1) Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle mode

2) For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3) YOU MUST WRITE THE SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4) Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

5) Tag 6 people. [u want do then do]

1. Are you male or female?
彩虹-周杰伦 lol. is this female or male?
2. Describe yourself.
逆光-Steph Sun means... I outshine all? very bright and bubbly? LOL. k, zi kua, i know.
3. What do people feel when they're around you?
Way For Love-SuperJunior LOL. they all love me!
4. Describe your current relationship.
Dangerous-Katherine Mcphee haha, need i say more? it's dangerous~
5. Where would you like to be now?
一支独秀-罗志祥 huh? wth? idk leh.
6. How do you feel about love?
Breakaway-Kelly Clarkson i feel like breakingaway! love... it's too painful~
7. What's your life like?
为你存在-fahrenheit i feel like existing for someone? =.=
8. What would you ask if you only had one wish?
I Don't Dance-Chad & Ryan LOL. i want to stop dancing forever? hell la uu! I WANT TO LEARN DANCING OKAY.
9. If someone says "Is this okay?", what would you say?
霍元甲-周杰伦 =.=
10. How would you describe yourself?
Bet On It-Troy i like to bet? not like gambling kind. but like, give it all I can even when the future have lots of uncertanties?
11. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Midnight Fantasy-SuperJunior i will like him to give me fantasies:D
12. How do you feel today?
Push-Enrique Iglesias I feel like pushing someone down? LOL
13. What do your friends think of you?
One Step At A Time-Jordin Sparks I like to do things slowly, pace by pace? well, it's true. :D
14. What do you think of your parents?
Broken Strings-James Morrison feat Nelly Furtado OMMMGG. freak you!! NOOO. they are forever loving and NEVER separated!
15. What do you think about very often?
Song For You-SuperJunior I think of songs that SuperJunior made specially for me? LOL. *daydreams*
16. What is 2+2?
A Dancing Teddy-Various Artistes (Goong) ooommgg. haha, my math fail. D: it's FOUR dancing teddies! ):
17. What do you think of the person you like?
Heaven-DJ Sammy LOLL. yea la, like heaven :D teukie is like Heaven:D
18. What is your life story?
乐园-Angela Zhang my life story is fun and magical? :D
19. What do you want to be when you grow up?
白色风车-周杰伦 NO . i dunwan.=.=
20. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
听妈妈的话-周杰伦 hahaha. omg, this is so hilarious!
21. What will you dance to during your wedding?
Super Massive Blackhole-Muse yesss. (: SuperMassive Black Hole is so damn nice can.
22. What will they play at your funeral?
今天你要嫁给我-Jolin and David i think they shld switch songs for qn 21 and 22. =.=
23. What is your biggest fear?
大舌头-吴克群 lol. maybe.
24. What is your hobby/interest?
Unwritten-Natasha Beddingfield no link O.O
25. What do you think of your friends?
Nobody-WonderGirls yess! Nobody is PERFECT. so they are NOBODIES. (:

weird la pls. I dun like JayChou, yet so many of his songs. I LOVE superjunior, yet so little of their songs . ):

i'll do Sophia's quiz another day kay! I need to do my DnT hmwrk =.= stuppiiidd.

2009-01-28T04:49:00.000-08:00

hm. okay I can't stand it anymore la. So long alr u know. no superjunior stuff at all. makes me feel so bad. is like, restricted. like I know what's happening to them evryday but i juz can't share it with the world even tho i know hws peepos hates it cuz it pissed them off as they dun understand a thing n want my post to b strictly sticking to my life. my life... nothing much la. boring until like crazy. =.= so i dun care alr. :D
but here's a little bit abt what happened today. =.= I saw two dead birds. ): eek i knw. at least the blood is not there. if not... arrrgh! but anyway there's all those flies and ants n stuff around them . n it irks me. but quite touching still. cuz i think they are two love birds. coz even when they die, they die SIDE BY SIDE. ahh... i wish i can die side by side with teukie too. HAHAHA. hm, maybe not. may he live longer than me. :D my teukkiieee 25 months old angel. :D
ok. so here's teukie's cyworld post. quite long alr. been thinking whether to post it up. cuz it'll pissed peepos off. ah, whatever. so i'll go back to my old self. :D
Eeteuk’s Cyworld Entry 2009.01.21
Original Source; 박정수 미니홈피Credits; OnlySJ13,Superduperlove

(It) wont’ be inferior even after going through many decolourization (processes) and dying..
The quality of your fine hair…
Even with UV rays and strong light waves..It won’t go faint even if there’s insufficient sleep
Your deep and distant eyes…..
Songs, radio, and many other programs which requested you for a “BoBo” but you refused to give in..
Your lips…
If you broke your hand, you’d break a Casanova’s prejudice (?)..
Your beautiful hands…
There won’t be any difference even with lots of make-up or insufficient sleep..
Your glowing and beautiful skin..
Are you human for sure…
Or are you a doll….
Or are you really an angel….?
Mummy…I want to get married to someone like this…ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Please~~~~~~~~This fella’s popularity………………
This fella’s popularity series…4 bullets..ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
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YESSSS. I want to marry this fella. :D a display of perfection. :D but do u ever notice my existence? teuuukkiiieee. x3333
i noticed u coughing dear. ): in KTR. are u sick again? dun be sick... i'll be so sad. take care of ur health. ): u are such an angel. hahaha.
BOYS IN THE CITY SUBBED FINALLY! YIIPPEEEE :D

2009-01-26T23:23:00.000-08:00

hiiiie. (:
okays, firstly,
HAPPY CHINESE/LUNAR NEW YEARRR!
yay me! heee. okay, so yupps, had Reunion dinner on Eve with daddy's side. Since mummy's side want to have it on New Year day. sooo... the usual stuff luh. Steamboat! tho this year our steamboat is the traditional one + the korean barbeque style! (((: yippeee. Korean okay! n i was thinking like, "if i keep on eating the korean side one, that means I am eating the same stuff as leeteuk right!" so i got all high n started finding stuff on the korean side that I can eat. but it's all Sotongs and Squid n stuff. =.= i'm ALLERGIC to them ok. how stupid is that. but anyway my mum went to put the meat. so i ate the meat at the Korean side. but bcoz BBQ stuff are super unhealthy, so my mum asked me to eat mre on the traditional side. so i didn't get to eat alot on the korean side. hahaha.
then first day of CNY, went to Grandma's hse as usual, spent the whole afternoon there n went to my married coux hse. (: he evry year change hse one sia. hahaha. so damn rich. but whatever. then as usual ate all the western cuisine stuff. or isit French. aiyah i ate a lil only. i only rmb keep stuffing the tiny tomatoes in my mouth n shoving the super salty raw meat into my mouth. hee. evrytime i reach for the raw meat, my coux will stare at me and making a face. =.= k la, i know it taste super raw and have that weird weird smell, but i like it. (: coz it tastes like ham haha. n my another coux went to play the piano! (: super talented. his practical is very good i think. like LB, listen alr then know how play! n he didn't have to read notes. LOL. makes me wanna learn piano also. but i'm afriad it's only takes a couple of minutes b4 i gave up hahaha.

SOPHIA KUEK!!! WHO SAYS I'M LOOKING FOR A BF?! WHAT CRAP?!!=.=

oh ya, n i'm super jealous now. coz juz now i watch that Taiwan variety show, then the female host go smell Wuzun's body lor! SMELL OKAY. how disgusting is that. =.= n then wuzun clapped for a girl that was putting up a performance): T.T and YaLun CARRIED a girl into that stupid box lor. so tender and gentle.): NO FAIR): n super junior is not on the China countdown thingy. more specifically, suju-M.

2009-01-23T20:39:00.000-08:00

firstly...
Happy Birthday to
dearesttt Sylvia Seah Sing Lynn!
andddd.
Happy Birthday to
Gilbert Mak Zhi Rong!
To Sylvia
Deareeessst Sylvia,
Happy Birthday! you are 13. :D THIRTEEN! officially a teen. u know, 13 is a VERY NICE number. haha, obvious reason. coz SuperJunior got 13 members! heee. okok, for ur sake, i shld stop droning on and on abt suju. haha. hm, u've done really well in ur 12 yrs old life. 2nd in class, best performance in English, Exemplary pupil, Star Pupil and all the CO awards... n u are also the third in our sch for PSLE. yes, u're simply fantastic. and very smart. Now u're having a whole new life in Nanyang. ;D may the journey and life there will not b too stressed for you. May you be able to cope with all the challenges. May all ur dreams come true. And lastly, be healthy and may love live within yoou. Don't forget me! A thousand and one love from me! :D
To Gilbert
Hi lovely "sister"!
I shan't say too much. Later rumours will arouse again. =.= and tougues will wag like crazy dogs.
hm anyway, grats on getting into Victoria! told ya u can do it, righto? :D u muz learn to love the ppl around u okay.n thanks for being such a nice "sister" to me for the past 2yrs. u help me alot, u know! Thanks and Happy birthday. May u b healthy and may love live within you.

2009-01-22T03:06:00.000-08:00

i seems to be updating EVRYDAY. lols
firstly i found out i haven't been working hard enough. i slack by rotting on the comp evryday. but can't help it right. i've been a hwsInfocomm girl. n now SNInfocomm girl. YIPPEEE. lawls.
ah anyways. tmr i'll b goin back to Hong Wen! YIPPPEEEEE. i want to see where our pebbles ended up. hee. the special batch of 2008! 6Rockers, I MISS YOUUUU. i miss the 5Epitomers too. i shall go n catch up with all of you tmr. AND AND AND. I GET TO SEE...
u guessed it.
SYLVIA. WHOOOOHOOOOOOOO. i'm missing her like CRAZY okay. peepos who dun understand will think i'm homosexual. but the thing is, u try putting urself in MY shoes. u'll DIE okay. goin to a school where u know freaky NO ONE. n then u starts seeing visions and shadows of Sylvia in one of ur classmate. n then u started missing sylvia like CRAZYYY. n then u ended up shedding tears in ur sleep pathetically n then u started having fun with someone called Genevieve. n then u felt better. then u started making friends with Ruiqi, the girl that have the Sylvia-nish thing inside her. n then u get to know really whacky peepo like Jamie! (Jam-.-) Michelle, Rachel and Shanice. n u started having fun with them. n laughing with them. n then having Genevieve hyper-ing with u evryday. it makes things better. but i still can't deny the fact that, SYLVIA. I MISS YOU ): sorry for sounding like a crazy lesbian. but seriously, i'm not. OKAY.
oh ya, there's still Darlie, Bun, Fatto, Grass and Pontiana.:D thanks peepo mentioned in my post. u are all great peeps. really great ones.

2009-01-21T01:29:00.000-08:00

GOT

INTO

INFOCOMM!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE THE WORLD. I LOVE ST NICKS. I LOVE 1TRUTH. I LOVE INFOCOMM. I LOVE MYSELF. n i even feel that love. again. ._. I KNOW IT'S JUZ A DAMN CCA. I KNOW IT'S ONLY INFOCOMM. not lyk ELDDS which is like the most popular CCA in St nicks, BUT. 6Rockers. U KNOW HOW PASSIONATE I AM RIGHTTT. abt Infocommm. RIGHHTT. hm. Wenxin and Amanda Loh got in Infocomm also.

n u know what.

GEN GOT INTO INFOCOMM TOOOOO. HURRAYY. DOUBLE YAYNESS. :D

2009-01-19T02:23:00.000-08:00

firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

AWESOME QIANYI PSL!!!
lucky QianYi, her birthday falls right after Kangin's birthday... LOL. tho she hates Kangin, but Kangin is still part of superjunior n she loves superjunior! so that means she's still lucky! LOL.
hm but anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! May your wishes be granted and may love live within you. (:

tmr goin to CHIJMES. wed dance class... omygosh. -.- i forgot all the dance steps alr!! i'm such a loser): thursday got that stupid dreaded morning jog ): friday... is... BACK TO HONGWEN!!! OMG I'M SO HAPPYYY YIIPPEEE. HOORRRAYYY. WHOOOHOOOO! hongwen, hongwen, hongwen! HEEE.
OH YA, tmr the CCA results will be announced. I'M SO DARN SCARED OKAY. i want Infocomm so badly... 6Rockers shld know how passionate i am! LOL. n Choir is quite out. =.= Dance... i flunked the audition! :D n what did i chooose arh, oh, ELDDS. er, it's like the MOST POPULAR CCA in sngs. so, how can a loser like me get in?! Girlguides... ooh, pls dun ): TableTennis... FREAK YOU. LOOOLLL.
Infocomm...~
Common tests will start after CNY, so does CCA. neutral feelings. tho i seriously will fail Math. D:

2009-01-16T20:50:00.000-08:00

17th of January~~~~

KANGIN'S BIRTHDAY! :D Happy Birthday, Kangin Oppa! (: being last on my list doesn't mean i dun love u. hee. I love evry member. (:

Kangin, hope u continue to work hard, to be able to bring E.L.F a more spectacular stage. You've done well in 2008. It's time once again to unleash urself, oppa. 2009 will have more challenges, having so many E.L.F jump walls. but tat's not bcoz Super Junior aren't good. Juz there r too many new grps coming out. Don't worry, as long as SuperJunior, and you, put in ur best, SuperJunior is still the best in my eyes. (: Hope ur wishes come true and may love live within you. take care of Leeteuk kay. LOL.

once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KANGIN!

2009-01-15T05:22:00.000-08:00

hi. today. suck. ):

i want to cry. but i can't. =.= k nvm.

NOOOOOOOOOO I STILL FEEL LIKE DYING. ): aahhhh nvm. my keyboard is destroyed now. hm. anyway i took LB's advice n thought abt super junior. read their cyworld juz now. (:

n look at Kyu in Santa suit. :D i belive Wuennee is swooning over it (:

y is Santa appearing now? LOL. Kyuhyun looks so cute. geeee. OMG. NO GEE. SHOOOO SNSD! ):

yayness. :D KangTeuk x3 . smoooccchhhiiieees! :D

anyway the stupid mosquitos r killing me. DONGHAEEE WHEREEE AREEE YOUUUU.

2009-01-12T04:04:00.000-08:00

TOP SCHOLAR FOR GCE O'LEVEL 2008 came from... CHIJ ST NICHOLAS GIRLS' SCHOOL. omggggg. screammm mannnn ;DDDD 11 A1s ;DDD
St Nicks owns :D Highest Malay scorer came frm CEDAR GIRLS' heee. and Highest Indian scorer can frm Riverside Sec sch.
2nd scholar for O'level came from our BROTHER SCHOOL, CATHOLIC HIGH ;DDD 10 A1s. come'on evrybodaye. u know our mission sch/CHIJ family rawkkk :DDDD
k enough of all these. now i feel like posting random SuJu UFO replies. some are very long ago ones. HAHA. coz i'm trying to "get away" frm my Math hmwrk. i dunno how do ):

RAMDOM UFO REPLIES FROM SJ
E.L.F: Super Junior have only 13 members, right?
Kyuhyun: It's 14~ Start from Leeteuk, end with E.L.F

E.L.F : uncle Teuk!!!!!!!!!!! you are about that age I should call you as uncle!!! (joking)
AngelTeuk: Why me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I m oppa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[teukie OPPA. teukie OPPA. teukie is my angel :D]

E.L.F Donghae Oppa!!!!!!!!!! seriously!!!!!!!!!!!! you'll marry!!!!!!!!! with E.L.F!!!!!!!!!!!???????
HyukJae: Im against that marriage?
[LOLOLOL]

E.L.F : Would you marry me~~~~ Youngwoon(Kangin) ~~~
Kyuhyun: What about me [xDhaha. omg.]

E.L.F: Flower Boys' Series of Murder Events!!!!!!!!!!!! the best^0^~~~~
Heechul: Wanna die? [WTH!!!LOL.]

E.L.F are voting madly T_T!!! just wait~ get this award ~~ it's flying.
Heechul: be careful with it's corners when you throw the award. It hurts!

I'm so sorry but I love you...
AngelTeuk: Don't say that's a lie...? [no it isn't oppa. I love u too. ]

Oppa, don't go away. don't be changed.
Eunhyuk: so... I cannot go to the restroom? T_T

Marry You was so cuteeeee I will bite you!
Eunhyuk: You bite me?? I'm not doing marry you anymore~

I can't sleep because of those mosquitos! Teach them a lesson!
Donghae: send me their names and address!!I'll teach them a lesson!!

Donghae Oppa! i wanna go to the beach!!! should I go to you~~? [donghae means east sea]
Donghae: come here, let me hug you!

there's still more... but i need to complete math worksheet!!! gah gah):

2009-01-10T23:34:00.000-08:00

hi evrybodayyeeee :D camp ended yesterday. n it super rock. :D yipppeeedooddeedeee!
ok. so the first day we started bright n early... discussing and making a CLASS CHEERRRR. WOOHOOO. n we came up with something that is AWESOMERIFFIC. omg, 1Truth rocks like no one caresssss :DDD here it goes.

PSL: say 1 Truth!
Us: 1 TRUTH!
PSL: say go 1Truth!
Us: GO 1TRUTH!
PSL: say 1Truth rocks!
Us: 1TRUTH ROCKS!
evryone: TRRRUUUTTTHHHH~ We got a fever, we're HOT! We can't b stopped! Go front, go back, we can't b STOPPED! ONE TRUTH! awesome~

WOOHOO. WE RAWK. WE HAWT. :DDD n we have actions too. some sexy/seducing/cute/hot actions. HAHA.
n then we had games. at diff stations. shall not elaborate. then campfire. super high. super rawk. super cool. shall not elaborate too. but juz to say, our girl guides are the BEST IN THE WHOLE SINGAPORE DUDESSS. then we had Tang Yuan time. n then blah blah blah (i dun want to elaborate coz peeps dun lyk to read those day1 day2 that kind of longlong post. right.)
next day we had CCA Fair. n i tell u. INFOCOMM STILL RAWKS DUDES. whoohooo. Infocomm rulessss. :DDD
now some summing up of the whole camp.
The camp was not only fun, but it really made us into sisters. really close ones. Like they said, "STRANGERS today, SISTERS tomorrow." indeed. we fight together, cheer together, sweat together, enjoy together. AS SISTERS. :D
i made new friends during the whole camp. and yes, I LOVE St Nicks. it's my home. where I belong (: N I love lovelylovely Gen too (:
i gained some nick names during the camp. LOL. I was nicknamed "Angel" by Qian Yi PSL. (: n i dun even know why. but they said i look lyk someone she know . o.0 n then Qian Yi rawks okay. she like Super Junior WOOOHOOO. my PSLs all rawkkk. tho i have negative thoughts abt them b4 the camp. but then i realised i was wrong. they are all lovelylovely peeps. Like Awesome QianYi, Hyper Vannessa, Pretty Hui Rou and Caring Pui San. anyway. back to the nicknames. I was nicknamed "Mimosa" by Sophia and clique. u know Mimosa, the plant that closes up when u touch it? yepp. u know y the nickname me that? bcoz they say i'm anti-social =.= okay yes, i was during the beginning. but now i reply n talk to them okay! o well. but they wouldn't stop. LOL. Sophia is nicknamed Darlie. (the toothpaste) Li-An is Fatto (pronounced as Fat-two) and Manyun is "Bun" LOL. k, but they dun call me Mimosa now (: coz i'm not anti-social! yeah! n i have Elizabeth, Crystal and Sonia as friends in class now. tho I'm still closer to Gen. LOL.
anyway. the camp rocks. it juz rocks.

2009-01-08T02:11:00.000-08:00

OMG. WUENEE IS GONNA FREAK WHEN U READ MINNIE'S POST. here it goes.
Sungmin’s Cyworld Diary Entry 2009.01.07 18:53
2009.01.07 수 Wednesday 18:53
SoNyeoShiDae’s song has been released~!!^^
Fighting!! May it be a big hit~~~!!

You’re so so handsome, my eyes my eyes are blinded~
gee gee gee gee gee~ babybabybaby!
Original Source; 이성민 미니홈피
Credits; OnlySJ13
HAHAHA. OMG. FREAK SNSD. =.= "gee gee gee gee gee, babybabybaby!" n they dun even know how to pronounce "gee" properly. =.=
anw. tml is orientation overnight camp :D excited and hating it at the same time. =.= 5mins to bathe. with icy cold water. =.=
ah nvm. today's CCA discovery was sucky. totally. okay so all the CCA for tryouts are sports events and dance+gym. pfft. bcoz i'm exceptionally SUCKY in sports, i'm like dead beat after that and then we didn't even get to go try dance. bcoz of time constraint. CAN U BELIVE IT. =.= n bcoz we only try out sports event, i didn't get picked to go to any audition. n to make my day worse, the basking hot sun was like so freaking hot and warm. n then i look into the mirror. =.= i'm tanned even more now. freak the sun ):
anw. yayness! Gen got picked to go audition for dance :D yay, pretty Gen with graceful dance. perfect (: n nvm the sports for me. coz infocomm go. infocomm GO!!! LOL. k, i may not get pick but infocomm still rules :D n Gen wanna join Infocomm too :D double yayness.
Sophia ask me join choir. something to do with my voice i think. but i can't read notes. =.= oh well, we'll see on CCA fair. Infocomm RULESSS. (:

2009-01-07T02:49:00.000-08:00

YOURS TRULY TRIED ORANGE BOWL TODAY. hahaha. an accompishment okay. at least for me luh. HAHAH. k, i'm lame ._. k, orange bowl so so darn superb. IT WAS SO NICE.
lovelylovely History teacher, Mrs Lily Tan, let us off early^^ n so we ran like mad to the OrangBowl store. LOL. n it was still a long line, but we only queued for like 5-10mins. :DDD
okay. n today i stopped grumbling abt having no friends :DDD i met Gen n she's super chio okay :D i met Louisa n Kaiwen hahaha. Gen is soooooooo darn nice. pretty and nice. n looks like we share the same fate n we are similar in soo many ways :D we both stick to seniors, anti-social in class, no friends in class that we can really talk to, n she like J-pop :D:D n she like Wonder Girls. and she like Hilary Duff songs!!! n FINALLY SOMEONE KNOWS WHO IS SUPERJUNIOR. omg. i love Gen. LOL.
n then in class, i'm starting to open up and laugh like i always did in HongWen . :DD so some new friends too. as in friends, not classmates that can communicate. like friends which u can TALK TO. but er, they got their own cliques. so Gen is still better. LOLOLLLL. hmm. so there's Sophia(pretteh), Manyun(hyper), Wenxin(artist). they are so nice okay. n i really CAN'T get over the fact that Ruiqi is sooo much like Sylvia. aww. i miss Sylvia ): U know i'm comparing everyone in 1Truth with Sylvia. like what bad points they have that Sylvia doesn't. n blah blah. I'm so pathetic right. juz couldn't let go ): i suck. i know.
Tml is CCA discovery. I'M SO EXCITED WOOOHOOOO. starting of our Orientation:D:D omg. Infocomm GO! :DDDD

2009-01-06T05:30:00.000-08:00

i realised. no suju stuff recently. =.= n now i'm gonna stop moping ard n grumbling abt having no friends. n do something useful. like fan-girling. so here it goes.
some of the entries are quite long ago. latest on 3rd Jan. tho it's not that long. but it's still long. pfft. whatever. juz felt weird today.
Sungmin’s Cyworld Diary Entries 2009.01.03
January 3, 2009
Encore Con tonight~~
Sungmin’s Cyworld Diary Entry 2009.01.03 10:49
2009.01.03 토 Saturday 10:49
Will you give a present?~ㅎㅎㅎ
Sungmin’s Cyworld Diary Entry 2009.01.03 02:05
2009.01.03 토 Saturday 02:05
T..
123456…
What is this~~~~?^ㅡ^ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Original Source; 이성민 미니홈피
Credits; OnlySJ13,superduperlove
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his cyworld entries are darn weird. LOL. i only understood the first n the second one. 3rd one seems weird. LOL. but cute still.
Sungmin’s Cyworld Diary Entry 2009.01.04 00:47
2009.01.04 일 Sunday 00:47
Super Show!!

It was a big success~~!!^ㅡ^ㅋㅋ

How did I do?
Original Source;이성민 미니홈피
Credits; OnlySJ13 ,superduperlove
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u did fine, oppa. ;DDD u tried ur very best :D
hmm minnie updated some others entries. juz some random ones anyway. wonder how teukie is doing? hope he's not emo or tired out like that damn 2008. Angel Without Wings. my oppa...^^
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Super Show Encore. 2009.01.03

why is there a need for an ENCORE??!!!! ): n at the country they had alr had their concert there. suju... singapore. there's still singapore ): k even if they held it here, it's not like i'll get to watch it. ): i wanna watch BreakOut. but to no avail... =.= life sucks for me currently

Encore Pics:

YAY! say hi to KangTeuk! <333

Look at Kangin's face. LMAO. >.<

Angel perspiring. but still look so angelic. xD

Sunggie changed his hairstyle. OMG I LOVE HIS HAIR.

Kyhyun with that shy shy smile. :D

HAE!!! THE SKIN.

look at his muscles. =.=

a bow. :D SUJU RAWKKKSS.

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credits to: superduperlove

members that r not feature in the pics, doesn't mean i dun absolutely LOVE THEM. but the uploader havnt upload it onto the net yet. ;D anticipate then!

2009-01-04T02:16:00.000-08:00

~~I'm goin to be darn selfish from this moment onwards. freakk youu.~~

~~sucker. u made me so angry.~~

[edit]For superjunior, I shall stop getting mad when someone does that.

For superjunior ,I shall stop freaking ppl when ppl does that.

For superjunior, I shall stop calling ppl sucker when they does that.

For superjunior, I shall forgive him/her.

For superjunior, I shall learn to think stuff in a clearer and broader mind-set.

why for superjunior? bcoz i dun tink they will want a monster as a fan. ): and superjunior always makes me think stuff in a more rational way. it takes so much out of me to make me think more rationally. but i guess i did it. for superjunior.[/edit]

2009-01-03T02:06:00.000-08:00

oooommmggg. Wonder Boys is so priceless. :DDD
Sungmin's movements.... OMG. SO PRICELESS. SO SEDUCING. LOL. prettaye minnie. :D
zomgzomgzomg. Shindong!!! he lose quite a fiar bit of weight alr... but still quite weird to c him dancing WonderGirls' dance with that size, but nonetheless, it was priceless too!!! n his actions... his rap. zomg, i can fall in love with "her" if i'm a guy. HAHAHA. n wonder girls was laughing when they started dancing to Nobody... zomg i want learn the dance moves too! wahaha. :D:D:D but it's so damn sexaye. HAHA.

I want nobody, nobody but YOU! nobody~
I want nobody, nobody but YOU!

others are Taemin(Shinee), Jokwon(2am)and Seungri (Big Bang) :DDD n ofcourse , Shindong and Sungminnie. ;DD the performance rawkk in a oh-so-hawt way haha. n y isn't Minnie wearing pink while singing Girls Generation and So Hot?!

All boys will be loving me.
Girls will be hating me,
they will never STOP!
Coz they know i'm so HAWT HAWT HAWT!

aawwww. Wonder Boys is soooo dorky. HAHA SNSD suck. yay! LOL~

2009-01-02T02:14:00.000-08:00

k. today is the first day of sch. first day of my life in st nicks. n it went pretty well. ;DDD i was happy and comfortable. n i felt that i belong. ;DD majority of 姐妹们 r all pretty nice, and are all happy peepos. ;D
met some nice and friendly peepo in class, like Li Ann, RuiQi... oh, and Sophia. ;D YiQing is nice too. hmms. n LiAnn is very enthu in making friends with me. makes me feel very welcome. ;D 姐妹同心! sisterly love! ;DDD but well, there r embarassing moments too. LOL. i walked into st nicks and i dunno how to walk to my class. LOLOLOL. i was at the track and i remembered LB telling me to cross the track and walk up to the first floor. but i was too scared of making a mistake such as ending up in a sec3 class or something. n i was walking forward... but i took a step backwards. cuz i was really really nervous. n i notice a jiemei sitting on the bench staring at me... i was trying to ask her for help but i was very very scared. i felt really really noob repeating p1 all over again ):pathetic right. but i eventually started to c ppl in long and new uniforms move up and walking the direction LB directed me to and i realised i shld juz follow the crowd. LOLOLOL. so i walked up. n cuz half of level one is sec2 classes, half is sec1... i walked straight and all r sec2 classes... i couldn't find my class... so i was standing there lyk a noob ): and suddenly i saw LB walking towards me... goin to call her... but she didn't notice me n walk to the left ._. LOLLOL! n then i ask two seniors where's 1Truth and they pointed the direction n i juz walk walk walk then finally 1Truth. ;DDD k, so those jiejie rawk. ;D
met LB, Ann and WN for recess. k, i know i shld b goin recess with my own classmates. n LiAnn even requested me to. but aiyah, juz too scared n i really want to quickly find LB n run to her n so i dun feel so noob anymore. lol. oh, i'm such a baby ._.
then...canteen food was nice. ;D n journey home was long, boring n tiring. ): reached home, do all those necessary stuff n then ate a bread, read some CC, n i juz couldn't tahan anymore, i fall into a slumber. LOL... u can't imagine how long and tiring the journey is. -.-''' but thanks to LB, Ann and WN! for accompanying me for evrything. :D recess, lunch, starting journey of home.
oh, and Annabelle passed by me so many times today. i was goin to call her but she walked straight passed me sucking her drink. LOL -.- gonna tell her that in NAFA this week. HAHAHA.
oh, n a sch without guys is paradise. :DDD i'm so contented n elated. hahaha
p.s Allison is very nice. Reminds me of LiHoung lol. but not as hyper. :X k, sorry li houng. LOLOLOL.
p.p.s i miss hongwen :/
[edit] OHOHOH. n LB and Ann came to find me in class early this morning! :DDD n i was so happy coz at least there is someone I know... hahah :DDD n my very very first impression of LB, yes, WACKY. YES, WACKKYYYY. haha. coz when she saw me she poke my stomach. LOL. how cute is that. :D:D:D oh, n her haircut looks perfectly fine la. :D no hamster look. :D n very first impression of Ann was... quiet and calm. she looks lyk someone... who thinks alot. :D those smart smart ppl. :DDD LB and Ann are two very nice ppl. :D oh, and WN rawks too. :D haha, i'm really sotong-ish. dunno which line to take, n luckily WN was there. walked the wrong direction to class, n WN was there. :D hashhash. 3 of u r such nice peepos (:[/edit]

2008-12-31T22:42:00.000-08:00

I FEEL LYK DYING. CRYING. JUMPING OFF THE FLOOR. WHATEVER.

today is Sungminnie's oppa birthday. yes, 01 Jan. ytd i was counting down to his b'dae. n planned to post a blog post to wish him a happy b'dae right at 12am. BUT THAT DAMN INTERNET WOULDN'T WORK. sad. sad. sad. i can't express what i am goin through right now. it's pain. hurt. guilty. rotten luck. sad. angry. DYING!!!

okay. nvm. i juz did something that will make my guilty-ness fade juz by 1%. i did a pic/scrapbook of Sungminnie oppa.

[click on it to get a better view :D]

YES, THAT'S HOW MUCH I LOVE SUPERJUNIOR.

SUNGMINNIE OPPA, THIS IS DEDICATED TO U. Your smiles, your voice, your dance. You have been absolutely great last year, 2008 :D I hereby wish u a very very happy birthday. And may u shine, glow and gain more fans in this coming new year, 2009. :D hope u achieve ur dreams, b successful in ur future endeavours. Oh, and change ur girly ways. But remain cute always. I love u oppa, saranghae!

YiXuan.

once again,

Happy Birthday Sungmminnie Oppa! ;DDD

2008-12-29T19:58:00.000-08:00

YAY 2 MORE DAYS TO 2009! ;DDDDDD
which means... 2 more days to Minnie's b'dae! ;DDD Sungmin rawwk. 1st Jan hahah. oh, isn't it Sharmine's b'dae too? LOLOLOL. she shares the same b'dae as Minnie?!! zomg. lol.
Sungmin’s Cyworld Diary Entry [2008.12.29 10:22]
2008.12.29 월 Monday 10:22
Goodbye 2008..
In 2009…
…(Aja!)
original source:이성민 미니홈피
credits to:superduperlove

haha ;DDD. minnie is excited i think. n suju promised a more handsome and nice stage for all in 2009 ;DDD yes, i know suju will improve. in every way (: u've grown so much already! no longer juniors, but SUPER JUNIOR.
wishes to the top five members of my list [i wan to do it for all 13, but i've got other stuff to do):sorry!] :
Leeteuk-aww oppa, take care of ur health k! work work work, life is not only abt work. (: seeing u suddenly got cramps in Kiss The Radio n still need to smile and reply the caller with that oh-so-cheerful voice, i felt to heartbroken for u. yes, u r dhe ldr. the ldr shld do evrything in the perfect way. but u r a human too. u need to rest. u need to take the "leader thing" off urself once in a while. (: oppa, u r dhe best. the best shld remains the best. without good health, how can u b the best? saranghae!
Kibum-oh u silly young oppa, Leeteuk is ur hyung! this is Korea u know, no longer America. dun make comments like "this is all u can do, hyung?" "ppl ard me says u r the most hated person" to teukie. he did his best... n i hope u can talk more in variety shows! n also APPEAR MORE. ur main career is a member in a SINGING GRP. not actor. b with suju members more! take care! x3
Hankyung-wish u have a blessed new year n evrything goes ur way. :D u've never dissapoint me in anyway this year. :D i'm so happy. haha.
Yesung-the best voice in SUJU! :DDDD SMILLEEE MOREEEE okay. n u've improve alot in ur "humourous yesung personality" but smile more. :D takkee careee.
Heechul-the very free oppa. hahaha. watch k-dramas all day long. dun cry over stuff in movies/dramas! u'll scare teukie to death. lol. and overall... u didn't dissapoint me alot. :D take care tho!

2008-12-28T19:35:00.000-08:00

THE CLASS ALLOCATION IS OUT. ;DDDDDDD
I'm in 1Truth! :D yay~ HAHAHAH
someone must b happy~ someone somewhere... singing her soprano pieces. LOLOLOL.

teukie is happy too :DDD he's making these cutie faces for me. (: he's happy for me... aw teukie i know u r happy :D
hahahaha.
no updates frm suju ): probably busy again~ with countdown parties in Korea? hope they won't split up... though i can't say the same if members frm suju M are missing. ): cuz China probably wants them at their countdown parties... but nvm! teukie is enough. :D

2008-12-28T01:19:00.000-08:00

k, now i've moved the comp into my room n the IE became so freakking lag ): k, at least it loads. :D not lyk sometimes in IT club the IE juz couldn't load even though i refreshed a thousand times alr. LOL.
yeaa n i found something abt Teukie's past dating experience on someone's website.
credits:beingaslackerdoesnotmakeualoser.blogspot.com/
It's on a variety shows... where the host interview Kangteuk.
Host:Leeteuk sshi,you got alot of dog oil.. ( Facial oil )
Leeteuk:I really have a lot of oil.(LOLOLOL.)
Kangin:What kind of idols wipe their oil on air??? ( And wipes Teukie's face. XDXD )
Kangin:We live in a world full of man so we need order.Whether we use informal speech or not,if the order starts to crumble,there will no control.That's why we have a leader.
Leeteuk:But it already crumbled a lot... ( LOL!!!Teukie!!You are the leader!! )
Leeteuk:In my case,I've know Kangin for 7 years..I even seen things that I shouldn't have seen.(wth?LOL)
Leeteuk:Like acting out drunk...
Kangin:Stop connecting me with alcohol!!Really!Stop talking about alcohol!There's always only talks about alcohol and women with me...
Host:Since you've known each other for 7 years,you must have know each other's old girlfriends too?
Leeteuk:I even dated someone Kangin introduced me to..
Kangin:I didn't actually introduced them... ( teukie turns to slap kangin's back. LOLOL. )
Kangin:A noona* I knew was on My Friends' list..You know those people who go through other people's friends' list?He's like that.The meddlesome style.He clicks on all the links.(hey!teukie is not meddlesome!=x)
Kangin:One day the noona called me and asked "Do you know Park Jungsoo.. ( Teukie's real name ) He sent me a message."
Kangin:Apparently,he used me to go out for a dinner with her.
Hosts:Incredible talent.I like him.This personality will help him last a long time in the entertainment world.He'll put his team in a difficult time.He's our style.
Kangin:I though Leeteuk hyung's so manly.For a girl he likes,he even sell out his dongsaeng...(meaning lyk, teukie is using Kangin... LOL)
**
Hyung:Younger male calling an older male
Dongsaeng:Older male calling a younger male
Noona:Younger male calling an older woman
rawrrrrr i want to b on Kangin's friends list. then teukie can ask me out! HAHAHAHA. but if i'm the noona, i wouldn't accept the invitation. LOL. coz i didn't know it was teukie... so... LOL.
n teukie is sososososo SWEEETTTT. :D i know it's bad to make use of ur friends... but teukie oppa likes that girl mah! :DDD but anyway their relationship is overrr~ HAHAHA. means i have the chance... LOL. ok, i can continue dreaming -.-

2008-12-27T21:14:00.001-08:00

SERIOUSLY. can the world b anymore UNFAIRRRR?!!! can anyone tell me why dearest Siwon's photo-taking skills r so absolutely PROOOOOO?!!! while mine is lyk shit ): T____T the world is so unfair. k, but i'm still heartened to know that Siwon not only have that totally handsome face with slim and tall body and a personality of perfect gentleman, he have such surprising talents :D it's always he who uploads stuff on superjunior iple. RAWRRR leeteukie! teukie teukie no update dhe ): but yea, siwon uploads his photos :D
not wanting to make my blog lag lyk hell for others (c i'm so considerate LOL.) , i shall post the url to the photos. :D
credits to: Siwon Choi & SuperJunior iple
◈ 미래를 위한 도전 ( Striving for the future )
http://pics.damoim.net/data/starzone/bbs/2008/12/28/1011_011029_2860.jpg

◈ 바람에게 내 마음을 보낸다 ( I send my love with wind )
http://pics.damoim.net/data/starzone/bbs/2008/12/28/1011_000000_1978.jpg

◈ Velocity..
http://pics.damoim.net/data/starzone/bbs/2008/12/28/1011_000000_3798.jpg

yay Siwon rocks. :D LOL. b sure to woos and woahs while viewing the photos okay! SWOON OVER THEM OKAY. Siwon Oppa's efforts :D
Louisa said my blog is lyk a Suju forum LOL. then urs is Xiah's/DBSK's forum! :D:D:D
yay i'll know my class tml :D oh n the cute thing is, someone whose name is TINGFANG, is in St Nicks. can u belive it. hahaha.

2008-12-25T21:57:00.000-08:00

k, since it's CHRISTMAS(though i'm 1day late=x) , i shall upload all Super Junior members cum Henry and Zhoumi's christmas messages on ifensi or their own cyworld since normally i only upload cyworld updates frm Leeteuk and some from others(which i'm interested) . okay, n if u read my previous post, i hoped for leeteuk to update on his cyworld... n since he loves me (LOL), he updated (: awww. teukie~
*all are translated versions*
credits to:ifensi & superduperlove
First up, SJ-M iFensi christmas messages. (: [ 2008.12.24]
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HanGeng - How’s everyone recently?
How’s everyone lately? I am Han Geng.
Tomorrow’s already Christmas, I’d like to wish everyone Merry Christmas.
Firstly, I’d like to thank all the fans who have been supporting SJ-M ever since we made our debut
And also, I’d like to especially thank the fans from all our official fanclubs~
Lastly, I hope that everyone will spend a warm winter, kkkk (i tink he's saying kekeke)
In addition, hope that in the new year, everything will go smoothly* and your wishes will come true*!
Merry Chirstmas!!!
*Chinese sayings
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ZhouMi - Christmas is here!
Christmas is here!
How will everyone spend it? We, SJ-M, would of course wish to spend it with our fans and friends!
Hope that everyone will be able to spend a blessed, happy Christmas.
Today’s the 24th, there’s a friend in Mi Tang** called “Ya Ya”, today’s her birthday, so here I’ll wish Ya Ya a very happy birthday!
Hope that everyone will send their birthday wishes to Ya Ya^^Everyone, Merry Christmas!
Zhou Mi
**Mi Tang is Mi’s fanclub name~
(okay, i tink YaYa muz b over the moon with her idol dedicating his Christmas msg to her~ LOL.)
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Henry - HENRY~
(All written in Hanyu Pinyin)
Hi everyone! I am Henry!
How are you all doing recently! Tomorrow’s Christmas already!
Are you all very happy! I hope that you will be able to spend it happily!
Merry Christmas! Happy New Year!
Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!
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Kyuhyun - Annyeonghaseyo~ I am Kyuhyun
Annyeonghaseyo~ I am Kyuhyun
Waited for so long and finally Christmas is here
It’s the first time welcoming Christmas in China so it’s a refreshing feeling ^_^
Hope that everyone will be able to spend a rich and happy Christmas
I will also have a happy time spending it with the members~
Everyone Merry Christmas! ^_^
(i tink another part of Kyuhyun Oppa muz really b homesick... to b spending christmas in another country which is not really dear to him... Korea~Korea~Korea~ he muz b missing Korea~)
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Donghae - To wo de qin ai de bao bei men ^^ (To my beloved darlings^^)
To my beloved darlings ^^
Today is Christmas(i dunno y he typed that 0.0)
Today is Christmas eve, tomorrow is Christmas!
Those who are thinking of being in my embrace
Spend Christmas happily! ^_^
(yay i'm Hae's darling. hahaha . wo shi ni de bao bei! ;x)
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Ryeowook - To the iFensi family!
iFensi family!
Annyeonghaseyo~ I am Super JuniorM’s Ryeowook.
Merry Christmas ^^I feel very happy sending a greeting this way to family and friends
Hope that everyone will be able to spend a blessed Christmas
Please love Super JuniorM lots~I LOVE iFensi
(Ryeowookie! i love u tons too~ )

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Next up is Leeteuk cyworld update! (: rawrrrr. he didn't post anything abt Christmas... Oppa, dun u love christmas?
Jungsoo’s Cyworld Entry 2008.12.25 01:42

http://img114.imageshack.us/img114/3497/js2512avf1.jpg (the pic is too big so i didn't want to upload it haha ;x )

ok , the translator cum uploader didn't want anyone to take out this update... so i only gave the link to the img and the the rest of the post... i didn't upload it. though i sooo badly wanna upload. but since it's against the wish of the translator, since it's on her website... then forget it (:

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Next is Donghae cyworld column update.[ 2o08.12.25]

( i know the pic is small. but if u look closer, u can c a man kissing Hae. yea, it's his dad i tink. His dad that has already pass on... the person that brought Hae to the limelight, gave Hae strength to endure any hardships...)

We made snowmen, ate together, slept together, memories year by year of being together…Even when we die, I’ll never forget you, I’ll love only you.Next time I’ll work hard like a man with two heartsI love you Merry Christmas^^

original source: 김향숙 미니홈피

credits:superjunior M iFensi & superduperlove

(not sure who is the "we" in his post... but well, i can feel his love for his dad, his longing and yearning for his dad... aww poor Hae! but Hae, I love you. E.L.F loves u. u still have us:D)

tat's the end peepos. Merry Christmas evrybodayye! (:

2008-12-24T06:28:00.000-08:00

ANNYEONG!

Kyuhyun Oppa saw the first snow... he wishes evryone a Merry Christmas. :D peepos out there, MERRY CHRISTMAS! a blessed yr ahead it shall be and sleep well tonight! coz santa will b coming! (: dun peep ;x hahaha

okok, this is a shorttt post. i needa tuhh read Sing To The Dawn!
n Maple dun really appeal to me now cuz stuff keeps happening n i dun really lyk maple peepos now. none of them is lyk xxH0N3Yxx, always by my side. there's lotsa flirts. n liars. now i needa concentrate on my Super Junior thing, annnd the STTD, and... browsing of textbooks... n preparing for st nicks (:
okay... anddddd TeukieOppax3 did a heart sign to me! dun ask me isit true or not. (: juz believe it. he did it! (: awww. he loves me. coz i'm an E.L.F! hehex pearl sapphire blue is another of my faves now. :D n i love Teukie's voice... when he's the EMCEE... his voice is so delicate... lyk a soft white feather floating... angel without wings. (: i'll give him wings... give him strength to b able to b strong enough to face evryone with a smile evryday! :D n when he said "push-up" he said it in a way... tat i'll lyk to play it agn and agn... lyk him tuhh say that to me evryday.
oppa, oppa... i miss ur cyworld updates! update more ya? saranghaeyo, teukie~ can anyone sponsor me a ticket to Korea? Seoul... T___T